My Regret After Divorcing Him

My Regret After Divorcing Him
Chapter 1 when I say my talaq


"What is the truth and what is honestly your relationship with Henna? " ask Nabila when I just got home from work.


"What do you mean Nabila? He was just my friend at school. What is it you ask that about? "


When Nabila just looked at me, his sharp gaze scared me, what was it. Even he let out his cynical smile.


"Ouhh, is that a friend? I mean friends but special. He just came to bang's house. Do you know the purpose of her coming here bang? "


"Ah at most he just wants to be happy. "


"Salah.You are wrong bang, his arrival he came to see me asking permission for me so I let you marry him bang. "


I was speechless, confused and agitated as I felt right now, what should I tell Nabila. Why is Henna so reckless she came here to see Nabila? Do you really want to marry me Henna.


"Why are you silent? So it's true what Henna said about everything. About you who also have feelings for her? "


"Jawab bang? " kick Nabila with a high voice for the first time.


"It's not so Nabila. "


"Then what bang? I'm not angry when you want to marry her. But I was so very disappointed and angry with you because you lied to me. "


"I didn't mean to lie to you, Nabila, it's just the past. "


"I allow you to polygamy bang to marry Henna, I'm sincere and I will try to live it as much as I can for honey.For the sake of our happiness together, I want you to marry Henna."


"Why do you say that Nabila? "


"I am sincere, as long as you are able and able to do justice to me and Henna. "


Surprised and shocked by what Nabila had said I was unable to speak. My mouth was silent to speak. I really did not expect Nabila to be able to say like that to allow me to police you. Wouldn't any woman give up if her husband was polygamous?


"I don't know Nabila? I'm stumped... "


"Why are you confused? What makes you confused is that you are condoning your own feelings, whereas now I know that you always think of your heart and mind just for him. But your body just stopped here. "


Now my household increasingly feels uncertain, the picture that was in it.The change in his attitude to me began to feel no smile welcome he gave when I came home from work.Semenjak Nabila know everything . There was no stopping Nabila always said.


"I'm sincere in polygamy. "


He said that to me every day. But I have to admit that I feel proud and happy when Nabila gives me my blessing. A sense of nodding and arrogant kinu has spread in my body.


More and more urged, with the statement that made me also dizzy and chaotic myself. That readiness has boomerang in my own life, how not if you are in my position. My emotions are now just like that, when Nabila said that again repeatedly. Until there was a small quarrel I challenged him to separate, although I did not say the word talak to him, but this speech has given a wound that imprints on his heart.


Although I admit Nabila to be patient and painstaking to take care of me, take care of all my needs from small and big things. Never did he dispute the slightest of what I ordered to serve me as a husband and wife in general.But behind it all his changes have been very visible to be more shy.


"Why don't you ever answer my questions bang? If brother keeps going like this what am I here for? "


"No, I just don't know what to choose and decide Nabila. This all really makes me confused. "


Nabila did not answer my question he just went to the room with a little hard closed the door of his room.


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"What's? I didn't listen to jar wrong?When you allow you to polygamy ? "


The judge was shocked when I said it all.


"What is the solution and what do you think, Kim? "


"I can't say anything jar. But if you can better advice you leave Henna and about your choice to stay with Nabila, she is a special woman jar? "


"It's better that I just get divorced with Nabila and sulk in love with my first love. "


"This is not the right choice jar, women as noble as he you divorce only for the sake of women you just know again. I don't want you to regret it later in the day. "


"Yes have you kim, instead of supporting me to make the same Henna instead you persuade me to choose Nabila. "


"It's up to you, jar. But I want you to NOT REGRET. "


Instead of having the support of friends, even get the hospitality that he gave.The feeling in my chest is increasingly turbulent whether the desire that makes me want to divorce Nabila and choose Henna my first love. My move to take this is really out of the way I thought I never even expected it at all.


"When..."


"Navaloo.. "


Call me to him when I get home .


"I've decided everything Nabila. "


I took her to sit.


"When I hereby declare I will divorce you . "


When she shed her tears. She cried with what I had decided on her.


"You divorced me bang? "


"Yes, if I talk to three of you, I will return you to your parents. "


"Is this your choice, bang? "


"Yes Nabila I chose to live with Henna my first love. Forgive me for my choice I cannot and cannot afford to be polygamous.I am afraid I will say shalim to you because I love Henna too much. "


"Thank you for the decision that you have given me Bang, I pray that both of your households will be safe and secure. "


"I'm the one who should be thanking you Nabila,"


Nabila was able to understand my feelings, but he could not stem the pain of his heart, when I finally took the decision. I send Nabila to be returned to her parents, as I used to ask Nabila from parents well. When I saw him crying, my heart was crying too, why my orgasm whispered calm in this corner of the heart, that there is fear and regret that will happen in the future. What is clear to me right now, Nabila's cry is like slicing my soul.


What will happen next after Nijar divorces Nabila?


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