My Rector, My Lecturer, My Husband (Forced to Marry an Ice Beam)
Episode 53 - Explanation?

I walk with a deep fear. Usually the campus is a fun and friendly place for me. But, now I feel like I want to escape me from here! 😣 But, how else do I have to stay in college 😳. My steps have led me to the classes that are on my college schedule.

LUSTY! 😣 From a distance saw Naren leaning on the wall. Don't let him see me! Don't let him see me! Help, help! 😣. I immediately entered the class without regard to it.

"Qia!" a voice called to me.

I've arrived in class. Where should I sit? Stay away, Naren! Stay away, Naren! I saw the whole seat.

"Die!" I said with great enthusiasm. "I'm sitting here, yeah!" fortunately, there was still an empty bench in front near Wati. The seat beside me was filled with my other friends.

"Aren't you going to sit next to Naren?" ask Wati.

"Ehm.." I just kept quiet.

"You guys just had a fight, huh? What's the problem?" ask Wati again. Please, Wat! Don't ask that again.

"QIA!" I heard someone's scream. He was standing right in front of me. "We need to talk!" he said while shaking his waist.

Holy hooch! What am I supposed to do now? 😣

"Good morning everyone!" a voice of someone came into the door. It's the first time I'm happy to see Miss Vanya. He came in just as I needed time to avoid Naren.

"Morning, Mom!" sahut Naren as he passed away looking for a seat.

I don't care where Naren sits. Clearly, I can avoid it at least for now. I still can't focus my mind on this course. Time seems to go very slow. My only thought is one, how to avoid Naren later.

"Today's school gets here!" said Ms. Vanya.

Finally, the lecture was finished as well. How to avoid Naren.

"Wat, aren't you hungry?" I asked Wati.

"I...." Wati hesitated to answer.

I immediately pulled out his hand and left the class before the other friends left first.

"Come, accompany me to eat. I'll buy it, deh!" I said as I continued holding Wati's hand.

"Yes, yeah! Come on!" Wati looks excited.

I stepped in the hallway of the campus while continuing to hold Wati's hand. A little bit more to get out of this college building.

"We need to talk!" suddenly someone appeared from the exit. Jesus, when did Naren get here?

"Wat.." I was about to turn to Wati.

"Ehm..I go to the bathroom first, Yes!" sahut Wati while releasing my armband.

"Wat, wait! I'm coming!" my feet turned around to chase after Wati.

"I want to talk to you!" heard shouting. My steps were held back, my hands were clutched.

"Please! What do you want to do? We broke up!" my yelling.

Fortunately, this hallway was quiet so it did not provoke attention.

"I can explain, Yes!" shouted Naren.

"Take me off, Ren!" I shouted while trying to slap Naren's hand. Damn, my hand was still firmly gripped. "Ouch!" Naren pushed me violently towards the wall. He held my shoulder with both hands. "GET RID OF ME!" I tried to push Naren's body.

"LISTEN TO MY EXPLANATION!" his yell.

The voice surprised me, I was scared. Fiercely afraid. All this time he's never been mad at me until he screams like this. It was as if it was jolting, tearing open the wound in my heart that had been sewn by the Ice Beam. Now the wound is back. I cried when I remembered the wound again.

"What do you want to explain?" I said while crying. I looked at Naren.

"Yes...." Naren. He looks sorry. "I didn't mean to snap at you." Naren's hands stopped gripping my shoulders. He was about to touch my face.

"Don't touch me, Ren!" kuhempas his hand. My body slumped down, I crouched down while leaning against the wall. "Please, don't bother me anymore!"

"Yes!" Naren tried to hold my hand. I threw Naren's hand.

"Don't touch me!" I shouted while bowing.

"I can explain...."

"Clearly what?!" I shouted at Naren. "Clearly if you're married, huh?!" I looked at Naren.

"No, Yes! No!" Naren squatted in front of me.

"Continue what? There's no way people can take pictures like that haphazardly, Ren!" my yelling. "You must be married, right?" I pointed at him while crying. "Quick! Answer!" I want to know from his mouth directly.

"Yet, Yes. Not yet!" Naren is holding my shoulder. "I'm loyal to you! I'm not married! I'm sorry if this makes you misunderstand. Yeah, don't you believe me? We've been dating for a long time, yeah. I keep chasing you, even if you don't reply to my chat. Even if you walk with another guy. I'm not angry, I can't wait to clear up this misunderstanding. Try to think, if another guy must be angry. But I can't wait to chase you. I keep trying to explain to you. That's because I love you. Please explain my explanation. It was just a misunderstanding!"

"Misunderstand how?" I looked at Naren. "I'm not stupid, Ren! That's definitely your wedding photo, right?"

"No, Yes! Wasn't it! It was just a photo of when I was a model. You know now there is a model for advertising services Make Up Artist (MUA)!" I thought about Naren's words.

"Well, I'm one of the models." continued Naren.

"LIED!" my yelling. "You lied! What proof?" he must have no evidence.

"This is proof!" Naren showed me a social media account.

A photo of that time was posted on the account. The account is an MUA service account. So, that time just misunderstood? Wait, there's something weird.

"Certainly, why is the name of the contact in your HP in the chat it wrote Dear? No way, if you give me the name of the contact like that!"

"My model is ignorant. He likes to change contact names. At that time my HP was again held to edit photos. Please, trust me! Please, give me a chance!" naren said as she sat down and looked at me. Both of his hands held my hands.

It's all clear that this is a misunderstanding. It turned out that the photo was only a photo when Naren became a model MUA. Why does my heart agree with Naren's explanation, huh? Father, forgive Qia. Qia had to renege on the promise of that time.

"Yes, I believe in you" I said softly.

"Thank you, Beb. Thanks!" Naren looks happy.

"Come, now I'm buying! Consider it my apology!" said Naren to stand up and hold my hand. I also held Naren's hand. Ck! I should not have run away at that time. How short my mind is. "Where do you want to eat?"

"Eat at the restaurant there!" sahutku pointed to a beefy chicken restaurant across the street near the campus.

"By, come on!" naren replied while holding me towards there. He held my hand tightly.

Wait, why would my heart say if this is wrong? Why does my heart feel guilty? Why my heart beats so hard. What the hell happened to me? Never mind, maybe just the fatigue factor. After crossing over, we reached the restaurant. Me and Naren sit on the first floor of the restaurant. We sat in a chair that could look outside.

"What do you want to order, brother?" ask the Maid.

"I want a chicken with ice!" I looked at Naren. "But the chicken is double four!" my spoken. Hihihi, this is a punishment for Naren.

"I am too, Ma'am. Same thing!" naren.

Shortly after, our order arrived. Jeez, four hens so that one turns out to be a lot. Without rice, it is full.

"Oh yeah, Beb," asked Naren.

"What's wrong?" i stare at him.

"Who were you on social media?" ask Naren.

Oh, my God, how should I explain it.

"Ehm..he.." I hesitated. BYUR!!! I haven't had time to answer suddenly my face was hit by an ice cream fruit.

"BASIC ACTOR!" there was a yelling of cursing.

Oh my God, who is this woman? In front of me was a woman in the picture.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" the voice of Naren. He stood up while holding the woman's hand.

"Naren.." I was shocked and I felt like crying. "He who?" my many.

"I'M HER FIANCE, NAREN!" yelled at the woman again.

"Tu.na..ngan.." I stammered.

I can't believe this. Naren was right to lie to me. Naren, how strong are you.

"BASIC LIAR!" I shouted towards Naren. "BASIC IMPOSTORS!" I shouted again, I got up to stand up. "BASIC.." I'm about to curse Naren again. BYUR! My face was hit by another ice-fruit.

"CLOSED MOUTH! YOU'RE THE PERPETRATOR!" yelled at the woman again.

I'm not an actor. I'm not an actor. My tears can't hold me anymore. Naren, I lied to myself.

"NAREN! I HATE YOU!" I shouted as I left.

"QIA! WAIT UP!" I heard Naren's scream. I didn't pay attention to it.

This is the most painful and shameful thing in my life. I'm not an actor. I'm not an actor. I ran towards the campus parking lot. People's views I don't ignore. I got in my car.

"Ba..pak..please Qia.." I said and sent the Voice Note.

Maybe it's a punishment and a warning for me to really stay out of my past again. Maybe it's a strong rebuke for me not to play with fire again behind the Ice Beams. My heart hurts, it hurts. I can only shed it through crying. Naren how strong you are. How could you lie to me. Naren, you fraudster 😭.

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