My wife is not a Shit Carrier!
The Bitter Story of Daniel

Daniel 

*Flashback on*

My name is Daniel Wijaya, I am the second of two children. My brother Damian Wijaya, we were born twins only 10 minutes apart. We are two children born to a famous businessman in this city, he is Ristan Wijaya who is married to Florisa Laurencia.

Although I was born into a very wealthy family, my life was never surrounded by happiness.

Mr. Ristan Wijaya, rather my own biological father never thought I existed. He only spoils my brother, Damian Alfarizi.

I feel always in the child threshed by papa, even often I get punches and insults from him.

If asked how it feels to be me, since childhood I have been very fragile, it's just that I was always strengthened by mama and bi Sari (home assistant in our house).

Only those who want to accept and love me with all their heart, I don't know what I would be without mama and bi Sari.

Even one day, just because of a trivial problem I always get scorn from papa. Even I was once the result of his anger, when Brother Damian did wrong.

"Based on a child who can only make money! You are an example of your brother! He never does anything at all, he always does good to you, but you always blame his kindness! What would you be if you grew up? Want to be a thug?"

That's just one comparison between me and Damian's brother. I don't know why, I'm different from Damian. Though our faces are also similar, it's just that Damian's body is a little bongsor, while I'm tall but not too full.

Once I asked my mother about something I could only wait for. I was alone in my room with my mom.

"Ma,'' call me shrewd.

My mom looked over and smiled at me.

"Dear, what's wrong?" say it with a smile on your lips.

For a moment I was silent, and then I looked at his shady face. "Ma, why has Papa never loved me like he loved Damian's brother? Was I never expected by Papa? Is it true I'm just a problem for you guys?" ask me with a wist.

The mother who heard it was surprised.

Then he pulled me into his arms.

"No dear! We love you as much as we love your sister. You mean so much to us, too, dear. Please be patient for a moment, surely papa will treat you the same as your brother, he replied in a hoarse voice.

I know that my mom is crying, now I feel guilty for making her sad.

"I'm sorry Daniel, Ma. It made Mama sad!" Then I held my embrace.

Mama shook her head.

"Don't be like this, baby! Mama please forgive me! Mama knew all this time papa was very outrageous to you. But believe me, behind all that papa is also very loving to you, dear," said the mother accompanied by the sound of sobbing crying.

I just nodded my head in Mama's arms. I don't want to ask back, because it's going to make Mama sad. When I remember what I said, I was probably seven years old.

Time where, my memories record all the events that I always go through without the affection of a father.

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One day, I overheard a quarrel between my mom and dad.

"Pa, please listen to Mama first!" pinta Mama with a high voice.

"Enough Pa! He's your son too, our son! He is also your own flesh and blood! What's wrong if you give her a little affection?'' mama with her crying voice.

"No! I'm not giving my love to him! To me he's dead. He's just a kid who made bad luck in my life. If you let him die, maybe our lives will always be happy and avoid this kind of fight!" hardik papa's.

"Silent Pa! Enough's enough! Please don't say that again. If you knew how he struggled to get back to life. Then you will never waste it! You will definitely regret having dumped your own flesh and blood!" Mama said with a fiery rage.

"As far as you are! I don't care!"

Now the sound of a foot beating towards the door, I immediately ran and hid so as not to be caught by Papa. My body is slumped to the floor.

"Yes God! Is that how papa hates me? I said that in front of my mom. What exactly is going on? Give me your guidance, Lord!" I murmured while lamenting my fate which was so very unfortunate.

After feeling a little calm, I walked over to the mother who was still crying sobbing in her room.

"Ma," call me soft.

Mama, who was surprised by my sudden presence, quickly wiped away her tears.

"Eh, yes, dear. What's up?" ask him with a forced smile.

I walked up to him and sat down next to him.

"Mama doesn't have to hide everything from me. I heard Mama and Papa fighting earlier. Please explain everything to me, Ma! I'm old enough to know the facts you're hiding from me!" I asked while looking at my mother.

Mama who heard the statement from me was immediately shocked, her eyes were now perfectly rounded.

"W-what did you hear, baby?" ask her a little.

"Why does papa want me so badly to die, Ma? What the hell's going on? So that makes papa hate me until now?'' ask with great emphasis.

Right now I'm not thinking straight, not even thinking about my mom's sadness at the moment.

"Darling,'' call him soft.

I was still watered and still waiting for an explanation from him. "Well, Mama will tell it to you now!" answer's lirih.

Now I hear his heavy breath. He looked ahead, looking far into the past.

"When you're born everything still feels fine. Until one day when you were in high heat, we took you to see our personal doctor. But the heat in your body never subsided, various tests and treatments we have done. But the result is nil. The result is not detected what pain you are experiencing. So that various kinds of drugs from the doctor's prescription do not produce results at all ..." Now Mama cut her words, then took a deep breath.

I was still silent and listened to all of Mama's explanations.

"Until one day, papa decided to take you to a smart person maybe arguably a kind of shaman. Said the smart man, we have to separate you from your brother, so that no bad luck will happen later. But Mama denied the smart man's statement, then left papa and the smart man both. I don't know what the next smart man said, even my mom didn't know. So since coming home from that place, papa always avoids you and Mama ..." Now my mother's explanation is cut back.

"As time goes by, Papa always compares you to your brother. Even more concerned about your brother and ignoring you. However, Mama continued to oppose and urged papa to be fair to you as well. Although Mama knew it would be difficult, but Mama will always try to melt your heart back," said Mama with a hoarse voice.

I who heard all the explanations from Mama have now understood. Despite the shocking facts I got.

Since then, I have kept my distance from my father and brother Roni, as he wished. Until now our relationship is still tenuous and even further, even indifferent.

*flashback off*

SERIATE.....