My Soul Mate's
94. Fathar expresses feelings.

Today I spent my whole day with Fathar like the last day in Bandung a week ago the difference this time was the four of us.

Not only visiting Kedung Pedut Waterfall, we also had a culinary tour in various typical Jogja food houses around the tourist attractions that we came to.

"Actually you have an event in Jogja" asked me when we were enjoying the atmosphere of the afternoon by drinking young coconut ice, while children playing water around the waterfall.

" There's an event at AAU Taruna for a week ?if may I know if you have a partner ?" asked Fathar while looking at me.

" Why do you ask so ".

" If I say I want to know you better who knows we're a match and we can be a couple".

" It's not that the other day you said that I already had a partner, why now even invite me to go through a relationship "I said suspiciously.

" I don't know but it's a feeling I'm saying that you don't have a partner yet".

" I don't intend to get married anytime soon".

" I'm not asking you to get married anytime soon, I just want to ask you to open your hearts to me so we know each other who knows we're a match".

" I'm not the Feby who used to be crazy about you, so you think what considerations I have to take in order for me to accept you".

" I don't know, maybe there's still a little bit of your love for me".

"Then give it all up at a time when we're dating one day we'll be reunited".

" Home from here I will attend training kopassus for 7 months and during that time I will not know the outside world including my family my cell phone is detained I'm full practice, and I will not know the outside world, can it be if we meet again you want a relationship with me".

" If after 7 months we meet I already have a partner how" said Feby.

" If you love him and you are ready to continue the relationship to a more serious level I will retreat knightly will not interfere anymore and will pray for your happiness".

" Both I hold your word but on condition that let fate bring us together not you come looking for me" I said.

" It is good that the power of God determines our soul mate" said Fathar confidently.

"Don't be too confident we don't know what's going to happen in the future, not everything we want will be accomplished according to our plan".

"You are right not everything we expect according to our plan, but I have a God who grants all my prayers, I believe my prayer will be granted by Him if I ask Him only earnestly".

Today we spent it having fun, after a short serious conversation with Fathar who expressed his feelings, there was no awkwardness at all we went through it with no burden as if there was no discussion of feelings.

It's true he said that he was training in kopassus I found out from Pak lik, paklek said he was a talented soldier who could attend kopassus training where also he had become a kopasgat soldier (the commander of the fast-moving forces, one of the Air Force special forces, or other designation Orange Beret Corps, is a troop (special) owned by the Air Force TNI. Kopasgat is a land combat unit capable of three matra, namely air, sea, land).

" Mom can go home for a while" said mama on the phone.

"There's pa ma" I said, not knowing what happened.

" Anyway mbak go home first, all pick up Isal at school" said the mother with a hoarse voice.

"Yes ma'am" with an erratic feeling of not knowing what happened, I followed my mother's orders and after picking up my sister we rushed home.

"What is this ma" I said approaching my mother who was reading Yasin's letter and the same knowledge of the study mother surrounding the grandmother.

" From you go to school and work condition grandma started to drop mama has called the doctor, the doctor has also asked us sincerely" said mama trying not to cry but the look in her eyes signifies sadness.

"How is grandma" the new Bagas voice came.

" The doctor has asked us to be sincere" I said.

"What papa and lek Uda sir in the tidings "

" All of you, they are on their way here" said the mother this time with a more calm tone.

" I'm sorry before not disrespectful but considering tomorrow mas Danang and Deni back to work I want to say something" said the mother in front of us all after the 4-day prayer event after the death of the grandmother.

" What is it, is there a debt that we need to pay off so that Mother's steps are light" said Mr. Dhe.

" not this mas" Mother said as she put a cardboard box-sized 800 grams of milk into our middle.

"What is this" asked lek.

"This is the mother's jewelry collected over the past 4 years" said Mama.

" the last 4 years mean since you did not work" said Mr. Dhe who was nodding with his mother.

The last 4 years mama did not work she focused on taking care of grandma and take care of the house,but mama still receives students who want tutoring even though every month Pak lek and Pak Dhe also like to send money for grandmother needs as well. Mama also never wanted me to give money from my income she reasoned there was money, so from that bill electricity, water, , ' he said , school needs Isal or others I always pay on time and I prefer to directly shop for basic needs directly since mama does not want to accept my gift, on the grounds that the money is still enough.

" You took care of your mother since she was sick so all the relics of the mother are yours, I don't want a penny" said Mr. Dhe.

" I don't want to " either said lek sir.

"Mas and Deni don't want to see the contents" said the name.

"No "answered they were both compact.

"How many grams" said Ms. Dhe.

" Mama "frightened pakde to Bude.

" I don't know Ma'am because I never count, every Deni and Danang mas send money I always tell mom and mom always ask me to exchange it for jewelry for the money they send".

" The money we send for the needs of the mother, eat the mother, clothes, treat the mother if sick, you should use it" said Mr. Dhe.

" When I'm hard on mom who's always there for me what's wrong I just give a little effort for mom".

" That means jewelry is also your right" said Mr. Dhe firmly.

"I agree "say paklek .

The next morning all returned to his routine, I returned to work, Isal returned to school and Bagas returned to his apartment and Pak lek and pak dhe had returned to their respective homes.

"Feby mom wants to talk" .

" What is there to learn".

" It's been two weeks mama no work yesterday mama can offer to teach children Kindergarten can mama" said mama .

"As long as Mama's not tired I don't matter which is important Mama's happy"

Ahkirnya mama started a routine of teaching kindergarten children.

Compass news this morning

So of the 149 soldiers who stood firmly in front of the Commander General (Danjen) of Kopassus, TNI Major General Iwan Setiawan there were as many as 12 soldiers who turned out to be from the TNI Air Force.

And they are not just any soldiers, they are members of Special Forces TNI AU men of TNI Field Marshal Taspin Hasan from orange beret corps, Command of Rapid Movement Forces (Kopasgat).

" Papa is proud that you have completed this exercise" said Raffi congratulated his son.

" Remember your responsibilities also increase" Ika said as she hugged her son.

" wahh is more cool and dashing My brother is more and more women who are captivated but dear still single "say Yumi.

The Fathar family met Fathar directly the day after the ceremony of embedding brevet and beret Kopassus TNI.