my love is a lie
Bab_sadness Tiara
after the Maghrib prayer Tiara chose to return to the room briefly to pick up a beloved wooden tasbih.
upon arrival at the door Tiara heard the talk of bu.selly with someone over there
"good work, make more ruined my son's company, but keep your eyes on the development, do not let you help again. I want Raka to regret that it made me even more disappointed to marry that woman without my blessing"
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"just do it, I've been willing to lose the company, and let it be worth the actions of Raka "
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"yes thanks "
tiara's heart ached after hearing news of Raka remarrying when they had just divorced a few days ago.
Tiara turned back towards the mosque she did not so took her prayer beads as soon as she ran to get to the mosque.
arriving at the mosque Tiara took the Qur'an in his recitation letter Ar_Rahman
his tears flowed to reveal his sense of sadness, after his heart calmer Tiara stopped reading the Quran and prayed
"o Allah forgive the sins of the servant, strengthen this heart to accept your destiny remove the pain in this heart and replace it with something much better, always be happy Raka and let me be happy by seeing her happy, if You will remove this feeling in the heart for her because it hurts too much Robb if this heart still loves her, You are willing to give me all that is in this world, give me Your love, Lord.
I surrender to You, strengthen me with the love of You, amen"
Tiara sat down while recalling the time when Raka uttered the qobul ijab
"so you forget me, what not the slightest taste for me, what is too despicable for me to love you mas so not complete our divorce you are married again, you are married again,may you always be happy you are there with the woman you love so much may be a family sadinah mawadah warahmah "say Tiara slowly with tears still flowing
the tightness in the heart is slightly treated with the recitation of the Quran
"what are you crying about?"ask Miss Selly
”no papa ma, Tiara just poured out this heart to the creator ma"
"here son"Mom Selly hugged Tiara and stroked Tiara's back gently behind her face
"patience dear, surely later you will get something much better.Mama is here for you mama will always accompany you"
"thank you ma"
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In the last third of the night Tiara came to the mosque to pray tahajud as well as reciting verses of the Quran.The silence of the night added wisdom in performing his prayers.
The chants of the Quran are recited in a soft but very melodious voice heard.
Tiara pervades the Quran recitation he reads
peace of heart is always obtained after reading the Quran
In the same place there was a young man who heard the sound of speech, he tried to find out who was reading, who was reading, behind the curtain he peeked a little and marveled how he saw who was that gaze
"subhanallah it turns out that the voice came from Tiara, O Allah indeed You created a woman who is as righteous as she is and if You will allow the servant to mate with Tiara.Amin"the sincere prayer of Marcell
after that Marcell came out of the mosque and sat in front of the mosque plateau while waiting for Tiara to finish the tadarus and time to perform dawn prayers.
not long after Tiara also came out of the mosque to return to the room to wake Ms. Selly because soon it will enter the morning prayer time
"Tiara"Marcell called his name
"uh, what's wrong with Marcell?"
"where are you going, soon after the dawn prayer you know the santri and santriwati have come to the mosque"
"i'm going to go to the room to wake up mommy first, sister"
"actually I'd like to have a chat with you Tia"
"later all of you, brother if there is a mama Yar does not become slander"
"yes Tiara is fine"
"excuse me sister" Tiara said as she left the mosque