No Love Does Not Mean Red Lights
FEEL GUILTY

"But Ham, are you really sure of your decision to reject Khadijah? don't you want to consider her again?" ask Dahlan

"True what Dahlan Ham said, you should think again, the opportunity will not come twice lest you regret it" said Fuad

"I don't have to think about it, I'm sure of my decision. From the beginning onwards in my heart there was only Aisyah.and she promised to wait for me to come back. she's a very good woman.It's not fitting that I let her down" Illam explained

Inspiration harbors a taste for Aisyah has indeed been long enough, but because they know in the teachings of Islam is not allowed to date, but because they know in the teachings of Islam is not allowed to date, so that they just harbored feelings and promised each other would wait for each other to strengthen themselves and they would immediately get married if they were both worthy.

***

"Assalamu'alaikum"

"Walaikumsalam, want to pick up Ais yes" asked Ulya to Danu

"Yes, sister, Ayesha is still inside, right?" said Danu

"Still, let's go in. that Aisyah again in the kitchen was helping me cook, later you guys have dinner here" said Ulya told Danu to come to the kitchen to meet Aisyah

"Mas" Aisha approached Danu and kissed her hand

"Make up what's dear" asked Danu

Aisyah fell silent and looked at Danu

"Since when did Mas Danu call me dear" Inner Aisyah

"Hi. kok was dumb" Danu grabbed Aisyah's shoulder

"Eh. This is a mas, cook, cook Vegetables asem, sambel the same fried fish" replied Aisyah nervously between Danu's hands still on her shoulders.

"Your hands" whispered Aisyah

"Em... why? what's wrong with my hand?" said Danu pretended not to understand Aisyah's intentions

"What's up Is?" kak Ulya asked, seeing that Aisyah seemed nervous

"No brother, there is nothing." replied Aisyah smiling

"Aisha may be ashamed in front of Brother Ulya." said Danu

"Oow, there is no need to be ashamed of you, just seeing you like this brother sure means your relationship is good and your matchmaking is successful. sister is happy.maybe forever like this huh! do not be like the household of the elder sister" said Ulya again sad

"Sister, brother says now brother Zidan has changed. Why is sister sad again? is there something you're hiding?" ask Aisyah

"No deck, there is nothing that you hide. mas Zidan has indeed changed really" replied Ulya

"It's not that sister Ulya and brother Zidan are going to get divorced why the change of brother Zidan is important for sister Ulya" Danu was surprised

"Kak Ulya retracted his lawsuit. It seems that Brother Ulya wants to give Kak Zidan a chance once again" Aisyah replied

"What decision has Ulya really thought? why I'm not sure this time brother Ulya's husband will be able to be fair. Sorry instead I don't believe in changing someone, It's just that I'm sure sharing the heart is not easy" said Danu

"Yes, I understand your concerns, but still I want to give one more chance to Zidan mas" replied Ulya

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Traveled

"Mas Danu why did you pick her up so long ago?"

"Mas" Aisyah looked at Danu

"Yes-yes sorry, I had a little work in the office" Danu lied

***

Arriving at home, Aisyah immediately cleaned herself up and now has changed into her long pajamas.

Aisha who now sleeps in a soft bed Danu and Danu who are made up.

Aisyah could not sleep, her mind was filled with Inspiration. Aisyah wanted to be honest with Ilham but she was unable to tell the truth.

Until now it cannot be denied, if in Aisyah's heart there is still room for Inspiration. Aisyah knows exactly this is wrong, but suddenly getting married and having to forget Inspiration is also not an easy thing.Every day Aisyah prays that Allah grows his love for Danu, who is the one who loves him, the man who suddenly appears as her husband.

Danu also could not close her eyes tonight, because Danu's mind was filled with Vallen. the feeling of guilt because he did not come to an important event for Vallen made Vallen disappointed and ended tragically like that.

Unwittingly a married couple without love is equally soluble in his own daydream.

In one third of the night Aisyah woke up to perform tahajjud prayer.Asyah pampered prayers for Ilham, herself and Danu

"Yes Allah, I know Your decree is the best. I know if marrying Mas Danu is the best because all by Your will. I accept the fate of my servant to marry mas Danu, my husband, although there is still room in the hearts of servants for Inspiration.O God as you predestine us together then grow love in our hearts.so that we can both live this marriage with iklas. merely hoping for Your Ridho and I beg You to find Inspiration with his soul mate, if Ilham later knows the truth Ima Ibu I beg Allah, strengthen Inspiration. Strengthen Inspiration to be able to accept this destiny." aisha's prayer was softened in her sobs, but it turned out that Danu heard clearly the prayer that his wife extended.

"Why do I feel guilty like this with Aisyah? had I not consented to our marriage at that time, Aisyah would not have felt all this. I know Aisyah and Ilham loved each other. but their love is not united because there is me among them" Danu's inner still closed her eyes pretending to sleep. did not want Aisha to know that she heard the prayer that Aisha said.

***

Gutting day

When the sound of the dawn adhan began to roar, Danu who had woken up first rushed to the bathroom to take ablution water.

After ablution and changing Danu's clothes woke Aisha

"Aisyah woke up" said Danu by Aisyah's bed

"Hoam.. " Aisyah wriggled and was astonished to see Danu already in front of her with such a close distance.

"Mas Danu what are you doing?" aisha asked to keep her body away from Danu

"Why are you?" Danu brought her face closer to Aisha and Aisha moved back away

"Would you pray at dawn, what do you think you want?" said Danu rubbed Aisyah's head which was still covered with her hijab.

Yes, even though Danu has seen her hair, Aisyah is still embarrassed if she has to open the hijab in front of Danu.

"Body morning prayer? what time is it? is it adzan? " ask Aisyah feeling embarrassed

"It's been more than the dawn of Adhan, buruan gih there cepet take ablution water!" said Danu

Aisyah immediately got out of bed and ran to the bathroom to get water.

"Don't run down" said Danu and smiled as he shook his head at his wife's playful behavior

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