My wife's a fraud
Trying to Fall in Love

Arki looked at Gita who had an annoyed face. Along the way home the woman continued to nag because of the sudden attack earlier. The scratch on the neck is a special gift that Gita gives for her inattentive behavior.

Now Gita is busy chewing her dinner, easing her explosive anger. Her encounter with Mia is cut short and Arki tries to force her into love in a car in the dark parking lot of a mall. The craziest and most annoying day. The man in front of him was already insane, his brain only contained perverted things.

“You use susuk or pellet huh?” arki asked seriously, still looking at Gita with a sharp look.

He could hardly believe that his strange illness had yet to be cured as well. Yet every time he did it with the Gita, there was no burden whatsoever to bear. There were no memories of prowling, no nauseating disgust, and no angry feelings blazing in his chest.

Only Gita and her beautiful body were dazzling.

“If I use pellets and stacking, there is no way you are a target! I'll pellet a richer, better, sane guy,” Gita replied.

“Nothing is like that in this world. Still mending you dapetin guy like me, with capital fraud that is not how much like that. Other people have thrown you right know you're just a cheater don't know it's lucky.”

“Then throw me like someone else! You know I cheated from the start, right? Why keep forcing me to marry me?”

Arki sighed, easing the tension in his brain from thinking hard. “I know you lied after seeing the results of a fake USG in your boarding house. I was looking for medical records at the hospital, but I never met your name. I couldn't have canceled the marriage after asking for such fierce blessing from my mother. I also want to benefit you. We both use each other. What's the loss?” said Arki casually.

“What's the loss? You just lost money, but I lost my self-esteem.”

Arki chuckles. “Many girls who peddle her and paid money, many also give her pride for free. I love you the highest position that those girls want. Weddings. The self-esteem you are proud of remains intact in people's view.”

“But not for myself. I feel like I lost myself for giving up the most precious thing to you.”

“Then stop thinking like that. You are suffering in your own mind. I never wondered how much money you spent. Even though I know what every detail is for. Why don't you try not to bother with this problem? Just accept it and once it's done. Do not need every day a storm the same things like gini.”

“I mean I have to accept all your abuse? We're not a couple, I never thought of myself as your wife! Keep saying I accept and serve you like a couple in general. I don't even love you!” scream Gita emotion.

“Then try to fall in love with me. Let us equally easy to make living it.”

“Sane!”

Gita gnawed away, took the dirty dishes and washed them. He rubbed dishes and used cooking utensils roughly, trying to eliminate the ruffles that suddenly spun uncomfortable in his heart.

Trying to fall in love with Arki? What other evil thoughts are there in that man's head? How could all his annoying behavior make Gita fall in love? One word that is most aptly pinned to Arki is hatred. So deep into a dream that the Gita cursed its existence.

Gita had forgotten what it was like to fall in love. His busy world was filled with the burden of life and debt along his journey. The last time she felt a beautiful thump in her chest was probably when she was in High School. Admire the figure of a good man, looks, smart and popular in his generation. Not someone like Arki.

Although under different circumstances it could have been a figure that seemed appetizing.

But now that beautiful man was a monster that shackled his life. All the good things vanished were overwhelmed by the indecent and insane treatment he had done to the Gita. There's no room for her to try to fall in love with Arki. The thing he wanted most was for the man to disappear from the face of the earth.

Gita remembers her meeting with Luna. She rediscovers her love, the warm man who understands her, freeing her from Arki's sickening obsession. Gita wants to find someone like that. Falling back in love with the person who saved her heart from the destruction she now felt. Gita wants to have an affair, get rid of Arki. Even though I have to pay with darkness.

Arki leaned his back and head against his study chair. Staring at the ceiling with tanya swirled in his mind. Why can't all the memories of Luna go out of her mind? Why with just the Gita everything suddenly just vanished.

He doesn't want to hang his life on the Gita. In women it is difficult to manage and troublesome which always makes him lose patience. Arki has set the heart to make Gita like a temporary place of treatment. Eliminate the strangeness that exists in him, until then he can establish relationships again with beautiful women who are in accordance with his wishes.

Of course, Arki also has no intention of accepting his father's match. Today he just wanted to prove whether he was cured or not. It seems disappointed that he got it. Again he kept asking, why should it be with Gita?

Especially with his crazy, he tells Gita to try to fall in love with him. Not sane! It's like it's the truth. Even his heart could not feel love. How could he have told the number one person who hated him the most to fall in love with him.

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Gita looked at herself in front of the mirror. Dress up for your best friend who will have a happy day. She tries to look happy for Mia as well. Days change weeks and weeks change months quickly. But nothing in her life makes the Gita happy. He's getting late in the disgusting hole between his relationship with Arki.

His heart was completely dead, his light dimmed, and his soul grew dim. She hated every moment of her life when she was in Arki's arms. Condemns how his own body is so hardened by the man's touch. In fact, all of his pores remember how they came together, moving toward a heady pleasure.

The Gita now truly feels she has prostituted herself entirely to Arki. So accustomed, he already knows how when Arki's body needs him. Without words, without code. Just a touch and their embrace is already fused in the melting. Even though their hearts are still broken.

“Tast long. Cepetan will be in the afternoon and jammed!” Arki started nagging in the doorway. Watching Gita who was still preparing in front of the dressing table.

Gita immediately got up and walked past the strangled Arki. They look like a real couple now. Suitable, reasonable, harmonious. So the praise of the neighbors who happened to cross in front of the house. Also so that is illustrated on the sidelines of the chat Mr. RT who charges fees every month. A happy young couple. Deep within them was a gaping void.

They think by getting used to it together there will be a change in each other's hearts. Turns wrong. Stepping on 5 months of marriage in plain sight, their hearts still pitted in doubt, hatred, and fear. Nothing really falls down then grows into the seed of feeling. Only two people are bound and take advantage of each other.

Gita envies Mia. He looks radiant and happy, side by side with the person he loves from long ago. While she was having an empty marriage. The Gita also wants to be loved and wants to love someone. He knows it's not Arki. The man never manifested himself as a soulmate. He was distant, haughty, and terrifying to reach. Gita missed the gentle figure that made her heart flutter.

“I want to drink first,” said Gita jengat continue to be beside Arki.

There was no warm talk they could talk about. The man was busy texting, maybe a boss, a business colleague, or it could be an affair. Gita doesn't care. It's even good that he was so, so that soon his bond was released.

“Gita, yes?” greet a handsome young man with a sumringah smile.

“Juan. Hi!” reply Gita is no less happy.

“U long time no see huh? Last time High School Graduation. How are you doing?” Juan summed up Gita's hands full of longing. They held each other and smiled cheerfully.

“Good. How are you yourself? Now working in Jakarta? How can I rarely hear from you?”

“I just moved this month to Jakarta. Used to work in Bali, being a developer with Aussie people. Where do you work now? Dong reunion! Kangen with SMA.”

“I work at Marvelook, as an accountant. Some people have also suggested reunion generation in the group, but only discourse. You're not in the group chat?”

“Ngak. Lost contact with many people. This was invited by Mia through IG. Save dong my number and invite to the group!”

Gita pulls out her phone from the bag and saves Juan's number. They continued to talk warmly, reminiscing about the youth when they were both students. She doesn't expect to be reunited with the old friends she missed at Mia's wedding. Gita used to invite no one to her very sudden show.

“Who, Git? How unknown is I?” arki said that out of nowhere, getting rid of Juan's hand from the Gita. He possessively placed himself among them.

Gita is aghast and embarrassed because of Arki's disrespectful behavior towards her friend. But now Gita is getting better at reading the situation. Arki the possit and likes to set is looming.

“My husband, Arkian.” Gita.

“You're married? I don't know ya?” juan said in shock. He turned his gaze on the Gita to the towering Arki before him. “I Juan. Temen class Gita fitting SMA,” he said again while reaching out to Arki.

“Arkian Wibisana,” reply Arki shook Juan's hand. Though reluctant.

Hearing the name makes Juan stunned for a moment, until he forgot to release his hand from Arki. His expression darkened and a smile disappeared from his face. He did not expect the world to be so narrow as to bring them together.