My Rector, My Lecturer, My Husband (Forced to Marry an Ice Beam)
Episode 55 - Where to Go Home....

Stupid, you idiot! I could be this stupid! Naren, how strong are you! Basic cheater! You liar! I hate you! 😢

I felt really stupid and lied to. I could have been lied to a second time. I was tired of crying, my eyes were hurting. So I chose silence.

"It's over, miss," said the salon employee. He started to clean his hairdryer. The employee also began to pack other equipment into the bag. I was sitting on the couch in this hotel room. I dare not look at the Ice Beam.

"It's over, sir," the salon employee reported to the Ice Beams standing by the door.

"Ehm," said a short Ice Beam.

The door of this room seems closed again. The Ice Beams were approaching me, he was sitting on the sofa near me. Me and him were just confined to a round wooden table. I kept looking down not daring to look in the direction.

"Who did this to you?" ask Ice Beams.

I was silent and did not dare to answer. I was ashamed, very ashamed, feeling stupid and guilty. I feel ashamed and guilty for betraying my promise to be a good wife and not bad anymore.

"Don't be afraid! Say it! I'll go through the law because he's been treating you like this!" said Ice Beams. "Yaya.." call the Ice Beams.

Father, if you know what happened, can you still call me by that call? My chest is getting stifled with guilt.

"Yeah, tell me who....."

"Mr!" call me.

My tears can't hold me anymore. I feel guilty, really guilty. Maybe this incident was a punishment for me for daring to break my promise to my husband.

"What are you doing?" The ice block looked surprised. I don't care, I squealed while holding his leg. I don't know how else to apologize.

"I'm sorry...Qia...Sir.." I said while crying. "Ampune...Qia, Sir.... Qia has reneged.... Qia had time to give again this heart to Naren.." I said while crying. "It's nobody's fault.... It's Qia's fault for believing in Naren again.... It's a punishment for Qia for daring to betray you.... Qia apologise, sir.... Forgive Qia.." I cried bitterly while holding the Ice Beam's leg. "Qia is like this because it was watered by Naren's fiancee....There's nothing wrong. Qia was wrong for being stupid.... Forgive Qia, sir.... Qia apologized.." I kept trying to apologize while holding onto the Ice Beam's leg.

Ice Beams are silent. Sir, are you not willing to forgive Qia? Qia is really sorry. Qia promised never to betray you again.

"Ba..pak.." I took the Ice Beam's left hand. I put that hand on my right cheek. "Qia's Law, sir! Qia's Law! Hit me, Sir! Hit it!" I said while crying and kept holding the Ice Beam's hand.

"Qia, really sorry.... Father, may punish Qia.... Qia deserves to be punished! Hit Qia, sir! Hit it! Qia's Law!" I said while staring at the Ice Beam. He's down not looking at me.

"Ba..pak.." call me.

I could only cry over the treatment of the Ice Beam. He kissed my forehead. Now he's down, come sit down in front of me. His left hand hugged my body.

"I'm sorry Qia, sir.... Forgive Qia.... You're too good for Qia.." I revealed what was in my heart.

The ice beams are too good for me. He didn't even get angry or hurt me when he found out what was going on. He kept protecting me until he got hurt himself. When I've been expecting it, she's even there for me when I need her. I'm a stupid woman who doesn't know how to be grateful. I wasted a gentle and patient man like the Ice Beams.

"You can make me a place to go home. So don't cry anymore" said the Ice Beam softly in my ear.

"Place for pu...lang?" spontaneous talk. I took off this hug, my eyes staring at the Ice Beam.

"Whenever you go, you can make me a place to go back home. I'll open the door to take you back, "Ice Beams look at me.

"Ba..pak.." I can't hold back my tears anymore.

Father, you really are a man who is too good for a foolish and ungrateful woman like me. I've really been doing stupid things all this time.

"But....Qia is guilty, sir.... Qia repeatedly made mistakes...."

"That's not your fault" the Ice Beams continued to wipe my tears. "You are a creature with a heart. You and Naren meet first. I met you recently. Your heart is not something that can be easily transferred. You need time to understand all this....."

"But Qia was wrong, sir. You can punish Qia. Qia...." The Ice Beam covered my mouth with his left hand.

"I am your place to go back home. You have realized your mistake and regretted it. That was enough for me," the Ice Beams slightly smiled. "When you're comfortable on my side. I'm sure as far as you go. When you want to go too far, surely you will remember me who is faithful waiting for you at home. You have felt this pain and disappointment. When you go too far to the wrong goal. I'm sure you can definitely remember me, who must have felt a similar feeling if you went to the wrong destination again."

"Ba..pak.." I hugged the Ice Beam again.

The words Ice Beam struck my deepest conscience. He may not punish me but my own conscience punishes me with millions of stabs of guilt. I can't betray the Ice Beams anymore. I can't hurt her anymore.

I was in the arms of the Ice Beams for quite a long time. I'm really stupid to waste such a patient and nice guy. He can even dampen his emotions when I make a mistake that is quite heavy. I even did it in front of his eyes repeatedly.

"You feeling calm?" ask the Ice Beam.

"Already, sir," I said. The Ice Beams took off my arms.

"Yes, I'll order dinner after that we shower and sleep. We'll stay here tonight" said the Ice Beams. "You don't mind if we don't go home?" she's staring.

"No, sir," I replied. "Sir, sick!" I shouted while holding my right cheek. The left hand of the Ice Beam pinched that cheek.

"That's a punishment because you made a mistake!" say Ice Beams with ketus. Ck! Didn't he say he forgave me? What am I wrong anyway?

"My father said he forgave me. Why am I being punished now?"

"Basic insensitive!" The ice caps turned their faces. "Just this morning the deal happened. It seems that I do not have an important place in your mind" the Ice Beams stood behind me.

Father, what do you mean, anyway? I try to remember. Gosh, he really remembers that breakfast time deal huh? Um, yeah, I was wrong.

"Hubby." I said, hugging her from behind. "I'm sorry this stupid, forgetful Yaya...."

"Ehm," said a short Ice Beam. "For the additional punishment you should feed me while eating and accompany me to take a bath," he glanced at me.

Ck! Basic of seizing opportunities in narrowness. I took a breath, just accept it. I also feed and accompany the Ice Beams to take a shower. Honestly, my taste has drastically reduced. Maybe this is because it's not the first time I've been feeding and accompanying the Ice Beams to a bath. Eventually, me and the Ice Beams will go to sleep soon. As usual, he and I slept restricted with a bolster in the middle.

"Sir..eh I mean Hubby.." I called out spoiled. I hugged the bolster in the middle while lying down facing the Ice Beam.

"What's? I'm weary. Don't ask for anything tonight!" he lay behind me.

I'm stunned. Sir, what do you think? Did Qia ever ask for a strange request at bed time with Mr?

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