My Regret After Divorcing Him

My Regret After Divorcing Him
Chapter 2 Under the shadows.


Just one month after my divorce, I've decided to marry Henna. Even though the time of iddah Nabila was not finished, only my selfishness wanted to quickly be with Henna and then sacrifice Nabila. My marriage with Henna took place simply, although I admit this marriage is quite luxurious because it is much different from the marriage of me and Nabila before. 


  If you ask me how I feel right now? I was so happy and happy, my heart was dancing. Lafad I said with great enthusiasm, even I was not aware of the presence of Nabila who participated in watching it. I looked at her smile Nabila never looked at me leaving a scratch wound on myself a sense of sadness and pain when I looked at her. 


  Hupss, Nijar don't you ever regret all this isn't it all a decision you've made yourself. You have to be sure that living with your loved ones will bring you more to the zone of happiness and comfort. Nabila approached me and greeted me. 


 "Congratulations on your marriage bang and Henna. "


 "Yes, thank you, " replied jutek Henna to Nabila. 


"Thank you, Nabila, you've been so honored to come here. "


 Nabila just smiled. 


  Why the tightness seemed to come to me, seeing his face so story no sadness on him. Have you forgotten me, Nabila? Even you are sincerely speaking like that without any burden at all. Ahhh, why did I become like this. 


 "Why do you smile so much as Nabila? do you still have feelings for her? "


"Ahh Engga, do not need to discuss something like that on our happy day. "


"Why didn't you ever express your feelings to me back then? " ask Henna to me. 


 "I'm scared and I'm ashamed of Henna.."


 "What are you afraid of? "


 "I fear rejection from you Henna, so I dare not do it. I was a loser man at the time. What makes you like me too? "


 "Of course, I obviously liked you a long time ago whatever you were I liked so much. "


  My conversation was brief with Henna while we were in the armchair. 


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 The early days of my marriage to Henna were beautiful. I felt like I was in a world of dreams and dreams. Every time we chat before or after we work, there is always a joy that colors our togetherness both in each day. 


  But unfortunately all that did not last long.When we were busy with the work of each small squabble often occurs in my household. Henna's more concerned about her career that she never cared about me again. His obligations as a wife and housewife he just forgot it was different from Nabila's ex-wife. 


 "You just buy it anyway what's hard. Why do I bother cooking a mas if there are many side dish traders out there. And also about cleaning the house why don't you just take the maids? "


 "But I want my wife Henna's own cooking, not someone else's cooking, the maid must be paid for. "


 "Yes, yes later if there is free time I will cook the mas. Do you ask for this house to always be cleaned?yeah, already live rent a maid done? "


 "Henna rent a maid that must be paid, mas where it may be able to pay, the finances are not good.We better save first."


 "Everything you are more active dong mas work, not just rely on me. Your salary is not how much with the amount of my salary is different very far. "


 "You're humbling me Henna? "


 "I'm not condescending to you, but if you're offended it means you realize it. "


  I was forced to prepare a meal. Even often I clean all these houses, do the work like a housewife, sweep, mop the floor often I do. While Henna he just sit back in the chair while occasionally playing his phone or not he will watch TV, there is not the slightest in his mind to help me. 


 "Enough Henna! Can you appreciate me a little as your husband, and can you be more mature? "


 "What do we mean? "


 "You were married to Henna. But you forgot your duty as a wife to me. . "


 "Well.ha.. Did you say wife duty? "


 "Yes, you have never done your duty as a wife to me, even once you never provide breakfast or just brew coffee you never. Not only did you forget your duty to serve me Henna, I am a normal man Henna? "


 "Keep what do you want? You want me to be your slave or your servant? serving your every wish while you alone are just good, huh? You forgot your salary wasn't that big with my salary here. So enough you don't have to set me up."


  My emotions seemed to be when Henna loudly lowered my salary.I threw a plate near me to her. Henna wasn't the least bit bothered by my emotions she was just on a whim. 


 "Done the broken plate, then you replace it with a new plate.Uupss, I forget you can replace it, your salary is just enough to eat only." he said while leaving me. 


  My emotions really peaked, I never thought the woman who was so good and gentle was wrong was just the cover not with the contents. He was so willing to do all that to me, even that made me so angry when he put my work down. A job that was so hard I got it, my struggle to get the job. 


  It turns out that it is true what my best friend ate then, people we know from the outside of it is not necessarily good, it is not necessarily good, it was just a camouflage I am really very sorry to have thrown away a diamond just for the sake of a pebble. Until the beautiful shadow along with Nabila remembered again. 


 "Breakfast first, I've prepared at the dinner table well. "call him when I'm cool with my pet. 


 "Yes Nabila, Abang will be there. "


 "Oh yeah bang, I'd like a little permission to go to mom's house.But if you don't let me I won't go bang. "


 "Abang let you Nabila. "


 "Alhamdulillah, Thank you bang."


 "Yes.. "


 "Ahh yes bang, your cream-colored clothes are worn, can I ask you not to use them again? "


 "Indeed why Nabila, that shirt is still good?"


 "But I don't like to bang, and put on that shirt, like his wife doesn't take care of it."


 "Yes, I'm not going to wear that shirt again. "


 The conversation reminded me of him. He who is so very painstaking takes care of me from the smallest thing to the big thing. She who never looked down on my income, the woman who respected me so much as her husband. 


   


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