My Soul Mate's
139. Anterograde Amnesia

" How the state of Diva mbak kok still fussy" said Isal.

" Eight fitting in the hospital given the medicine has gone down so Mbak take it home but ko is now hot again yes" said Feby.

" Have been given medicine ".

" New momma love medicine also if two hours are not down mbak take it to the doctor, have you left there do not worry Mbak no aunt who accompanies " said Feby calming.

After Isal left for school and waited 2 hours still did not go down and the heat of Diva I finally took to the hospital, the difference last night was that the fussy Diva continued to cry if now she slept not crying at all so I went to the hospital alone.

" It is better for Diva to be admitted to the hospital now so that we can more easily check her condition and check the others" said Dika doctor. Just when I was just up to the hospital still in the parking lot I came out with a Diva and while walking, I was out,I met the doctor Dika seemed to be coming home from the night watch he came straight to me and brought Diva to the ER to immediately check himself by her.

"Alright I will immediately take care of his administration then" I said as I walked outside leaving the Diva in the ER.

" Mama" I said in shock when I saw Mama pushing a wheelchair after I approached at a glance like Fathar even though her hair now looks long even to be in her hair pigtails, I'm sure it's Fathar what's with him I said in my heart. Actually I was very curious but because there was a Diva that needed me I paused my intention to approach her.

" What kind of sick diva to have to be treated all" said Lilis during the break to see me.

I forgot that Lilis was one of the nurses here, but I remember that I called her and she happened to be in the morning so that it was the afternoon break that she came to see me.

" I don't know, but there was a nurse who took a blood sample to check" I said.

"Have you eaten yet ?"ask her while showing her lunch box.

" Don't put it if I'm hungry to the cafeteria, anyways tar mbok want to come here to deliver lunch all clothes for me to change".

"I used to think that mbak would be released hijab if the wound has healed mbak turned out I was wrong mbak still wear hijab even still cover the face mbak wear a veil" he said.

"If the hijab problem I do intend Istiqomah but if the veil problem is more because it is accustomed to, for 2 years more use of veils continue to all follow the health protocol that is applied by the government" I said while laughing.

" You can be mbak, there is no greeting from AA "he said.

"Walaikumsalam AA" I replied with a faint smile.

"Mbak is always so "he said annoyed.

"Yes how else do you not forget my status is not clearly a widow, but already living a rich widow" I said casually.

Lilis was very keen to match me with her sister, I also realized that she liked me even though we often met she never saw my face which I always covered a veil or mask .

"Mbak wants a plan to take care of the divorce mbak not let the status mbak clear, single what is married" said Lilis.

" Pingin take care of where my files and marriage license are taken my lawyer somewhere "I said.

"A is also a lawyer if you want AA ready to help mbak "he said.

"Yes, why teach ?" my many.

"Who said AA taught only on Saturday Sunday, in return for the same big family cottage that has helped ease the cost of AA college first" he said.

" kirain I AA you focus on teaching doang in pesantren, so every time I go there always meet ", I said.

"It just so happens to be "he answered.

"Fathar just don't know where it is, how to take care of my status hanging this.

"You're hanging on to this relationship

You shut me down for no reason

I want how to love

Until when you hang

Until I might not be able to anymore

And leave you oh

Seconds of time are wasted

How you hung my love

Speak up for sure

You're hanging on to this relationship

You shut me down for no reason

What I want to do

Compassion.

I could only smile to hear Lilis chanting Melly Goeslow's Hanging song, though not loud for fear of waking the little Diva who slept I was quite entertained by her coming to accompany me in her break.

" Your voice is good so a singer don't have to be a nurse "my voice.

"Don't want to be a nurse I can know mbak ya" he said.

"I had accidentally seen Mama Ika with mas Fathar, do you know something "ask me while investigating his expression.

"I've told my mom that I've been taking care of people in the ICU for 2 weeks, don't you remember?" ask Lilis to me who I nod immediately.

"The person in the ICU room is Mas Fathar, but unfortunately after being treated in the ICU he was aware of the condition of memory loss" said Lilis lirih.

" It means Fathar forgot we were his family" I said.

"No mas Fathar just remember the incident when he was still a soldier, he felt he was still a soldier in Bandung" said Lilis.

"So he still remembers his family, but not me and Diva" I said softly as I looked at my daughter.

" From the doctor's explanation that I heard that Fathar had anterograde amnesia" he said.

"Amnesia anterograde "my tongue in Lilis' nod.

"Mas Fathar was unable to recall the information he had just received. Information that should be stored in short-term memory disappears. The condition occurs because brain damage results in the inability to transfer information or new events occur. Therefore, Fathar can remember information and old events that occurred long before the injury".

"It's okay that maybe our fate has been forgotten by him, but allhamdullilah still have you guys on my side" said I won Lilis who felt bad for me.

"From my observation when his brothers visited and their chatter grapefruit mas Fathar forgot about the service period in Jakarta and in Padang" said Lilis told everything he knew until the break was over.

"Please don't tell their families that Diva is being treated here" I said as Lilis returned to work.

They didn't tell me that Fathar had come back, maybe the intention was good so I wasn't surprised to remember him forgetting me but it hurt. This is how they all felt when I was in an accident and didn't call them all. I used to hide my accident condition from them, Now replace those who hide their condition from me whether intentionally retaliating or just coincidentally I said in my heart.

"Honey is awake "my word when I see Diva wake up and immediately carry her.

I ignored the incoming messages and calls from Yumi, because I was only focused on Diva who woke up and immediately asked for it in her cradle. Although not crying or fussy like last night but he does not want to get out of my sling if not sleeping.

"Definitely tired mother Diva gendong Mulu, mbok mbok dressingin not "fresh at mbok me, the vibe came not long after Lilis returned to work.

"Mbok I want to eat first to the cafeteria" I said, which was greeted by taking the Diva in my sling.

" If the fussy Diva does not want to be diem mbok immediately contact me, I will come back here soon I just eat in the canteen of the Hospital "my name when Diva has taken her in the sling of the mbok. before going out do not forget I put on my mask back, this time I accidentally wear sunglasses that I took in the car.