My Regret After Divorcing Him
Chapter 8 Opens a new chapter

Returning home with a very weak body, found news about the marriage of Nabila and Judge. I do not understand and do not understand all this, even though I know my life has now been happy with the presence of my little daughter. But it all seemed to have turned off the light that was lighting me.

Why is the beautiful memory with Nabila always present in my Shadow, Why? Why is it that after I divorce and leave her even now that she's getting married to my best friend Judge? Aah, I don't know this whole thing has ruined my mind.

"Where are you from, not your child. Even playing is not clear anymore. " I haven't had time to break down my body Henna's been nagging.

"I'm out of Henna."

"If you want to go out for a long time, bring his son, not stay here noisily disturb people again happy only. "

"Didn't you care a little about her as much as your own son Henna? "

"Engga.. He is not my son, Nijar. "

"Astagfirulloh Henna. "

"Whisper, don't have to bac*ot jar, mengingan you now take care of your son, then prepare me dinner. "

"Yesa.. "

"Yes already there why is still here, oh yes do not lupq cooking is a bit much because my boyfriend wants to come here. "

"You want to bring another guy here, Henna? "

"Yeah.Indeed why? it's up to me dong, to bring anyone here free. "

"Should you have changed Henna? Are you not ashamed if you will be seen by your own daughter, she will surely be sad to see her mother like this. "

"You can be silent no Nijar, I don't care about anything that's important for me to live happily. "

Inevitably I must always yield with Henna. Many times he did this to me, I took it lightly, because maybe this was all the reward God had given me for wasting Nabila.

"Aduhhh ..sad his papah again play alone well? "

"Paa.. "

"Sir. paa. paa. "

"Smart child papa already can say papa yes dear, sorry papa well, can not make you happy. " My tears suddenly trickled down imagining how unfortunate the fate of my daughter was not dear to her mother.

"This is papa gendong yu dear? "Abisha.

" Emmm papa's son smells acemm..Haven't had your bath yet, son? "

Abisha smiled at me.

"Pap. paa.. paa... maa.. maam.. maa" Abisha continued to babble, I was happy to see his growth was very good.

"What am I supposed to do? "

"Eeemm.. " Abisha kept pointing towards the door.

"What am Iaangg, want to play out huha? "

Abisha nodded.

This little boy already understands what we talk about and what he wants. I'm really tall if I have to imagine his mother's future treatment of Abisha.

Carrying her brought her out of the house. Abisha is so very happy and happy. Forgive me dad, son? since papa has not been able to buy you a good outfit for me, my tears keep dripping, how useless I am for my own daughter.

The sound of Henna's footsteps I heard.

"Good, told to prepare food, even fun to play with this child. "

"Alaahh.it's just the reason you are a Jar, take care of children so the style is exorbitant support. "

"Koupp! Henna, this time I'm really sick of what you did to Abisha. "

"What do you mean, huh? What do you want, huh? "

"I want you to take a little, look at Abisha, how does she want a mother figure so much? Have you ever held it or even give your Asi a little for him. Haven't you? Do you know how he's developed over these two years, Henna? "

"That's your business, Nijar. Isn't that your own desire to keep that child alive. "

"Yes.. It was I who wanted Abisha to grow and be born well at that time, but did you never feel the slightest sense of her presence? "

"Haa. The presence? What presence Jar, the presence of him that makes me have to quit my job as a career woman. It is true that the child is the bringer of destruction in my life, just as you and your mother are the bringer of destruction in my life. "

"Tab! Enough you keep bringing my mom."

"Indeed bod*oh male."

"Henna you heard me. From this moment on I divorce you and I will give you back to your parents. "

"What.. A divorce? Good dong, that way my life will be much happier, bring your son too. " Littlely he said so.

For the second time, I felt a divorce. I can't keep a heartless woman like Henna. Anyone who sees Henna may be fascinated, just like I was. But he's not what we see.

His courage to bring another man home I cannot forgive even by purposely making out in front of me with another man, this incident not once or twice but too often, his indifference to his own daughter. But, if Henna with her tenderness wants to change her bad treatment regretting her actions, I will most likely forgive her, especially by promising not to repeat it again. Unless Henna continues to quibble as if it were all the truth and her freedom brings a man who is not a part of it is an ability, what a very rotten woman she is. It's like a pel****ur woman in general.

There may be a lot of regret for what I have decided to divorce Henna, because I made a decision too soon. But for me it's all like there's a challenge for me that I have to let go of a woman like Henna.

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Meeting Henna's mother, greeted with a smile, because for the first time I met her with her own granddaughter.

"Assalamu'alaikum ma'am? "

"Wa'alaikum hail nijar? Is this Abisha, jar? very beautiful, here with nene sayangg? " Mommy puts her hand on Abisha, greeted with a smile Abisha who wants to carry her.

"Atuu. tuu. nene's granddaughter, it's smart now well. Henna where's jar? ko you came here alone? "

"Emm, there's actually something Nijar wants to tell Mom. "

"What's the jar? Is Henna acting again? "

"I've officially divorced Henna ma'am, I'm sorry Nijar can't keep Henna in Nijar's life. Nijar is already not disturbed0 living with Henna who always brings other men never appreciate Nijar. Even if I could be honest with Henna's mother never once held or gave Asinya to Abisha until Abisha was this big. "

"What? Why don't you ever tell me anything about jar mother, forgive me for failing to educate Henna, she's been a vindictive woman."

"Mother is not wrong, maybe Nijarnya who can not change Henna. "

My mother-in-law, so very kind to me, even when she found out I was her son there was no hatred of her, she welcomed me with affection. Even Ms. Mila herself did not know at first about the bad intentions of her own daughter.She always said that I was just a victim of everything and she always said maybe with her husband was not a match.

The sadness of my mother-in-law's countenance was evident when I explained everything. He kissed his grandson.

"I will take Abisha away ma'am, if I want to meet abisha Nijar very happy and very Nijar zinkan even if it may Nijar will find a close contract from here, so that you can see Abisha every day. "

"Thank you son, I'm so lucky to have a daughter-in-law like you. "

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Now Abisha and I live together in a fairly simple contract, while waiting for the decision of the divorce trial I tried to open a small business in order to keep Abisha.

...Seriate...