my love is a lie
chapter 63_knowing the state of Raka

"why Raka, why ma?"

"Raka had an accident a few months ago baby"

"then how's Raka ma doing?"tiara asked worriedly because honestly the love in Tiara's heart was still for Raka could not be replaced by anyone

"Then he now hiks hyks"Bu Selly could not continue his speech if he had to talk about Raka's condition now

"mas Raka why ma?"

"we'd better go home, baby later you'll also know the state of Raka"

"alright ma"

"you're coming with Nana to Auntie's house"

"yes Aunt"

"then let's go home now baby"

"yes ma"

they went to the house of Bu Selly with the office driver because Ujang manganese standby at home to help bi Lastri take care of Raka

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arriving at the house of Bu Selly invites Tiara to enter Raka's room while Nana is invited by Bu Selly to rest first in the living room.

being in front of the door of the room that used to be the first time Tiara lived after legitimately being the wife of raka, in the room there are many memories of togetherness with Raka. I don't know why Tiara's heart was pounding when she was about to enter the room

Cleeks

the sound of the open door showed someone sitting on the bed leaning back as if not distracted by the person who came

"you don't eat boy"

"yet ma earlier" said Raka

Tiara watched Raka but did not look at her at all

"how could Raka hate me so much that she won't see me?"inner Tiara

"but the food is still intact, son, you must be lying to your mother"

"sorry ma. but free ma I eat also will not make me like I used to be so let me die slowly. I do not want to be a burden for mama and others. even I prayed that God would soon uproot my life but before that I wanted to meet with Tiara to apologize so that I could leave quietly"

"o Allah, Raka, how do you speak like that, nakhiks, let's fight with my son so that you are like before"

"for what I just a paralyzed man is also blind so it's better I die ma so as not to bother mama"

Tiara so know now why Raka did not look at him turned out Raka could not see it. Tiara's heart was sad to see the state of Raka Now who did not have the spirit to live

"Raka hiks hiks Jagan talk like that dear" said Ms. Selly with tears while hugging Raka

"mas Raka" Tiara said

"North"

"ma I heard Tiara ma's voice, you're here"

"yes, I'm here" Tiara said, wiping away her tears. Tiara couldn't see a loved one like that.

"Tiara, Tiara"

"yes, I'm here"

"Iara I want to apologize for all the wrongs I've done to you, I beg you to forgive my mistake Tiara"

"i've forgiven all of your mistakes before you apologized to me, now you have to get excited"

"mas you can't talk like that, you have to keep the spirit for the sake of people who love you mas"

"i don't want to be Tiara's burden"

"if this kind of mas mama will be sadder mas, keep the spirit if not for mama at least for him" said Tiara while carrying the stairs Raka to the front of his stomach

Duk Duk

"can you feel it mas"

"this is what the Tiara is?"

"try you raba mas"

Raka complies with Tiara's request by stroking Tiara's stomach

Duk Duk

"you can feel it, right?"

"yes this what is Tiara?"

"this is the movement of our baby who is still in the womb of the mas"

"infant...?"

"yes, this is our son"

"but wasn't that time?"

"i used to ask bi Lastri also mama to keep all this a secret so that Maureen would not do any more determination to this baby mas"

"so you..."

"yes mas I'm still pregnant with our baby mas, I hope mas Raka spirit to heal as before if not for mama at least do for our child mas. surely he would also like to see his father there for him later"

"god turns out I'm going to be a father"

"yes son now you have to be eager to heal" said Bu Selly give spirit

"yes ma I have to recover. oh yes ma has not mama made an appointment to an ophthalmologist in Japan? when is ma"

"do you want to do an operation there, baby?"

"yes ma I want to be able to see my son later when he is born and I also want to do therapy so that I can walk again ma"

"dear we'll do all that"

"thank you, Tiara, you've restored Raka's spirit"

"iya ma, I'm glad that Raka has spirit again, then I go out first ma"

"where are you going Tiara please don't go anymore" Raka said

"i'm not going to go mas I just want to go under my nemenin temen"

"Raka dear, Tiara just come out for a while you don't worry. Tiara's not going away"

"i'm just afraid ma"

"mas Raka don't be afraid I won't go anywhere but Raka has to promise to do treatment to get well"

"yes I promise you I'll do anything to get well"

"then I'll go downstairs first mas"

"iya Tia be careful"