My wife's a fraud
Guilt

Arki can control himself. Trying more precisely. There should be more important things than just touching, grasping, and kissing the Gita right now. Other things outside of coercion vented his desires.

Arki must look more sympathetic, kind and gentle in order to win the Gita back. Especially since the Gita still thinks that Arki is having an affair. There must be evidence to show the truth so that his wife's complicated thoughts and feelings can be unraveled.

The Gita is currently in a very weak state. Pregnant and severely injured, his head had to receive stitches. The painful wound that made the beautiful woman grimaced in pain and began to cry as the nurse changed her bandages.

Arki did not want to be grateful for the heartbreaking moment. But, right now the Gita is hugging him unconsciously because it is being replaced by bandages. Arki actually wants to smile because he gets a chance to hug the Gita without protesting and arguing first. However, that connection is not polite. Arki just gently stroked Gita's back and whispered soothing words.

“This is ready to see Doctor Juwita yes, sir. I'll get you the wheelchair first,” said the nurse left the room.

Not long after he came back as promised. Carrying a wheelchair that will deliver Gita to check her content in the room Doctor Juwita. Arki helped him to sit there. Then push the wheelchair out of the inpatient room.

“Lho? Amang a rujak?” said Gita was surprised to see a person she knew was sitting with her friend in front of the door of her room.

The man smiled and then looked down. Gita recalled, Arki said there was someone standing guard in front of her room. Will not let any stranger in except the nurse. Not-don't the guard in question is his subscription craftsman. The Arkites were watching him all along.

“They're your man? Since when did you know I was alive?” said Gita. During this time not only Arya was watching him, it turns out that Arki also knew about his whereabouts.

“Let's talk again about that. You now check the content first yes,” said Arki continues to push the wheelchair along the corridor.

After arriving in front of Doctor Juwita's examination room, they were welcome to enter by one of the nurses. The doctor greeted him with a smile.

“What's the condition, Ms Gita? Still hurts until now her stomach?” said Dr. Juwita asked about the condition of Gita.

“Udah has no pain, Doc. But still feel uncomfortable in the lower abdomen,” replied Gita.

“OK. We check first, yes!”

Doctor Juwita invites Gita to lie down. Aided by Arki, he is now on the check bed. While preparing the ultrasound, Doctor Juwita asked a lot about complaints during pregnancy and also a little story about the injuries obtained by Gita throughout his body. Finally Arki and Gita lied about the case of braking by thugs in the tavern owned by both of them, so as not to tell too long.

Arki also listened carefully to all the things that Gita told Doctor Juwita. About her nausea, her appetite, her sensitive smell, the frequency of her stings, and the uncomfortable feelings she experienced during pregnancy. Arki's chest felt claustrophobic, so worried and sad. He should be by Gita's side accompanying and protecting her. Though some women experience a lot of discomfort in the early trimester, let alone this is the Gita's first pregnancy.

Unknowingly Arki clasped Gita's hand, stroking quietly with his thumb. Hoping that his presence now could replace all the time wasted without him. Arki wants to always accompany, no matter which Gita will like it or not.

But apparently Gita did not get rid of Arki's hand, not because she forgave all her husband's mistakes. Gita just feels comfortable and safe now. Usually he would be in the examination room alone, unless Risa accompanied. Telling all complaints, worrying about the baby, and consulting a doctor without a husband.

Gita is always envious when she sees other women coming with their husbands. Wonder what it's like to hold her husband's hand when she sees the results of the USG being monitored. Seeing their babies.

Now Gita has that chance. Though his heart was fearful and doubtful, also the wounds that still loomed between his relationship with Arki. Gita has not been able to trust Arki. What he saw remained deep and left him so devastated for months. Gita receives the help of Arki who now accompanies her. But I can't forgive him yet.

“The baby is healthy yes, Sir, Mom. Don't worry. It is now 13 weeks 3 days. The development is in accordance with the age of the pregnancy. Maybe the stomach cramps this morning because Bu Gita is still in shock the same incident last night. Calm down, Mom! Let the baby in his stomach calm down too. Aided by her emotions Bu Gita, yes, sir!” said Dr. Juwita explained and gave advice. While his hands continue to circulate in Gita's stomach with his tools.

Arki just nodded. Stand stunned and charmed by yourself with a small black image on the monitor. Doctor Juwita also heard the heartbeat of the baby candidate, which was confirmed to be normal without problems. Arki's explosive feelings are not in control because of his happiness and also his own amazement. There was a small creature growing in the stomach of the Gita. His kid. His. Arki does not know to be grateful like let alone get a gift like this.

After finishing the examination, Gita returned to her room. Sit again in bed and watch television while chewing toast. Though the trip to Doctor Juwita's room is not far and during that time he did not walk at all. However, it felt as if his body was becoming limp and hungry beyond measure.

“Your message is more plump and sexy. Eating is so good,” comments Arki when he saw Gita had spent a cup of toast and half a portion of egg martabak.

“Say I'm fat now, yes, right? Sufficement muji sexy. I did not work in gombalin,” reply Gita ketus.

That's because Arki commented on his performance. Obviously because she did experience significant weight gain due to her pregnancy. Often make the Gita not care when looking at yourself in the mirror.

“Ngak. You're getting pretty. I became more dear,” said Arki with a seductive smile.

“Don't spoil my appetite as cheap as you who make that enek! Stopit! Don't talk anymore! Your voice is ugly.”

Arki stretched out his hand then stroked the stomach of Gita who had poked slightly. Today for the first time she saw and heard the heartbeat of her future baby. The warmth immediately enveloped his heart. After months his life felt so cold and scary. Heard about Gita's death and saw the scattered body he once thought was his wife. Now he was in the room again with the person he missed. Moreover, there is not only a Gita. But the little creature that now accompanies him.

“Do not hold-hold carelessly!” Gita removes Arkis hand from her stomach.

“Gita, don't scream like that! You don't hear the doctor say you have to keep your emotions?” arki said in a stern warning. Sometimes he can't bear to control Gita's overdue behavior.

“You also do not get angry and jerk. The doctor said he had to help me keep my emotions in check. Don't hold onto it not clear let alone jerk! I don't like it!”

Arki closed his eyes for a moment, swallowing the annoyance that began to rise burning his emotions. The debate with the Gita will be endless. He always had a way of getting Arki ripped up in anger. Sometimes he is confused by himself, why is so loving this troublesome and unruly woman. His patience at all times was like being tested.

“Mom would be very happy if you knew you were pregnant. After coming home later, we immediately tell mom, yes?” Arki switched the conversation and tried to speak softly back to Gita.

At that moment, Gita was silent. Stop chewing his food and look mused. Suddenly, his heart was struck with guilt. Gita remembers the figure of Ela who was already considered like her own mother. He must have been so disappointed to find out that Gita ran away and pretended to be dead. Burying a body that is not himself, accompanied by endless crying and prayers. The gita is not ready. She's afraid. He doesn't want to see Ela.

“I don't want to go home,” said Gita. He tidied up the food and pushed the overbed table away. Then lay down while enveloping yourself.

“Git, please don't believe me! You have to think of the baby in your stomach. He can't have you raised it yourself. You don't know what it's like to grow up with a single parent, do you? I only get love from my mother. Do you want him to lose his father and family? Once you are discharged from the hospital, we go straight back to Jakarta. No more bargaining!”

“Archis, please. Stay with me alone. I don't want to live with you. I can raise my own son. Don't ever talk to me again in front of your mom!I will never return to Jakarta!”

“Gita, don't be stubborn and make me emotional! What the hell is your problem? You still don't believe me? Still think I'm cheating? I'm again looking for evidence that could show that you were just mistaken.”

“I don't need proof. You do have the intention to cheat and have done it, right?”

“Iya. I'm thinking of cheating and finding a girl who's better than you. Satisfied? Because I never felt you had any feelings for me. Every day you do it just angry and accuse me of doing evil things with you. If you were me, you would never think of a woman who would appreciate your feelings?! I'm your husband, Git. I try to treat you well. You tricked me, filed for divorce, and left me until I was almost crazy. You think which stupid guy would still beg to be like you? Just me, Git!”

Arki can no longer pretend not to be emotional. He knew he shouldn't have said that to Gita. Press it and make everything look like Gita's wrong. There's a part of it that's wrong with this, too. But Arki wants to fix it. For the future of his son.

Arki moved from his seat. Immediately out of the room to calm the boisterous mind filled with emotions and guilt that are mutually unpretentious.

Gita was stuck in her bed. Crying in silence, feeling mixed emotions in his chest. He knows that all his behavior also hurt Arki. He felt guilty and hurt because of everything that happened between them.