
Aksa met Boy in the afternoon at the Bamboo Resto. Boy came alone and did not invite his girlfriend.
"Say you know your girlfriend, who came alone?" asked Aksa with a flat face.
Boy grimaced and said, "I'm afraid that my girlfriend has a crush on you, hehehehe. You're so much better looking, taller, and cooler than me"
"Basic crazy!" Aksa laughed thinly to Boy.
As their ordered food came, Aksa, who was sitting in front of Boy, led to the entrance of the resto, suddenly became stunned staring towards the front. Boy immediately turned his body and he immediately understood the reason, why Aksa suddenly closed his lips, became stunned, silent, and pecked as he stared at the entrance of the restaurant.
Binar stepped into the restaurant while rolling his hand on his arm Theo became stunned. His gaze met with his two beautiful eyeballs Aksa.
Theo looked at Aksa then lowered his head to look at Binar who was still silently staring at Aksa. Theo stroked his hand Binar then asked, "Aksa here?"
"Yes" said Binar lirih.
"We're samperin him, are we looking for a seat and ignore him, or are we just going out and moving to another resto?" ask Theo.
Binar let out a long sigh and said, "we just sit there and we ignore him"
Theo smiled with mixed feelings then led Binar to sit at a table some distance away from where Aksa and Boy were.
"When did Aksa come back from America?" theo said after he sat down next to Binar.
"Yesterday afternoon. He went to my office, to get an internship recommendation letter and......."
"The guest from abroad yesterday, was Aksa?" asked Theo in a soft voice while continuing to look at Binar.
"Yes. But I really didn't know that the overseas guest who yesterday turned out to be Aksa. Ratna didn't tell me it was Aksa when Ratna called me yesterday and......" Binar seemed nervous because, he was afraid Theo was angry and disappointed in him.
Theo grabbed Binar's hand and he held it while he held the friendly elus in his hand and said, "I'm not angry. You don't have to be nervous and scared like that. I know your character, you won't tell me if no one asks" Theo let out a long sigh and then said again, "but, please start from now, no matter how small your problem, please, you tell me even though I didn't ask because, I don't want you to bear any of that burden alone"
Binar shed tears and then dropped his head on his shoulder Theo and Binar then said, "forgive me. I promise from now on I'll tell you all the smallest things"
Theo rubbed his cheeks and kissed Binar on the top of his head and said, "I ordered a salad for you, after the steak, you eat a salad, so that we can balance nutrition for our children, emm, sorry for the kid......."
"Yes mas, for our children, for the sake of our children, I will eat nutritious foods, such as salads, fruit, to be balanced and not just eat meat"
Theo rubbed his distended stomach Binar with a big smile and said, "I have considered this child, my son. But, did Aksa tell you that you were pregnant with her child? you met him yesterday, right?"
Binar shook his head in unison with the sound of his long breath, "yet. He still hates me and I don't intend to tell him as long as he hates me because, I don't want anything to happen beyond my expectations like, Aksa snatched this kid, I didn't want to, or Aksa's papa will do bad things to this boy and............" Binar then hid his face into Theo's field chest. He was terrified himself with the bad shadows that were on his mind.
"Sstttt!" Theo stroked his head and said, "don't be afraid, I'm here. If you can't tell Aksa that you're pregnant with her child I understand but, I hope someday you can tell the truth to Aksa because, because, this boy has every right to know who his birth father is even though I love this child as well" Theo then stroked his stomach with Binar.
"Thank you papa Theo, already love me" said Binar while stroking his hand Theo who is still attached to the belly of his distended Binar and Theo immediately laughed amusedly and kissed his forehead Binar full of love.
Aksa from a distance kept staring at his affection Theo and Binar and then he got up to change seats, then he sat down next to him Boy and turned his back on Binar and Theo.
Boy immediately said, "i know that you were dating Brother Binar"
Aksa turned to Boy, "huh? how the hell did you know? Binar, uh, Brother Binar, tell you?" ask Aksa.
Boy shook his head with a big smile and said, "i know when I go to your apartment and look at girls' shoes. I memorized that those shoes were Binar's feet"
Aksa said, "oh!"
"Just oh? you don't want it anymore?" Boy knitted his brows at Aksa.
"It's also free to go even further. He and I broke up and......"
"He asked me to break up and I agreed because I was disappointed in him. First, I was disappointed and tired because, he always refused if I asked him to admit my relationship with him to the public he always had a myriad of reasons when he refused my request. Second, he hid about his papa. His father caused my late mother and father to divorce, and lastly, I saw him asking for my breakup, at that time, there was absolutely no doubt and sadness implied in both eyes" Aksa then let out a long sigh to take off the tightness in her chest.
Boy could only shut up. She did not want to respond to Aksa's story because, she was afraid of being wrong and would only add to the sadness in Aksa's heart.
Aksa then got up, patted Boy on the shoulder, and said, "I'm saying yes. I'll pack up, tomorrow morning I'll be back in America"
"Lho said tomorrow? how are the day after tomorrow?"
"Father, mom, and my sister want to come along" Aksa said.
Boy got up and hugged Aksa. After letting go of his arms Boy patted Aksa on the shoulder, "disguise down the road and was a success for your studies. Thanks for the treat"
Aksa smiled then stepped away from Boy and the resto without turning to Binar and Theo.
Dara has returned from the Holy. Dara is grateful that she visited Dona's grave to ask for Dona's blessing because, Dara wants to reveal the truth to Aksa so that, Aksa no longer lives a realm of confusion, hatred, and revenge, through her diary Dona.
Dara pacing in front of the porch of her husband's palace. Dara wants to hand over Dona's diary directly to Aksa without Kenzo's knowledge. Dara understands very well the character and character of her husband if, her diary Dona until it is known Kenzo, Kenzo will only do. two things, namely, Kenzo, throwing away the diary and again provoking Aksa to hate the Adelard family even more.
Aksa finally stepped in and embraced her stepmom affectionately and said, "cock outside, Ma?"
"Mama is waiting for you. Mama wants to love this but, don't you read it here. Mama please take it and keep this diary well now if you do not have time to read it" Dara immediately gave her diary Dona to Aksa.
Aksa received the diary by linking her eyebrows together, "who's this diary, Ma?"
"Later you'll know that you read it. Now quickly take it to your room and don't let your papa know!"
Aksa still knitted her brows as she took a wide step up to the top floor towards her room. Aksa looked at the golden-yellow diary then she put it into her sling bag. Aksa then packed up and took a shower and came out of her room to play and joke with Dew.
His diary Dona still curled pretty in the sling bag Aksa and Aksa had not had time to read it at that time, until the day of their departure to America for the engagement of Aksa and Diamond.
They and their family reached Kenzo's residence in America safely and immediately greeted the Diamond. Diamonds can also be quickly familiar with Dew because of the Diamond's cheerful attitude. Diamond greeted her plan Kenzo Julian with great happiness and he jumped about to hug Aksa so excited to hear that the day after tomorrow she would be engaged to Aksa however, she jumped in and hugged Aksa, Aksa held back Diamond and said with a cold face and tone of voice, "never touch me!"
Kenzo turned sharply to Aksa and was about to rebuke.Aksa for his cold attitude Aksa to Diamond but, Dara immediately prevented it by saying to Diamond, "forgive Aksa ya Nak, Dara, Aksa still can't open himself up to you"
Kenzo turned to Dara with a long sigh and Diamond immediately said, "yes Om, Aunt, Diamond understood. Diamond will be patient for the love of Diamond to Aksa"
Aksa just shut up. He looked towards the front with a blank look and Dara looked at Aksa with concern.
The long-awaited day of Kenzo and Diamonds has arrived. The day of his engagement Aksa and Diamond. All the television media has been present to cover the engagement event which was held on a large scale in a five-star hotel.
Five hours earlier Aksa had taken the time to call her grandmother and grandfather. Aksa reported about her breakup with Binar and about her engagement to a girl named Berlian. His grandmother let out a long sigh and could only say, "may you be happy and have you read your mama's diary? mama Dara you must have given it to you?"
Aksa immediately jumped up and picked up the yellow-gold diary from inside her bag, "Aksa forgot, Grandma. It'll be Aksa read and I'm sorry Aksa hung up"
Aksa hung up her phone and started to open the yellow-gold diary. Aksa became swept away because, unexpectedly, he found the true figure of his father. On the first page of her diary, Dona writes about the happy beginnings of her marriage because she was able to marry the man she loved and who loved her so much however, at the same time restrained when it turns out Kenzo Julia is a super possessive, jealous, and always accuses Dona for things that Dona never did. Although Kenzo never played physically, his super possessive attitude tortured his inner Dona.
Until it reaches the page that tells when Kenzo finds Damian Adelard hugging Dona, causing misunderstandings.
Dona wrote in her diary, "your love for me I never felt beautiful, your love became a thorn in my flesh, Mas. Why do you always look down on me, never trust me. I'm tired of explaining to you, Mom. I am always sad to see the eyes of your judgment for what I never did. Therefore, I chose silence and finally agreed to our divorce because, I feel tired every day you are bridled, you limit my wiggle room, he said, you judge me with very harsh words if I find you eating with a male client. I'm sorry if I'm selfish and don't think about you, Aksa son of Julian, my only son. The selfish mother took a step to leave your papa in silence because, my heartache mama was said to be rude to you, hurt verbally and physically, he said, Papa you accidentally pushed mama until mama hit and fainted, and when mama realized, too, papa you did not go down and apologized to my mother and apologized to Damian Adelard for his ngawur allegations, papa you actually left mom and asked to divorce when mom and Damian Adelard really never cheated"
Aksa's hand trembled as she closed the golden-yellow diary of her late mother. His gaze was momentarily blurred by the tears that he had unknowingly flooded both of his cheeks At that instant Aksa also felt a deep disappointment and hatred for his papa. Aksa then, rubbing the origin of her cheeks, grabbed her sling bag and put the diary back into her sling bag then, she darted out from inside her papa house unnoticed by anyone.
When the time came, Kenzo and Dara knocked on the door of Aksa's room and after fifteen minutes and there was no answer from the room, Kenzo immediately broke into it and found the room empty. All Kenzo employees who were in the house immediately Kenzo ordered to search Aksa in all corners of the house and Aksa was not found even his mobile phone Aksa was not active.
Kenzo and Dara are sitting limp because, Aksa has disappeared. Dara immediately regretted because, busy preparing for her engagement Aksa she ignored Aksa and did not accompany Aksa when Aksa read her diary Dona. Dara felt regretful and she then cried so much.
I'm sure a few minutes ago Aksa must have read her diary mbak Dona I should have accompanied Aksa when she read her diary mbak Dona. I shouldn't just hand over the diary to Aksa. Why am I being so stupid. Now where is Aksa? Inner Dara while continuing to cry in the arms of her husband.