
Devano POVĀ
After consulting with Dr. Hendra, I now ventured to see my wife.
Although I was completely innocent, I also had to apologize to him.
With a shunt step I also walked to my wife's nursery. Now the door was open, slowly my head was sticking out, slowly I walked over to my beloved wife.
Then I sat down on the chair next to his bed. I looked at her face that was still sleeping and looked pale.
"I'm sorry, honey! It should have been a very happy moment for us, but I ruined all the happiness we just built. If there were more than 'Sorry' then I would have told you. Honey, I'm really sorry! Please forgive me!" lirih.
Now the round crystal clear slowly dripped down my cheeks. I also repeatedly grieved the stupidity I had done. Because of my foolishness, my wife strongly rejected the presence of the seed I planted in her womb.
Sick? Sure oes. It really hurts me a lot. The seed that I was supposed to plant will strengthen our love and relationship, and now it brings it to ruin with us.
Most mothers will be very happy and perfect will be the presence of the baby. However, another with my wife who is determined to wipe out her own flesh and blood.
Yes, this was not all purely because of his mistake, but this was all because of the mistakes and carelessness I had done to him. So that she did not want my seed to grow in her womb.
*Flashback on*
"So, Doc. Before my wife was treated at this Hospital, I had a big fight with her because of a misunderstanding. And after that, he left me first, so I lost track of him. Fortunately my best friend managed to find him, but my wife was found unconscious by the side of the road. Then my best friend quickly took him to this Hospital, Doc." I was obviously accompanied by a heavy sigh.
Doctor Hendra scrunched his forehead, then exchanged glances with the nurse standing next to him.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Devano! Is your problem really that complicated? because at this time Ms. Andini really needs your support, sir. Moreover, the presence of a fetus in his womb, it is likely that your wife can act recklessly. Your wife also asked me to eliminate the fetus in the womb. I'd like to suggest, sir. So that you can immediately melt his heart back, so that he can receive his fetus." said Dr. Hendra.
Degh's!
I was stunned for a moment, and with the faint smile I forced, I nodded weakly.
"Good, Doc. I will try as much as I can, and continue to fight to get the trust of my wife back." I said with a thin smile.
After the conversation, I immediately asked for permission to resign and return to my wife's nursery.
*flashback off*
And here I am, right beside Andini's bed, looking at her pale face.
"I'm sorry, honey! Please forgive me! Give me a chance to mend our relationship, so that we can both keep the fruit of our love" I said in a raucous voice.
"Enggh!"
Now he squirms, and wakes up again.
"Darling?" call me lirih.
Andini immediately threw away her face from me.
Like a very sharp dagger, it makes my heart feel sore and painful when hearing the words thrown from his mouth.
"Darling? Please, don't say that again! I'm really sorry for you. Please give me another chance, I promise I will fix our relationship back to the way it was. And this incident will also never happen again later." I said to reassure him.
Then he turned his eyes back to me, turning his lips.
"Did I not hear wrong, Mr. Devano? Are you really sure? What if something like this never happened again? What will be your guarantee at this time? So you're so sure of your promise?" andini asked in an understatement.
I who saw his unusual gaze, can now only surrender. All the words I say today are in vain. And the only way is Daniel and Siska, only they're both my hopes right now.
"Alright, Honey. I won't force you to trust me back now. But I will prove all the promises and sayings that I have made to you. I will always make you believe in me again. I promise you this. And one more, please! Please defend my seed in your womb, let it develop and be born into this world. He is completely innocent, and he doesn't even know about this, honey." I told Shintya.
"As far as you are!" he shouted in a tinge.
Not wanting to argue back and make things worse, now I give up and shut up. Andini threw her face away from me. And back to ignoring me.
'O God, please help me return to melt his heart, which is now hardened and petrified. I miss my cheerful and cheerful wife. I also miss her sweet smile that she gives me every day when she is close to me.'my prayer is in my heart.
For almost an hour, Andini was still silent and threw her face away from me.
I just took a deep breath, because I was completely out of words at the moment. Even my current thoughts felt very deadlocked.
"Darling?" call me in a soft voice.
Now the atmosphere is still quiet, because my call is absolutely no reply from my beloved wife.
"Darling? Please don't keep quieting me! It's better to punish me as much, than you torture me by silencing me like this, dear." I said in a raucous voice.
Then he turned his head back towards me and gave me a sharp look.
"Whoa! Are you really tormented? Then what about me? Do you think I'm okay?" ask Andini sarcastically.
'O God, why did it become like this? Why is everything getting so complicated? Did I speak wrong?' I lament in my heart.
"It-it's not like that, honey! I-I just want to see your smile come back, I really miss it." I explained stammeredly.
"uh? If you feel tormented by my attitude. You better meet back your gund1k, then leave me! Oh, yes. and one more! Never see me or my child after birth. Because after this child is born, I will immediately file a divorce with the court and you don't have to think about how our lives will be!" he exclaimed with great emphasis.
I quickly grabbed her hand and shook my head.
"No, Honey! I beg! Don't you ever leave me! I don't want to lose you, and be separated from you. I beg you to stay with me for the sake of our son." I asked as I clasped his hand tightly.
"Istighfar, Darling ...."
SERIATE......