My wife is not a Shit Carrier!
Ijab Preparation

Next day..

I was really nervous today, how not? The wedding will be held in one week. Now it must happen right now, because of the honesty expressed by Mr. Devano himself.

"Is this really real? Uh! It was like a dream. Soon I will be Madam Devano Wicaksana. Isha! It sucks!" my grumbling while pacing around in my room.

"Lho, Honey? Why are you pacing around like that? Be calm! Everything will be fine, believe me, said Mother who is currently walking towards me.

"Mom" call me soft.

"Yes, Honey?" sahut Mom while gently rubbing my hair.

"Did you also feel nervous when you were getting married to Dad?" tanyaku carefully.

Now the look on Mom's face turned sad, when she heard the question that came from my mouth.

She looked straight ahead, looking far into the past.

"Eh, Mum. Sorry Andini! Andini didn't mean to make Mom sad" I said, leaning my head on Mom's shoulder.

Slowly a small smile rose again at the corner of Mom's lips.

"It's okay, honey. I'll tell you everything. I don't want to hide anything from you anymore." said Mom with a bitter smile.

I just looked up my head, staring at him.

"At that time, I was very happy because finally the relationship between Father and Mother got the blessing, from both parents of your father. Because at first your relationship was very much about by your Oma and Opa. But your father remained firm in his stance, in order to maintain our relationship. Until we finally got married. At the ijab qobul event, I also feel nervous like you, dear. Because this is a sacred moment that you must pass to go to the pleasure of Allah SWT.''

Now Mom has paused her story for a moment. Then take a long breath.

"Eventually our struggle was not in vain to defend each other and strengthen. Because your father was your first and last love for Mom. And that's the truth, until now I've never thought about finding a replacement for your father. If you know why you hated you yesterday? Because of everything inside you, all downhill from your father. That is the main cause, because every time I see you will be remembered by someone I love so much until now. I just pray, hopefully someday we will be reunited in the paradise of Allah SWT!" obviously Mother with a bitter smile until her tears flowed. I'm not less sad about Mom. Since I was a child, I have never felt the affection of a father.

Then she looked back at me with her own eyes.

"Yes, my dear! Forgive me for making you sad. It's a happy day for you, so smile. I don't want any more tears of sadness, because after this tears of happiness will come to this very beautiful daughter of Mother" said Mother again while cupping her hands on my cheeks.

I was just silent, staring fixedly at Mother's face which had been very difficult for me to see.

"Mom, if later Andini is not happy with this marriage, how? Do you want to take Andini back here?" ask me while smiling bitterly. Now a clear stream of tears flooded my smooth cheeks.

"St! Don't say anything that hasn't happened, honey! Pray, may Allah SWT give happiness in your household until death separates you both!" said Mother with her soft voice.

'If only I had known, this marriage would have been temporary. Maybe you won't let this marriage happen. Forgive Andini, Mom! I have to keep all this a secret from my mom. Because after 6 months, Andini will definitely belong to Mother again.

"Yes, ma'am." I replied softly.

Finally the time that awaited was almost here. I am currently being made up thinly by a MUA who has been ordered by Ms Rahma. Actually I have rejected it, but he remained adamant especially when Mr. Devano also supported his mother.

"Well, Brother Andini looks very graceful and beautiful, although the makeup is thin but looks elegant. Uh! Surely Kak Andini's future husband will be fascinated by the natural beauty possessed by Brother." praise Devi the young MUA who is talented.

When I looked at my face through the mirror that was plastered in front of me, in my heart I was amazed. Because Devi's makeup is simple and looks very natural, now I also praise myself.

"It turns out I was in a good make-up too huh?" my murmur was soft, but still heard by Devi.

"Not just good, brother. But it is perfect anyway perfect," he said while chuckling.

"Eh, you don't make fun of me huh, Dev! You are more beautiful than me. I do what oruh," I said with a big smile.

Finally we laughed together, until now a little less nervous.

"So you're beautiful! Not in the makeup alone natural beauty has been radiated, especially now Beuh makes men who see it must be klepek deh. At the guarantee they won't blink, hehe" said Devi while teasing me.

"Ih! Devi! Don't keep teasing me! I'm ashamed to know no!" pekikku to Devi.

Devi when looking at me who was wrong, now just giggled and raised both fingers to form the letter V.

"Hehe, peace brother! Our peace, right? Don't be angry anyway, the beauty will fade, you know," now Devi back teasing me.

"Devs?"

"Yes, brother, yes. Not anymore deh. I'm quiet. Emmmn(while covering his mouth)"

I saw it, just feel anxious to Devi. We met for the first time, but we felt familiar.

"Already, already. Don't be like that again! I'm nervous right now, Dev. How about if I pass out later on ijab qobul later," I said with a bitter smile.

"Sir Andini just calm down, if you feel nervous take a deep breath and then gust slowly. Devi is sure it will help to reduce the nervousness of Andini later. Trust me! It's gonna be okay. And may this be the first and last marriage for Kak Andini. Good luck, brother?" he said sincerely.

I just smiled bitterly at him too.

Everyone wishes hopefully, but why am I not sure of the word may it be. Especially when it comes to that contract agreement, ah! It's a dilemma right now.

Will my love story just end? Love at first sight and my first love. Will we be separated later? After going through the days together for 6 months.

'Oh Allah, may there be happiness that will come to pick me up with the sincerity of his heart!' I murmured in my heart.

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