My Regret After Divorcing Him
Chapter 20 Love that grows.

”I am a man who is too blinded by my own satisfaction, without thinking about the feelings of others.”

That word that I often say not when it all happened to me, how could I selfishly force my own will to marry Vira who even though she herself had rejected me.

What Bude told me was right, it was my fault, I shouldn't have forced my own will. Maybe if I hadn't forced her mother to let Vira marry me, nothing like this would have happened.

I must be able to understand what Vira is feeling right now, it is not easy to love the man in whom cheating and coercion are committed.

"You just got home Vir? "

"As you can see, "he answered sniffling at me.

" Yes from now on you can do something as you please and tonight you can sleep alone here I will sleep with Caca. "

"Good." Throwing the bag into the bed.

I left Vira alone.

***

"Would you sleep with Caca ? " say my daughter.

"Dear, can Papah sleep with you? "

"That's a big reward, Caca really wants papah to sleep with Caca. Oh yes pah, why is aunt Vira so fierce now anyway? "

"Maybe aunty Vira cape dear, so Caca do not make aunt Vira angry huh? "

"Tante Vira is not rich first reward, he is always angryin Caca every Caca play reward. "

"You still love me, don't you like Aunt Vira? "

Caca just pouted not giving any response.

"Oh yes pah, Caca was very happy because he could meet aunty angel, turns out aunty angel is now a teacher Caca at school."

"Auntie aunty? "

"Yes the reward that time nolongin Caca. "

It turns out that Caca's happiness is in Nabila, he was so excited to tell his meeting with Nabila.

Why My love is like growing back on Nabila, the shadow when I was with Nabila telling each other continued to spread in my mind.

"Well..? Papah why dream? "asked Caca.

" Well time to daydream? "

"Yes pah from earlier Caca asked papah even daydreaming continues. "

"Hmmm, now that we sleep, I'm sorry, papah already sleepy, tomorrow Caca has to go to school. "

Caca slept really well too.

Tomorrow I have to find out what Caca really said that Nabila taught at Caca's school?

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The next day I was so excited to take Caca to school, wanting to see Nabila's face.

"Tumben morning gini already dandan very neat? " ask my wife Vira, here I seem to care not for the presence of Vira, my day now is like being in the shadow with Nabila.

"Yes wants to take Caca to school. "

"Oohh.. "

Rushed out of the room, all sorts of perfumes I used.

"Where are you going, duk?"

"I want to take Caca as a bude, "

"The makeup is very neat, usually not like this. "

"Bude can do it. "

"Yes, Maca's been waiting for you from earlier outside the jar. "

I say goodbye to bude.

Along the way I never stopped smiling myself to imagine the face of Nabila is so beautiful. Although I realized that Nabila had now become his wife Judge my own best friend.

"Nijaaarrr... ? "

"Hakiiiimm's... "

"How are you doing now, long time ago we met? " ask the judge.

"Well, how's kim yourself? "

"Alhamdulillah good jar, the more successful you jar now. By the way, where do you live now jar?"

" Oh this is me again Anterin Nabila taught here. "

"Your wife is teaching here too Kim? "

"Yes jar. "

We had a few minutes of conversation, because Hakik had to go home soon and I had to go home, even though today there was disappointment in me for failing to. Meet with Nabila when I have dressed neatly like this.

Buughh ....

My car accidentally hit another driver.

"Woooyy if the driver was looking around dong. " shouted the driver of the car that I accidentally planted.

"Out you now? " She said while banging on the glass of my car.

I don't want to have a problem with her getting out of the car.

"I'm sorry I accidentally, I'll compensate for all of it. "

"Viraaa.. Henaaa..? " I was shocked when two women came out of the car that I accidentally hit.

"Bang Nijarr's? "

"You know that guy Vira? " ask Henna on her.

"He's my husband Mba.. "

"Ohh so he's the one you tell me so often, about the man that Muve couldn't get on from his ex-wife and forcefully married you Vira.. "

Vira just sat down.

"Do you know who Vira is to me? "

Vira just shook her head.Vira knew if I had divorced twice but she didn't know who my ex-wife was.

"He's Vira's ex-husband, the man you tell me about is willing to divorce his first wife for her true love. "

"Whataaa... ? So mba is a bad guy who doesn't want to admit his own son? " vira said uncontrollably.

"Whaatth? " Say the man too. "

"So you've been married and have Henna's children? "

"I'm disappointed. "

"Viraaa now you come home and come with me? " i pulled Vira.

***

" So you've been hanging out with that cheap girl Vira all this time? What have you given to other men, huh? "

"You mean what Bang? "

"Alaaahh, don't you dodge Vira, you hang out with her, of course you do more, right? It's worth it you don't want me to touch it turns out a good woman like you can also do such a lowly thing. "

Plaaq....

Slap Vira on me.

"Stoop you're thinking badly of me bang, do you know what you've done to me that has ruined my future, you've ruined the dream I've built with my beloved Zain. Your behavior isn't much cheaper than Henna's mba."

"Oh so your girlfriend is Zain? "

"Yes and she is now gone, she has left me.As you know bang Mba Henna is not a cheap woman like what you say bang.Do you know the cause mba Henna like that? You know bang? " asked Vira to me with her tears.

"I don't care about him Vira, you talk about him enough, he's not a good person. "

"God! It turns out you don't know everything bang, someday you'll know everything I hope you won't hate it. "Vira's words to me confused me, what did Vira mean to me.

" I want to go home to my father bang. "vira said to me.

" Want what? "

"I just want to go home bang, if you don't want to drive me you can drop me down here."

Vira seemed to hold back her tears, whether the sadness of what Vira felt now, why she could change like the old Vira again. A vira full of gentleness? When I had started to give up the life of Vira for her freedom, I was in love with Nabila.

"Well I'll take you home, but sorry brother can not stay there long, if you want to stay there you allow. "

"thank you. "

Vira was like thinking of something that would happen to her once in a while she wiped her tears.

What is Vira thinking right now?

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