my love is a lie
Chapter 6_the pesantren atmosphere

after dawn prayers and Quranic tadarusan the residents of the cottage do daily routines, some go to the vegetable fields, some cook and for the students/santriwati prepare to learn to study.

Tiara chose to go to the kitchen to help prepare the food.

"eh neng Tia, what's going on in the kitchen. Does anyone need anything?"ask Zahra sir.ustadz's son

"may I help you with tea,..."

"of course you can atu neng,mari.."

they cook together and talk.

"neng if I may know if there are any more problems?sorry for not wanting to meddle just semalem I see neng read the Quran with tears, if neng want to share a little burden I am ready or, neng do not hesitate because Mama Selly also your family"

"sorry tea is not a story but let God where I complain because I do not want to talk about this fear e even later sin, sorry tea again thank you tea."

"yes it's okay.I pray for the best to neng"

"tea thanks"

"same-same"

they throw each other smiles

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in different places, lovers are happy because their love will be united.

"it's a shame when you married me" Maureen asked

"fairly dear, but wait for Tiara to talk to my mother first and after my divorce papers come out"

"old dong dad"

"tdk will be long darling"

"emm how about we get married siri first" Maureen said

"can we get married next week?"

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Midnight Tiara comes to the mosque for tahajud prayers

in the quiet night Tiara prayed and continued fasting, recitation, and prayer.

Tiara kept crying every time she prayed because her heart was still too sick

"o Lord, I ask forgiveness from You, this frail servant begs You to strengthen and this heart will accept everything, You are the owner of this heart, You are the owner of this heart,

laa Hawla Wa Laa Quwwata Illa Billah "

without Tiara realizing anyone knew what he was doing, he waited in front of the mosque while reciting.

after feeling much calmer and serene, Tiara decided to return to the room, but only until the front of the Tiara mosque was greeted by someone

"Make't talk for a minute"

"Pak.ustadz, can sir"

"we talk there in the open so as not to cause slander "

"good ustadz "

they headed towards the hall in front of the mosque

"if you may know what problem you have, your Koran reading is so touching"

"how can my ustadz tell my household problems honestly I fear sin when telling a story"

"god willing, and I promise to keep your secret until the last zaumil."

"actually my heart ached ustadz, the husband I loved so much had an affair and my husband also insulted me in front of others,indeed our marriage began in a matchmaking.but I lived it all because of God and does not in our teachings forbid the name dating?therefore I tried dating after halal, at first our marriage should go until the age of 6 months but it turns out that God wills another. a marriage that has been 7 months must run aground with other women.I try to be sincere but this heart still hurts ustadz "

"be patient and continue to draw near to the creator "

"iya ustadz "