No Love Does Not Mean Red Lights
CH 41'S

Arriving at home Aisyah contacted Ulya and asked for an opinion, did she have to tell Ilham before the press conference that her husband will do tomorrow?

"Aisyah, it is actually better for you to tell Ilham directly about your marriage with Danu. because it would be more painful if Ilham had to know this from others my sister" Ulya advised Aisyah

"Yes, sister, Aisyah also thinks like that, only Aisyah is confused how to tell Ilham how, Aisyah is afraid to hurt Ilham. Aisha did not get the heart to hurt her"

"Sir, this is the destiny of Allah for you. InsyaAlloh Ilham will certainly understand. because we really want to pursue what, if indeed he is not our soul mate, Alloh will certainly keep away.but if he is our soul mate, if he is our soul mate, he is our soul mate, want us to refuse or avoid even though Allah will certainly keep uniting"

"Okay, sister, Aisyah will dare to tell Ilham the truth. Bismillah, hopefully Ilham can accept the fact that we are not a match" said Aisyah with teary eyes

***

"Why deck?" ask Zidan who just came in

"Mas Zidan, why don't you go in the house greetings?" ask Ulya

"Hail from earlier but there is no answer to the meal and go straight in"

"Sorry mas, Ulya did not hear mas say hello because the focus is the same Aisyah"

"It's okay, Ayesha why?"

"Akh. it's okay mas, just vent the problem with Ilham"

"Ilham, who's Ilham?" Zidan was curious

"Ilham was a man whom Ayesha had admired before her marriage to Danu. And at this time Ilham still studied in Medina.so until now it seems Ayesha has not said about her marriage"

"Is Aisyah dating Ilham?"

"Of course not mas, Ayesha understands in our religious teachings that we are not allowed to date.they only admire each other in their prayers.just before Ilham left for Medina, he said, Ilham asked Aisyah to promise to wait until Ilham graduated from college.who would have thought now Aisyah was stuck in an arranged marriage that Abah did for her"

"It is not stuck Deck, but indeed Ilham is not the soul mate of Aisha, and Danu is the soul mate who Allaah sent for him. Because in fact the soul mate, fortune, death has been determined in Lauhul mahfudz."

"Astaghfirullah, that's what Ulya meant" Ulya closed his mouth with his hands because he spoke wrongly

"Yes, you cook what deck, hungry mas wants to eat sister's cooking"

"Yes mas, Ulya cook soup and fried chicken. Ulya did not know that today Zidan will visit here so do not cook favorite food mas Zidan"

"Yes it's okay, whatever you cook mas must like kok" said Zidan rubbed Ulya's cheek

Ulya's heart felt very happy with the change in her husband's attitude, because since Ulya had to be willing to share her heart with Sela, Zidan rarely and almost never again be spoiled and gentle with her.

Ulya who always tried to understand her husband who is not only her own but Zidan must be able to do justice to his two wives.Ulya lucky woman who never demands and tries to always understand her husband. just hoping for Ridho Alloh.

***

While Aisyah was still pondering and holding her phone.

"Bismillah" muttered Aisyah sliding the green button on her phone

"Assalamu'alaikum Aisyah" Ilham replied from across the phone

"Milkahmur"

"MasyaAlloh, what dream was Ilham last night, Aisyah's tumbens who called first? yes kangen?" brainstorm

"Ilham how are you there? college is good, right?"

Hearing the words of Inspiration, Aisyah felt squeezed by a very heavy object.her chest tightened as if her lungs were filled with fluid to cause it to be tight to breathe.

"Ilham forgive Aisha" Aisha sobbed

"Sorry, sorry for what? Aisha are you crying? What is it Ayesha why are you crying?"

"Pardon Aisha could not keep Aisha's promise to Ilham"

"Can't keep a promise? w-what does Aisha mean?" Inspiration still does not understand the meaning of the words of Aisha

"Aisyah could not keep Aisyah's promise to wait for Ilham" said Aisyah was unable to stem her tears again

"What is your joke? do you want to test Inspiration?"

"Bu-not Ilham, but Ayesha is now the wife of another man. Aisyah is married" Aisyah said

"Haha.. Aisyah, Aisyah made a joke is not funny.Next time if joking do not like that. Inspiration does not like it!" the real Inspiration is afraid that what Ilham says is true, but tries not to believe it

"Aisha did not joke ham, Aisha was married, Aisha is now a wife who is no longer able to keep Aisha's promise to Ilham"

"No Aisha, I'm sure you're lying. You'll definitely wait for me to come back. I know you won't break your promise"

"Ilham pardon Aisha, hopefully Ilham can get a much better companion than Aisyah"

"Aisha, you lied, right? you're just kidding, right? tell Ayesha that all is not true, please wait for me until I deserve to be a priest for you and our children"

Aisha cried as she listened to the words of Ilham, it is undeniable that Aisyah's heart still has room for Inspiration.

"Ilham believes in destiny, right? we are destined not to be a match. because the soul mate of someone was written in Lauhul mahfudz. Aisyah believes Ilham knows better about it"

"Aisha, so you're not kidding?"

"Yes ham, forgive Aisyah who can't keep Aisha's promise"

"But why Ayesha? why did you say that after you got married? why do you keep making me wish? Aisha Ilham did not deny that Aisha could do this to Ilham"

"Excuse Aisha Ilham, forgive Ayesha. Please forgive Ayesha" Ayesha's tears fell down her cheeks

Ilham did not answer Aisyah's words and dropped her phone on the floor.

Ilham's legs felt weak without bones, there was no more strength for him to live his days.

"Astaghfirullah's.. " Ilham dropped her body on the floor and could not hold back tears

"Why are you?" ask Khadijah who saw Ilham sitting crying in the garden in front of his campus

"Why are you?" Khadijah asked again but there was no answer from Ilham

"I will return to Indonesia" said Ilham

"Back to Indonesia? what about your college?"

"I don't care anymore about any of this, because I went to college far away here I had to lose the woman who had been in my prayer"

"Ilham, why do you think like that? it is the same way you do not believe in the destiny that Allah has set" explained Khadijah

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