My Soul Mate's
89. Trauma of the past

For one week I lived in the house of Mr. Le, plans to find an apartment or boarding house near the project I was working on or near the construction office where I worked failed miserably, he said, because it is not allowed by Mr. Le after asking for advice from mama, mama suggested that I stay at home Pak le just assume I rented there but not by paying with money, but I did not, I can by giving them the staple ingredients .

"That's a car sir lik wear it than you do every day riding the ojek " said mr. lek .

"Yes use the car, everywhere the package must use the car motor used if we go together again" said bulek, said, good tumben said in my heart what because I often buy a bulek something so he is good to me he also does not bother me if I have locked up working in the room.

" She took me to the front photocopy dong want to buy a drawing tool"

"if papa does as well"

"No way if the same papa and mama buy it must be cheap" said Affan.

" Papa promise this time you are free to buy anything papa will not forbid".

"It's okay, Mr. Lek, I also want something I buy"

By riding a motorbike, Mr. Le me and Affan to the place of the copy photo, but apes in front of a lot of young men who are hanging out should I'm just plain I'm not an ABG to be ashamed of you being teased I'm a grown woman but the problem is there is Fathar. It's been a week since he asked for my phone number he's been calling me a few times but because I don't think it's important just that I read a quick glance sometimes I don't read it because I think it's not important.

"Where to go" said Fathar approached me who had stopped the motor in front of the photocopy.

" Want to photocopy Om want to buy a picture tool" replied Affan.

"This is you buy what you want to buy when you borrow his Feby mbak for a while" he said while handing over two pieces of red money to Affan, who was immediately accepted by our likes by him.

"want what the hell is important" I said after we sat on the bench at the place selling young coconut ice.

"kok my message has never been bales read also sometimes there are even 2 new days read when I see online"

"your questions don't matter"

"nonsense"

"He was just asking if I had eaten, and again why nothing mattered" I answered instead of making him angry and smiling thinly.

"I wonder who the man who turned you around like this must be very special"

"what do you mean"

" You must love that man so much that you don't want to be approached by other men,"

"Hah" so he accused me of having a boyfriend so he did not want to be approached by him because he was loyal to my lover.

"What is the man who came with you at your company's birthday and awards show"

" I don't have to answer that it's my privacy" I said as I watched Affan approach.

" Oh this is the return money" Affan said.

"Make Affan snack the same as Feby" without answering and saying thank you I pulled Affan away from leaving Fathar. It's been 2 weeks since that night I never met Fathar again, I left for work in the morning home at night always so even Saturday and Sunday I still work by driving a car owned by Mr. Lek, sometimes I can't go home to sleep in the construction office to solve some problems to get it done quickly.

"you're a woman don't get too fouled at your job look for your soul mate don't keep working," said Pak lek this morning after the dawn prayer, Pak lek invited me to walk in the morning we jog together and after we relax while enjoying chicken porridge while chatting.

" The soul mate does not need to be sought by Mr. Lek if it is time to come also will come alone"

"we Kan sehati palik considering the last 10 years we have always been together already like twins"

"iya was already a twin sister with a different father but, "

" Her father Bagas remember their matchmaking package which if not wrong they had refused eh turn met directly match, what need ya you and how to pack lek find a mate" mr. Lek's words made me choke on chicken porridge.

" What the heck Pak lek if you want to find a mate cariin Bagas used to be old I just find myself, if not Bagas knows Rini "

"if it can be better than Rini why should Rini"

"hahaha who knows lek sir looking for his brother deket not far away"

" Affan told Mr. Lek that, he'd seen Lieutenant Fathar meet you, did you have a relationship"

"What's wrong about Mr. Lek "

" Don't just want to tell if there is a relationship, lek sir does not forbid just reinforce do not want to be played with ,he is a class of officers afraid that his family also betrothed him to a family whose rank lek sir does not want you in the humiliation of their family, enough mbak ever insulted in-laws not to let his son also insulted"

"Let's know that papa's family insulted mama"

" Lek sir knows from your mother aka Pak Lek's mother who grimly does not accept her only daughter insulted because she can not give birth to a son, she said, though we know want a man or want a girl child is not our choice it is already decisive"

" Is it possible because it's home that makes grandma force mom to keep Isal's whereabouts a secret" I said.

" if from the character of your mother there is a secret that your mother hides but we do not know, not only because of the insults of your father's family"

"What because of papa's marriage"

"It could be a guess sir lik because it's also but what secret Kan lek sir does not know only your mama and your papa know"

" what makes me strange is that I've seen a new wife post papa's childhood is not much different from Isal, Isal , meanwhile, a week after the divorce, papa married and Mama was found to be 2 months pregnant if papa wedlock and his young wife immediately became pregnant at least his child was 3 months or 2 months and a half with Isal"

" It's your right to seek the truth Om an outsider has nothing to do to find the truth about them, no matter what happens he is still your father his son and your sister like Isal even though different mama with you"

"May I forgive papa lek sir"

"If he is sorry, it would be nice for you to forgive him, do not just remember his ugliness, remember also his kindness"

"feby will try not to hate papa and papa's family"

" Have you ever met your father again "

" After papa divorced with Mama papa never contacted me except SMS m-banking who was as soon as I received a month until now "

" Don't make your papa act to hate us men, there are still many men in this world who are better than your papa for example, Pakde and Pak lek mu this" said Mr. Lek while suddenly I laughed a little at the words of Mr. Lek.

" Your father gave birth to Bagas still faithful when after giving birth your budhe directly in sterile because there is a disease of the uterus but until now allhamdullilah is still durable ".

So still Single is likely the man Bagas his cousin is maybe he traumatized as said his lek sir earlier.

"mayoo back full this "tegur Ali surprised me who was eavesdropping on Feby's conversation with Serma Yusuf, who was listening to him, for fear of being caught without answering Ali I immediately stood up and went away immediately paying for my food and Ali astonished Ali.