
The smell of cooking poured into the air. Reminds me of the memory after school a dozen years ago. Mia always invited back home after school, greeted by the smell of cooking that had just ripened. Tired decay when seeing a variety of typical home-cooked meals presented at the dining table.
For Gita, her mother is Mia's mother, Asti. Through her, Gita can feel the return of having a mother. Therefore Mia is a sister, who allows her to have the warmth of family again through her family.
The Gita will not be able to see one of them become a victim of selfishness and stupidity. The Gita will endure, must endure so that problems do not swing into their lives. So that Arki does not report Mia and her family to the police.
Gita will do anything. Give up and honor he is willing.
“Wake up, Git?” greet Ela when she sees Gita coming into the kitchen. “Sorry yes, Mom carelessly entered and did not wake you up. Earlier this morning Arki called to come in, the key was stored in a flower pot, and you can not wake up who is sleeping. Poor thing he said,” he continued pretending to whisper. Then smiled, making Gita really miss the figure of Asti.
Gita hugged Ela and sobbed. The heartbreak he felt because of last night's events soon melted in part. Hugging her mother-in-law like the medicine Gita currently needs.
Ela returned the embrace, stroking her daughter-in-law's hair gently. The uncontrollable cry from Gita made her heart feel pain. Must be heavy and disappointed to lose a baby that has not been contained for long. One of the most painful things a woman can feel is the loss of her child.
“That's a strong cry, kid! I'm here,” said Ela calming.
Guess that Gita's cry is loss. It might be true to lose, but not as Ela thought. The Gita loses herself, her honor, the things she guards. To meet the biological needs of Arki. For the sake of guarantee and compensation for his lies.
If Ela knew how cruel Arki had done to her, perhaps she would no longer be able to hold her head up. But Gita's tongue was silent, unable to speak the truth. He is too afraid that his honesty will overflow the happiness and life of Mia and her family.
After her cries spilled and the sobbing began to subside, Gita sat down at the dinner table. Overlooking the dishes that Ela had prepared. Rib soup is still steaming warm, potato paste meat, and omelet is available there. Appetizing.
Since morning Gita just shut herself up, crying over her fate and her life is no longer worth living. Arki raped her mercilessly last night. To humiliate him like a worthless doll. Until Gita forgets to fill her stomach.
“Eat a lot. You need energy to recover,” said Ela looks happy when Gita eats greedily.
“Mother will stay here?” gita said after she finished eating. He still wants to be with Ela. Right now it's too scared to be left alone with Arki.
“Mother is here until afternoon, until Arki comes home. The workshop was busy. If you want, stay at home. There is Irma and Beautiful who will be friends chat.”
Gita smiled wryly in disappointment. Staying here with Arki or staying at Ela's house with Irma's mouth is painful, just as annoying. Right now he just wants to be alone with Ela. Spend time like a mother and child.
“You're still sad huh, Git? So you don't want to be left alone?” Ela let out a heavy breath. “Padala I've told you that Arki does not work first. His wife just miscarried could-can still go to work,” he continued commenting.
“I'm okay not accompanied by Arki. As long as I am accompanied by Mother.”
“You're the same Arki didn't fight because of this problem right, Git?” ela said looking.
The gita did not answer. He did not want to answer questions that led to any lies at this time.
“Although Arki doesn't seem to care. But actually Arki must also be sad because of the loss of his first child. He is often not honest with his own feelings. Even run away with kayaking work now.”
Gita. Arki doesn't even want to have children from her. Had the Gita really miscarried, the man wouldn't have cared. Arki does not hide feelings, because he does not have feelings. Evil and cruel people and rough-mouthed seem unlikely to have feelings. Especially feeling sad.
“You are young. I still have time to have another child. Don't worry.” Ela calms Gita down.
“If I can't give you Mother's grandchildren, Mom will hate me, won't I?”
Gita knew she wouldn't be able to give Ela a grandchild. The thought of conceiving an Arki child was far from his shadow. Especially now that she will take KB pills every day to prevent pregnancy. Gita was just afraid that the woman was disappointed. I won't be able to see him keep hoping.
“Mom really wants to have a grandchild. But even if there are health problems that make you can not have children, Mother will not be angry. Mom will be angry if you two hurt each other as a couple,” said Ela.
Gita was silent. In this marriage Gita and Arki both hurt each other, by lying and threatening. Especially Arki who is now taking control of Gita's life, making him miserable and losing everything.
“If there is a problem, talk about it and be honest. Don't lie to each other, betray, or hurt. Surely all problems have a way out, as long as you guys still love each other.”
Gita pensively for a moment. Ela is very sincere to him, but she has absolutely no idea of what Arki is doing. It was his son who hurt Gita. It even took away its sanctity under the pretext of indemnity. It was her son who had threatened her, implicating Mia into trouble. All wrong Arki. If only Ela knew.
“If Arkie hurts me, what will mom do?”
“Indeed Arki ngelakuin what is it with you, Git?”
“Arki—“
“Mother has been here a long time?” cut off the Arki that suddenly came without them noticing. Even Gita did not hear the sound of her car parked in the garage because she was too focused on talking to Ela.
Gita straightened her mouth. Looking at the frightened Ark. He fears Arki will punish him for trying to leak their secrets to Ela.
“Lumayan. I was around eleven and masakin for Gita first. You've had lunch, Ki?”
“Udah kok.” Arki joins the dining table, kisses the top of Gita's head and sits next to him.
“Cock tumben home fast?”
“Yes Gita is sick again. So go home quickly, I'll take care of him. Last to the office just to submit an audit report yesterday,” replied Arki casually.
“Good if that is so. Your miscarriage wife even busy working.”
“Ngak dong. I where to ninggalin Gita fit the condition of kayak gini.” Arki embraces Gita, getting closer to her body.
Instantly, Gita's whole body creeps. Feeling Arki's touch again after last night, freaked him out.
Gita is completely caught off guard by the lie that Arki made to her mother. A sickening pretense. Right now there must be a lot of evil plans on that man's mind. There's no way that Arki's coming home fast to take care of it. Besides, Gita doesn't want to get attention or care from Arki, because of what she did last night.
Putting aside all his feelings of hate and fear, Gita follows all of Arki's theatrics in front of Ela. Showing a woman who is sad because she has to lose her baby.
A scenario like this is the original plan. Why is it now almost sickening to see himself playing a role? His heart was also wounded along with Ela's growing sympathy for him. This time all these lies are not his fault, but Arki's. He lied to his own mother like now.
“Let's visit again,” said Ela saying goodbye.
After taking off Ela boarded the car to get home, Gita walked back into the house. Arki watched Gita walk and chuckle. He quickly caught up then carried Gita's body.
“Arkian!” yelled Gita in shock. Unknowingly wrapped his hand around Arki's neck in fear of falling.
Arki ignores the protest cries of Gita and takes him to the room. Putting that tiny body on the bed. Soon enough, Gita wakes up and shifts away from Arki. His instincts told him to avoid the man.
“I was so rough last night?” Arki asked with a slanted smile.
“Ngapain you come home at this hour? You must want to do evil things again right the same as me?”
“Then I told you to take care of you, so go home quickly. How can you not believe?”
“So I have to trust that same person who lied to his own mother with ease?”
Arki chuckles. “The liar is me or you? You're not worse, are you? Your lies have trapped me in this marriage.”
“If you feel trapped, you should divorce me. Don't bother to do anything like this, nyakitin me.”
“I should also be able to benefit from this marriage. You get a comfortable life, money is plentiful, and your debt is paid off. At least you give me a satisfying service as a wife. The only thing I do is normal, right? All husbands have a right to it. Are you not taught that rejecting a husband and wife relationship is not good?”
The Gita did not answer. Legally and religiously, Arki is her husband. But their relationship is not like any other relationship. Gita does not want to serve men who harass her and also often play women like Arki.
“I don't want to treat a dirty and disgusting guy like you! You should be venting your dirty thoughts as much as a rented girl as you bring to a karaoke place! I'm disgusted to be touched by a crook like you!”
Arki chuckles, not expecting Gita's misunderstanding to make it this way. He was also wrong for not quickly straightening the matter.
“So you don't want to say it's the same me because I think I like snacks outside, so?”
Arki crawled closer. His hand pulled Gita and hugged her. Gita thrashed frantically, knowing that the unwanted must have happened when Arki began to dip her hands into her nightgown skirt.
Gita is imprisoned by the Arkite's arms, until she sits on her lap. Both of Arki's hands were wrapped around his waist and back, his lips hotly tracing his neck. Peeling several times until the tingling sensation scattered uncontrollably.
“I never play with girls carelessly, let alone call girls. The girl who went to the karaoke place was Rio's order, I was made drunk as she let's not be sad because she broke up from my boyfriend,” said Arki explained. “Although you are not the first. But I was always clean and played it safe. So you do not have to worry and disgust,” whispered Arki continues down the neck.
“I don't want to be with you! I hate you!”
The Gita pushes Arki's shoulders back, to keep the men away. What he does for free. Arki was so strong that he bound her. Only a desperate cry can Gita do when faced with her husband.
Arki let go of her kiss, looking at Gita clingy with a smile. “I don't want to be with you either. Just enjoy your body. Don't worry, we'll split when it's time.”
Arki threw Gita's body into a pile of pillows. His hand immediately pulled up quickly the cover cloth **** *************.
“Arch! Please don't!” Shouting Gita reflexes crossed both legs, covering the secret passage. “I can't! Still hurts because of last night. Please don't!” pinta Gita pleads.
“I know,” Arki opens with force both knees of Gita bending. “I just want to see blisters or swelling, right? I played rough last night. You must be surprised because the first time is like that.”
Arki examined for a moment the results of his actions on the Gita in the private area. Then smiled and kissed his wife's groin gently.
“I fetch cold compress first. Tomorrow will also be cured.” Arki releases Gita and gets out of bed.
A little while later, he had already brought a container of water and a small towel. He sat back on the bed and watched Gita curled away from him.
“You why you?” ask Gita beware.
“Compress to avoid swelling and pain.”
“No! You'll want to take the opportunity to do indecent and make me layanin you like last night, right?”
“I won't play until you're healed. Free, later you do not enjoy also.” Arki smiled and kept the container in front of the Gita. “Nih, compress yourself if so. I'm in the workspace if you need help.”
“I don't need anything from you!”
Arki stood up from the bed and looked at Gita once more. “Gita, don't try to tell mom about our deal. Be nice while I'm good with you. Know?”
Gita sees Arki's back getting further away. Get out of the room and close the door. His heart was confused and scared. I don't know what Arki is thinking right now. Why does he always know what he's going to do? Why is he so attentive sometimes?
His hand reached for the small container that Arki had left behind. Compress the painful area as instructed. The coolness calmed down, making the blurring pain disappear.