NOT MY DARK LOVER
Rain of Tears

The rush of rain in the middle of the night across the rubber garden on the right left side of the road only capitalized on a bright yellow light from the searchlights of the car that you are Handi to penetrate the village where the address he received from doctor Lisa last night.

Riding alone with no friends at all, he recklessly hunts time chasing the lover in a beautiful hamlet. Covering the fear of chanting prayer prayer, hopefully he can arrive safely without any blame.

The signal to communicate through the phone is not in line on the screen.

After successfully crossing the rubber garden, his struggle did not get there. The hollow black asphalt submerged in a puddle of rain caused muddles to litter the band's circumference, but Handi remained spirited past that hurdle.

Slow down the speed stopped for a moment, Handi pensively looked at the rain speck from the front window of the car glass.

Maybe the tears have been shed beyond the swift rain tonight, hugging yourself clutching a body that feels a little cold because the air enters from the blemish of glass seeping into the car. Leaning his head on the steering wheel, tired eyes with dark circles looking softly at the empty road. Where there are residents who dare to come out challenging the swift rain of thunderstorms this night, only Handi dares recklessly like this, resisting sleepiness.

Again Handi gripped the steering wheel firmly resist the turmoil felt tight in there.

"You fools are very stupid, honorable Mr. Handi. Franda won't be able to come back to you. Franda's body doesn't deserve you, her heart doesn't deserve you. Free of you to find Franda there, she won't recognize you. Your arrival won't mean anything to her, she Franda is dead. Go back into the lap of your wife and child. Narra is sick calling his father's name." Doctor Lisa's crying shadow sobbing on the floor of the study room kept ringing in Handi's ears.

The female doctor also looked as tired as she was.

"It's not only you who expect Franda to heal, but me too. I felt the pain of seeing Franda's parents constantly crying beside Franda. I'm just a regular doctor who's trying everything I can. I love Franda very much, but I I can no longer prolong her life." Doctor Lisa's crying memory broke for the first time in front of her.

But selfishly, Handi still did not give up asking for Franda's address where it is now.

Be it he has walked so far, he cannot possibly retreat backwards, It is all too late.

The journey there still needs another struggle, he must continue.

Dduuarrr!!!.

Ahhhhh!!!.

The sound of lightning blaring along with that voice appeared out of nowhere.

"Narra." muttered. Handi looked for his son left to right, the sound seemed real in the ear, the voice was,

"Mahhkkk!" realizing it was just a hallucination, Handi leaned her body against the back of the driver's seat violently while shuffling her frustrated hair.

"I'm sorry, Narra. Dad is so stupid right now. I betrayed you, too, dear to your mother."

Back the tears were spilled along with the heavy rain outside the car.

Narra's face in the workspace flashed in Handi's mind, but unfortunately it immediately changed with Franda's smiling face when she expressed love for the girl a few years ago.

"Yes, Mas. I want to be your lover, I love you all this time too." That girl's warm embrace still feels today.

"I don't know why I love you too. Maybe it was our time together when I was interning at his office, Mas. The love hum came without me asking, Mas." the girl's smile as she confessed her feelings was the most beautiful smile to date.

Franda and Handi were met when they did the same task of training at the Hutama family office.

Franda is on an internship, while Handi is in preparation to become CEO, replacing her Papah. The two of them often meet accidentally in the office, until at last the seed of love grows between them.

"Frand. I'm coming baby, whatever your circumstances I'll still come to see you." muttered Handi deeply.

After his energy was slowly returned, Handi gulped water from the drinking bottle he prepared earlier, then exhaled. The rain outside was not as hard. He was able to drive the car back through the darkness of the night gliding to the destination.

When his hand began to step on the gas pedal of the car, suddenly he was surprised to knock the car door from a yellow-coated person from outside.

"Yes. What's up, sir?" sweep it while turning something down the car glass.

"Sir. Let's get out there, there's a fallen tree blocking the way. Good thing you stopped here, otherwise the tree might have hit you." the voice of the man hardened due to the sound of rain from outside. "Let's stay tonight for you to rest, the trip is not possible to continue."

"But where should I stay?" Handi was surprised not to realize there was a fallen tree covering the road a few meters from the front. He was too absorbed in his daydream.

"Turn to the right, sir, there's housing. Ask tolobg so that you can stay in the house. Usually if it rains this hard, the river will overflow covering the streets, sir. The danger is later, we are still trying to get rid of the tree sir." the man explained.

Handi was silent for a moment, it was impossible for him to force himself to keep going. Only tonight did he have the patience to buy time to go see Franda.

At 02:02 AM local time, then he opened the entrance by one of the residents to stay overnight.

A pair of grandparents' parents graciously welcomed him. Give him a warm shirt, give him a glass of warm tea and a little snack, provide him a room to rest tonight.

This house is not comparable to his home. The walls are made of woven bamboo with cement floor, maybe this is only as large as the space where he works in the office.

But there was warmth in this house, the couple told a little about them when they accompanied him to drink earlier. Have built a household for decades without being led by children, but the radiance of love does not disappear from them.

Handi frowned again in this small room.

This grandma grandpa proved true love in the real world, while she was ahhh..

Cowardly, loser kah or up to people pin it men like what.

He knew, there Narra was sick in need of a hug from him, he knew Marva needed a true husband figure to keep loving their little out.

Handi was honest from the start that he would not be what Marva expected him to be. There is another love that has closed the niche of the heart to accept women other than Franda.

Who can help advise Sandy? The man from birth has been instructed to have firm principles in this doctrine.

If you can go backwards, the family business is not the job he wanted so far, Handi buried his mind as a teacher. Handi also lost her dream of attending the high school she wanted to attend in a luxurious place that made no sense to her. The only child of the heir 'HutamaOne', became a living demand for him. Likes do not like to be kept in the way.

Now she has to live in a marriage she doesn't want. The family will lose dignity if there are divorce problems spread from him and Marva.

Handi only fought for Franda love that has changed some of the flow of his life. That's all he knows, even if it's wrong.

Sandy felt too overwhelmed with the way of her life.

Slowly the land of Handi fell asleep with tears welled up, exhausted murat tucked behind the crime from his face.

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