No Love Does Not Mean Red Lights
CH 56

Danu directed his car to the side of the road and changed at the side to ensure the state of Aisyah.

"Darling why are you?" Danu looked at Aisyah

"Pardon me mas, please forgive me. ta-but Ilham is in a state of no Good. mbak Khadija said at this time Ilham like a depressed person. did I sin mas? it was I who made Inspiration like this" Aisyah's cries broke and Danu immediately hugged Aisha to calm Aisha

"Never blame yourself Aisha, what is currently happening in our lives, isn't this the destiny that God has outlined for us? so don't ever blame yourself for everything that happened."

"I'm sorry Ayesha, because Ayesha's past has not been completely separated and Ayesha still carries the story of Ayesha's past in our household life"

"Don't apologize for a mistake you never made, I understand it completely. It's not your fault, we or Inspiration.it all just happens before we finish our past story. but this is the destiny that we must live.I'm sure someday Inspiration will also understand, because as you once said. Inspiration is a man whose religious understanding is very good.I'm sure he will certainly understand.just as a human being maybe at this time he is still shocked by what he heard. believe me he will be fine" said Danu to calm his wife

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In the room Aisyah looked at her husband who had fallen asleep by letting go, while Aisyah who had just been doing prayers in the third night, recalled what was said last afternoon Khadijah. now tears were pouring down the corner of her eyes.

The feeling of Inspiration enveloped her heart, and the feeling of guilt towards Danu was no less great, but as a wife of course she realized, if at this time her main priority was her husband Danu.

The next day on the campus Aisyah again got a call from Khadijah who reported that Ilham is currently being treated at the hospital because of declining health.heard that his heart was more confused, what to do.

"Aisha I beg you, come even if only briefly. Currently only you can restore the consciousness of Ilham" said Khadijah from a phone call

"A-i? how could I go there? I am also very sad and want Ilham to recover as usual, but I am married, how can I get there? the husband did not necessarily give me permission to see the state of Inspiration" said Aisyah sobbing, tears dripping down her cheeks

"I'm sorry Ayesha, maybe I'm a selfish person.I asked you to come here because I thought too much of Ilham, until I forget that you are a wife who can not go anywhere without permission from the husband" said Khadijah regretted

"It's okay, I understand you are very worried about the state of Inspiration, I am worried about the state of Inspiration only now I may not be able to fulfill your request, because I have to take care of my husband's feelings" said Aisyah

"Aisha, don't you want to try to talk to your husband first, like your husband didn't give you permission, I'll stop calling and begging you. but I beg you at least try to ask permission just this once, I beg you to help Ilham, because at this time only you can help him" said Khadijah pleading

"Well I'll try, though I'm not sure my husband will give me permission to meet a man who is not my mahram, but I will try" Aisyah replied

"Thank you Ayesha, thank you. I will wait for the good news from you. Assalamu'alaikum" Khadijah said, hanging up the phone

At the moment Aisyah really can not focus on her college.she is confused how to talk about the problem of Inspiration to her husband. Aisha was afraid to offend her husband but on the other hand, she could not ignore the state of Inspiration in Medina.

"Aisha, why did I see that it seems like your mind is not here, are you okay?" ask Fitri

"I was confused thinking about Ilham Fit" Aisyah replied

"Rightly you were guessed at that time, Ilham did not contact me after the wedding announcement I was covered by the media because Ilham was in shock at that time, and at this time his condition was not good. currently Ilham is hospitalized because his health is declining" said Aisyah

"Astaghfirullah, why is Inspiration like that? inspiration should be able to understand that this is all God's destiny" said Fitri

"Maybe in this case I was also wrong, I did not first talk about this matter to Ilham, I should not hide this truth from the beginning" said Aisyah unable to stem her tears

"Don't blame yourself, I know, it's not easy for you either. Then now what's your plan?" ask Fitri

"That's it, but Khadija, the woman who seemed to pay attention to Ilham, asked me to come there and see the state of Inspiration"

"To Medina you mean?" Fitri was stunned and Aisyah nodded in response

"Then do you think Danu will give you permission to go there?"

"That's what I'm worried about right now, where maybe Danu wants his wife to see another man, even though Ilham needs my presence right now, but I'm now a wife who has to take care of my husband's feelings"

"Aisyah actually does not hurt either, if you try to talk about this with mas Danu, do not think about everything yourself! and whatever the answer will be from Danu mas, you must iklas accept it. remember you are a wife.you must prioritize it mas Danu.not Ilham again, not Ilham, although I know it is not easy for you to ignore Inspiration, especially with a state of Inspiration like this, it must not be easy, but you must remember your paradise is on the ridho of your husband" Fitri said

"Yes Fit, I understand my current position and I will try to discuss this matter with mas Danu" Aisyah replied

At home tonight Aisyah was so agitated, pacing back and forth in the room waiting for her husband's arrival. Aisyah is agitated because she is confused about where to start the conversation, Aisyah is afraid of what to talk about to make her husband angry. but Aisyah had promised Khadijah to try to get permission from her husband.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Danu said in the room

"Walaikumsalam mas" Aisha kissed her husband's hand

"Mas Danu want to take a shower first or want Aisyah to prepare a meal first?" ask Aisyah

"I want to hug my wife first" said Danu hugging Aisyah

"Aisyah prepare food for Danu mas first yes" Aisyah stretched her husband's embrace and Danu hugged his wife back tightly

"Where are you, it's just here. I want to hug you like this first. I miss you Aisyah very much" said Danu hugging and kissing Aisyah's forehead

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