My Soul Mate's
104. Between curiosity and love

"In the morning I was daydreaming "greet Bagas who walked beside me, I did not see him when he got off Fathar's car.

" Where to last night?"my many.

" When you called me, I just had a coffee with Fathar even though we were in the car each going home so I asked him to help you ".

" I asked you last night where why not come, not the reason why you can be with Fathar" I said lazily.

"Hehe if I told you again to see a woman you'd believe".

" believe me pray that you and he will soon be able to lead a new life so that budhe does not dizzy nyariin soul mate for you" I said, honestly I feel sorry for Bude who always complains about his son who does not want to marry, said Feby in his heart, different from the face of Bagas.

"I want to make some coffee" I asked after we got to our study.

" May I bring the room directly yes" he said, which I replied by sticking my thumb.

After making 2 cups of coffee in the office pantry immediately I brought it to the Bagas room.

" Why did you tell him, ' you shouldn't have said it instead of telling someone else "I said I didn't like it the way it was yesterday.

"She said she wanted to get to know you more so I gave her a chance.

"I know he was insistent it was just a curious feeling to see me who used to pursue him now indifferent to him" I said while staring at the design picture that was being made by Bagas.

"Why do you think so ?" tanya who is now setting towards me while sipping the coffee I have made for her.

" I'm sure the feeling he feels is just a curiosity, he can't yet distinguish the feeling that he feels is love, affection or like as a friend "my word.

" Sometimes also unusual people distinguish feelings of love, affection and love that lead to being ignored and will realize when it is too late which leads to regret" said Bagas.

"It seems like this personal experience" I said with a laugh.

"The reality of revealing something from the heart is not easy".

"Lying proof that there are a lot of playboy guys" I said not to lose.

"That's different because playboy men are easy to evaporate because they do not use feelings when evaporating their love" said Bagas.

"Gombal God".

"You should try to make sure" said Bagas.

And I who will experience will be broken alone when that love thrives in my heart but not in it, but I can only speak in my heart.

" wuih morning - morning is already busy aja you guys" said Fikri, men the age of Bagas, my room filled 4 architects, and Bagas is the leader of our team and I'm the only woman. Having a lot of interaction with men made me know a lot about their characters so I could conclude that Fathar was just curious.

"Zaki hasn't come" said Bagas.

"I'm coming "said Zaki the youngest architect on my team is 27 years old and just joined our team 6 months ago.

"Ok, we have gathered now we start the morning briefing" said Bagas after we all sat at our respective desks.

As usual the morning briefing begins with a joint prayer and a Bagas question about the projects we hold each ,what is the need for regular help about that which Bagas asked us his men .

If there are obstacles Bagas will help overcome them or find a solution together - how the solution.

"Ok because there are no problems that mean we start work, do your best for the best results" Bagas encouraged our morning.

Working with men makes me look sometimes like a man who wants to be comfortable even if there is no meeting I only use torn jeans and t-shirts ,but we always provide a change of clothes if at any time there is an impromptu meeting with the company officials.

" The 17th fall on Friday means we have 3 days off Friday, Saturday , Sunday" said Fikri.

"Who says 3 days off who knows Saturday tell overtime ngejar deadline" said Zaki.

" lo aja that overtime work I have finished just waiting for the certainty of a new clan that is still hesitant to cooperate or not" said Fikri.

" Where do you want to take us" asked Bagas.

" If you can go on a team vacation" said Fikri.

"because you've finished work means the bonus has melted dong so that the loo holiday payin" I said, sometimes every time we finish I like to add tips if our work is satisfactory.

"Open klain I'm stingy this time, I want to refresh release fatigue during work with him is not at the beginning of the treaty" said Fikri sebel.

" Hahaha if it is mending me overtime than the same holiday you end up losing I tar" said Bagas.

" I want to pray magrib all your work at home" I said starting to clean up my desk.

"Jamaah's tools are here with all of us" said Bagas.

"By that" timpal Fikri.

After cleaning the room we rushed to take water ablution each, as I said earlier after finishing the magrib prayer I say goodbye first.

As I stood up while playing my phone waiting for my online taxi, a Subaru Impreza stopped right in front of me, after having his glass exposed as Fathar was in the car.

"let me drive you home".

"I've texted you online just go home first thanks for the ride" I said, but instead of going Fathar got off his vehicle and stood beside me.

"I'm not giving you a ride, I'm picking you up on purpose".

" I'm sorry for the online taxi I ordered" I said, hearing my words instead of going Fathar to stand next to me until my order car came.

" I'm sorry my friend did not go up please cancel it, this is as a substitute money for the father who has come here" he said without asking me and handed two pieces of red money to the driver.

" Apaan does want you" I growled after Fathar canceled my order without asking first .

"I told you I'd drive you so I'd drive you" he said, opening the car door for me, finally with a bad feeling I got into his car.

Because I'm sure he's a stubborn man who won't stop before what he wants is achieved, after walking instead he drives me home instead of turning his car around in a restaurant.

" Feed me a little while for picking you up so I missed dinner with my friends" he said, taking off his seatbelt.

"I didn't tell you to pick me up why now you're forcing me to come with you to eat" I said.

" because I want to have dinner with you" he replied casually.

Hah right Iya very stubborn type of person will not stop before the desire is achieved, I said in my heart.

While inside the restaurant he also forced me to eat, I don't know what he wants today from morning till night he always forced me to follow what he wants.

" How about we try to get to know each other" he said again for the umpteenth time.

"okay" I answered without asking again, leaving her a little surprised by my answer.

" It's really what you said" he said, apparently not believing my answer.

" Yes but on condition that if you're sure about your feelings just curious immediately leave me" I said.

" Of course if in the time of knowing each other there is no match I will immediately say and end it all" he said confidently.

"There's no need for you to tell me when I know how you feel just wondering if I'm going to back off on my own and go" I said.

"How much does the repair cost ?" ask me to Fathar when I get home to see my bike is already at home.

" It doesn't take me enough to have dinner every day" he said casually.

" I can't because my work schedule is erratic" .

"Yes, if so, breakfast is what it is" he said.

" Came at 06.00 am here usually at that time I and Isal like to have breakfast together ".

"May I agree, where is Isal ?"

" Most still in front of the house" I said by sitting on the front porch of the house.

Because every time I go home from school Isal will play with his friends whose house is around here and happens to be in front of the house is Isal's playmate at school.

Therefore as my gratitude to his good family I like to give them basic necessities every time I pay.

" Assalamualaikum has returned home" said Isal who just came from the front.

"So noon said Mama Aldi there was someone who delivered the motorbike" he said.

" Last day you went where you couldn't know".

" I went home from school to work with Aldi's co-worker".

" Yes there studying" after Isal left, Fathar also said goodbye.