No Love Does Not Mean Red Lights
PERMIT TO CALL ILHAM

The marriage of Ulya and her husband was not healthy, since Ulya was polygamous. Ulya was like swallowing a bitter pill every day, Zidan was indeed a good husband. All of Ulya's needs are fulfilled but since Zidan remarried Zidan is not really fair to his two wives.

Even now it is almost two weeks Zidan has not visited Ulya.

"Sister, God hates divorce but that doesn't mean prohibit. There must be a clear basis.because the woman who asks for divorce from her husband without any fault then it is illegal for the woman to be the fragrance of heaven" (HR.ABU DAWUD)"

"At first my sister thought everything would be fine, and I thought my sister would be able to have this marriage. All this time brother was silent, trying to accept because this is the destiny that you have to live. Until the moment where you have to lose your child. That's where the new brother realized that it was not easy to be able to accept polygamy" Ulya's story

"Astaghfirullah, so brother Ulya was pregnant? why didn't you ever tell me? did Abah and Umi know about sister's pregnancy?" ask Aisyah

"No deck, umi and Abah don't know. Sister never told me because sister doesn't want to see umi and Abah sad."

"But how is the story of a sister being able to lose a sister's fetus?" Aisyah holds Ulya's hand to strengthen because it looks Ulya's eyes began to glaze over

"At that time the pregnancy of the new sister was four weeks. And the condition of the brother at that time was quite weak, the brother asked mas zidan to take the sister obstetrician. But for various reasons Zidan said he couldn't. Brother tried to go alone to the obstetrician, and the doctor suggested that the brother bed rest because the condition of the content of the brother is weak. Brother called mas zidan but again mas zidan said he could not come. Until that night came, the day when my stomach hurt and hot, no one helped my sister. Many times my sister contacted mas zidan but never picked up.

It was only the next day after brother lost a baby brother mas zidan came to blame brother for not being able to take good care of our future child." Ulya sobbed considering the incident

"Sister" Aisyah hugged Ulya

"It hurts, it hurts so much. That's what my sister felt at the time. My sister underwent a curettage. Three days in the hospital. Not once did mas zidan come to visit"

"Why brother? why didn't you tell me?" Aisyah looked saddened by her brother's condition

"Sister doesn't want to make Umi and Abah sad"

"Sister, if only brother story umi and Abah would definitely understand and will be on the side of the sister. At least someone gave advice to mas zidan"

"Sister tried to cover up the disgrace in the family of his brother, and brother always prayed that mas zidan could be fair to his wives."

"Sister Polygamy is not prohibited. And we must not hate Karana polygamy in Islam, but polygamy is allowed but for those who can. Because polygamy is not because of lust. Except for worship. Polygamy is one of the sunah Rosul of course for those who are able to. Mas Zidan is an ordinary man who can never be fair like Rosul."

If a man wants to polygamy should first measure his ability, not only forgiveness in material terms.But also able to be fair and divide time between his wives do not let one party lean. Because marriage is worship. Do not let lust rule over us and ruin our practices. If we are not able to be fair it would be better not to do polygamy. Because there are still many other sunahs, which we can do.

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At Danu's

"Aisyah, how could a sholihah woman like you be betrothed to a man like me?" danu asked Aisyah while Aisyah was studying at her study table

"Didn't Aisha have said the same mas Danu, Aisha can't refuse Abah's wish"

"Do you regret marrying me" Danu looked at Aisyah

Aisyah shook her head

"Aisha accepted Aisha's destiny. And Aisyah believes that Allah brought Danu mas in Ais life is not without reason. Because God knows better what is best for us. Well according to us not necessarily good according to Alloh, but good according to Alloh is certainly good for us" said Aisyah

Somehow Danu felt increasingly amazed by Aisyah, you could say this woman like Aisyah is probably one thousand and one in this world.

Without realizing it Danu smiled to herself hearing Aisyah's words.

"What morning can Aisyah play at Abah's house after going home from college? ask Aisyah

While Aisyah was still sitting on her study desk

Dret...

incoming call from Fitri

"Assalamu'alaikum"

"Milkahmur"

"What's Fit?" ask Aisyah

"Aisyah, his friend Ilham called to inform Ilham that he is currently being treated in hospital because of an accident" Fitri said from a telephone call

"Astaghfirullah.how is he doing?" Aisyah panicked and shed tears, instantly Aisyah remembered she was married it was not appropriate for her to think of other men

"Astaghfirullah" he said again

"Said the person who called earlier, actually the accident wound is not so serious, but the problem is that he was severely dehydrated. These few days it seems like he did not eat and drink well. whether you should just contact her is, you better be honest. With you like this, Ilham is increasingly unable to learn because he thinks of you who suddenly do not give news" said Fitri

"I can't Fit" Aisyah cried

"Yes, you've thought about it. I hung up Assalamu'alaikum"

"Walaikumsalam" Aisyah put down her cell phone and cried

Danu who saw Aisha crying approached, hesitantly Danu held Aisha's shoulder

sontak made Aisyah startled and looked at Danu standing behind her

"Ma-sorry.. " Danu immediately withdrew his hand knowing Aisyah was surprised

Aisyah shook her head

"It's okay mas Danu" he said briefly

"Why you?" ask Danu

"It's okay mas, forgive Aisyah mas. Aisha.. Aisyah" said Aisyah stammered

"No need to apologize, you don't have anything wrong" said Danu as he stepped foot to go back to sleep.

"He's sick, can Aisyah call him?"aisha's speech stopped Danu's steps

"As for you" Danu replied as if he did not care but his heart felt unwilling to hear Aisha want to contact another man. What else was that man who loved Aisyah

"Thank you mas" Aisyah was relieved to get permission from her husband.

Tonight Danu could not close her eyes at all.

Danu looked at Aisyah who slept in a sofa complete with a hijab that covered her hair.yes since marriage until now Aisyah has never opened her hijab in front of her husband.