NOT MY DARK LOVER
Be alone
Missing someone who has passed away is very difficult to express. Praying for it is not necessarily making the longing can disappear. Ah, or rather the taste is only lost temporarily. Expecting that person to be near us, it will never happen, unless we are ready to follow them.
Marva wiped a picture of herself and her parents. Marva's smile is etched beautifully adorning the aura of happiness in the photo. Sometimes he holds a photo in his body, crying over a sadness, telling the photo as if telling his parents.
Looking up at the gaze, the puddle of tears so as not to spill again. But all in vain. Again he remembered those bitter memories, the stronger the desire he wanted to cry.
He just wanted to be near his parents tell a lot about the story he lived, really at this time he felt alone
If household problems are solved husband and wife, Marva can still be detained as sick as ever. You could say Marva is ready to face Handi.
But the reality is very embarrassing as well as emotionally draining.
Keesokah the day after Lefrando came to their house, the afternoon came to meet Marva's parents. Then shamelessly, he found Marva right in his study. It could be that the employees could know the household problems he and Handi.
I don't know where they're from. To be sure, no-nonsense Mami attacked him with this mockery, while Papi Martua had no intention of defending at all.
"If the news of you two had not spread, I would have approved of my son marrying you,"
"You can betray your best friend Franda, it means you can just betray your husband. Cheating behind my son. Hah, you turned out to be a cheap woman too, huh." Marva touched the right cheek right from the mami.
"And when you do it again, you ruin our family's good name. Don't expect Narra to live with you. Remember that. Our family's good name comes first rather than your love for your cheating man." the threat scares Marva, Narra is part of her life.
The foamy Marva explained about it all, but Mami did not want to hear it. Papi Martua problem, he does not know how to stand even his nature.
"Mother Ayahhhh!!!" Marva yelled echoing throughout the corner of her study. Tonight he lied to his daughter to be able to separate to sleep one bed. Marva wants to be alone right now.
His hands shook hugging the photo, he sobbed alone.
"What mom, hiks hikss, who defended me in this time hahh, I need you mom dad, me, I want to go home your lap,, want advice from you mom dad!" Marva shouted loudly to bring out everything that she was craving. Tonight he is free to speak without interference from others, choosing to remain silent in this room is the best choice for him.
"Yahh" Marva's fingers crossed the surface of her face even though it was blocked by glass, "I want a husband like a father, can love his family. But-but, hyks hyks, why did God choose Handi for me, I wanted to separate but I didn't want Narra taken by them. The Handi family had plenty of money to do many ways for the court to decide Narra's custody. Dad what am I supposed to do?" Marva sat weakly leaning against the single sofa available in the room.
No matter how old a child is, they always want to be next to their family. Go home, when he can not stand the problem alone. Marva wants to brainstorm with her parents to find a way to solve the problem. The end of the line complains to the parents.
Because her husband is just a deposit.
He felt a little relieved after crying for hours. Marva bangkok stood walking towards the window, staring at the rain began to fall soaking the ground.
Marva brought her face closer to feeling the cold from outside because of the rain. Staring blankly out, mami's sentences ringing in his ears.
Many, many have become gray in their lives. He also wanted to describe what it was like to be in martua's own darling. But looking at the foundation of their marriage, it was clear Marva was not the dream daughter-in-law.
The news spread rapidly throughout the ears, so social sanctions should force them to marry and, remove the defamation of the Hutama family name.
And again, Handi immediately decided to separate the house with his parents. They just stayed overnight, just finished the wedding reception. Handi also did not give Marva permission to stay or visit her parents. That was why it was always her parents who came to visit them to spend time with Narra.
"Yes yes!! Mami must have thought that I was the bad one for them." Marva monologues herself.
Ahh yes, Marva thinks she can still deal with this alone, so she never tells Martua about her son's behavior.
It seems no longer at this time. He couldn't hold it anymore. When he wanted to tell a story, but Handi had washed his parents' minds first.
Only then did he believe that Handi was a handful of cowardly men he knew.
Duuarrr.
"Norra!" as Marva jumped back, the sound of lightning woke her up from her daydream.
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Tonight Narra sleeps alone without Mother. The mother said, there is something to do tonight like count the money from the sale of the store. So Mommy must stay tonight first in the store, same kaka kaka who works with the Mother.
Narra believes that.
He sleeps hugging his favorite banana doll. Trying to close his eyes without a caress from his mother
"Narras. It can't be like this. If you have raised Narra will also not sleep with mother again. Let Narra sleep again." he said to encourage himself.
The Duarrrr!
"Mother!" Narra shouted to Mother. He awoke to the thunder that blared "Aaa, huaaa, Bundaa Bundaa, huaaa" like a hysterically frightened Narra's son.
The sound of heavy rain from outside made Narra feel afraid.
"Good granddaughter, Grandma Tanti" came like a hero immediately carrying Narra's lap. Narra continued to cry bitterly, the little girl's body shaking violently, cold sweat running all over the surface of Narra's skin. "Sssst calm down dear. Here there is a grandmother yes," Tanti's grandmother persuaded Narra to pat her on the girl's back.
"Bun, hyks hyks, hikks, Bundaa," either there may be a mind between mother and child, Narra seems to feel what the mother cries.
His emotions continued to overflow. The sound of crying was so bitter, making grandmother Tanti cry.
Almost two hours long Narra cried mingle said mother in every stuffing. The voice sank into the arms of Grandma Tanti and the sound of rain outside.
By himself Narra fell asleep on the lap of Grandma Tanti.
His heart enveloped Narra's body, then fell asleep next to his grandson, embracing Narra affectionately.
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