Nurvati
Episode 136: Past Accompanies the Burden of Reality.
The reality is covered again by the sting, the air at an altitude of 100 meters just blows slowly, the visitors are busy with their busyness. The horizon is still somewhat blue and dusk is expected to pay for the thirst of waiting.
Arenda does not understand himself now, lethargy still exists in his soul, he re-thought of his life which effected, whether good or not, but this is uncomfortable.
“Do you still keep your ideals?” asked Apan through his pangolin.
Arenda fell silent in contemplation, whether the question was important or not, whether Apan was just curious or had other intentions, so Arenda replied, “No, but if there is a good chance ... I could have achieved that goal ...”
Responding, Apan did not speak, he just nodded and seemed to be just curious.
And time again accompanied their silence, not a moment they drifted in silence, every second passed until every minute accompanied.
Arenda and Apan remained sitting with their feet dangling on the edge of the clouds, Apan even had time to sip the water can Energy order, which can be drunk with the water. Uniquely, the can is made of gold material.
Not much activity or conversation that occurred, they waited patiently to pound the sunset.
Although quite often the sunset was watched by the two of them, especially Arenda, it did not necessarily make them bored. Because, the most valuable thing is, can repeat the togetherness with friends.
The peace here was filled with the sound of two boys in the cloud below, who with their bring two boys shouted baskara to sink into the night.
“Come night, night, come ..!” shouted the boy with a prancing excitement.
“Let's set the sun ..!” connect the girl with a hand as if she is the one who will present the night.
The focus of attention Apan and Arenda had turned to the two boys, two boys who reminded of the beauty of the past when children.
The two boys kept shouting for the basin to set, they could be so happy with what was to be presented on the horizon, without thinking about the burden of the family, or without thinking about the burden of the country, or rather they divert all the burdens of life to the joy of today.
But for Arenda herself, all this long life would be a disgrace if they did not know how to decorate the formalities of the world.
Apan's brown net was intense enough to look at the two boys, until his thin lips revealed a meaningful smile.
“I remember ... when we were here, we got granny's nagging because we talked too loud ..” said Apan through his pangolin by looking back at the horizon.
Hearing that, Arenda took a smile, because the unique memories are indeed true, then replied, “Iya .. anyways we used to fantasize a lot also during the afternoon here ..”
In response, Apan smiled until his white teeth were clear.
“Time is still a child imagining it feels real and cool ... but as an adult .. hmmm ...,” said Apan through his pangolin.
“Yes, as adults, we think about work and reality that is not as easy as imagination..,” Arenda replied by staring intensely at the horizon.
“When the boy first ... we want to quickly mature, just to quickly reach the ideals ...,” Apan continued through his pangolin with a look of reflection.
“Iya, when we are sure, if our ideals must be achieved and .. the reality is not ...,” said Arenda with a brooding look without a smile.
And sting back they do, enjoy again the time passed accompanied by the spectacle of the sunset baskara.
Until in the end, 3 hours taken in the waiting to produce the desired results.
Orange sky, flickering stars increasingly bright nan much, people seem to have concentration staring fixed on the sky that began orange and rather ultraviolet. The wind gently enveloped this twilight atmosphere. The aroma here is fragrant, a fragrance that never existed in the realm of the Human race.
Two boys who had been noisy, now they both seemed calm enjoying this impressive momentum.
Half the sun had sunk behind that sturdy mountain range and the longer it sank, the more its orange rays turned purple and violet, the cluster of stars began to twinkle more and more brightly, the more it was, several shooting stars had crossed the sky, before finally, the basin disappeared from the sky, disappeared from behind the mountains and had changed, becoming a starry night sky.
In this instant, the sky had been decorated with hundreds of star clusters that made the sky somewhat violet and purple.
Every momentum like the past, re-emerged in the minds of Arenda and Apan, moreover they were still standing there, looking at the star-studded skyline.
Not because of daydreaming or forgetting how to move, they just dissolved back in the spring of the past that always had a way to get away from the burden of life.
Those moments are long enough, they stagnate letting the life cycle around them work.
Making the atmosphere of silence and peace surround the two of them, the most memorable visual of the past, which was exposed again the state of the atmosphere and the scenery presented.
Even though it feels, there are still things that feel lost, there are less than their first two, such as telling life experiences, or like telling complaints they follow world culture, or I don't know, or, what is certain is that strange feeling had burst into the mind.
It's just that, in the end, that night Arenda was forced to go home, the time was only until tonight, so that all togetherness must end here and the plan is tomorrow they will meet again at the beginning of their meeting.
They left and that's all that happened. No more than that, because it can't be!
Fortunately for Arenda, sluggish in life was refracted because of the togetherness with her best friend.
The most memorable day for the royal woman, herself shaped by coercion and the formalities of life, has been so confused as to feel swayed by her own thoughts and feelings. Formed by unexpected demands.
An adult woman is spanked by family insistence that the country's politics are more important than her dream of becoming the head of the Daun clan.
Crying, yes, crying as a gesture of helplessness against the pressure of the world never happened, but it was a thing that had been afflicting him for a long time. It had happened during the breakup with his best friend, a farewell that took away all his dreams. The separation was a sign Arenda was crying helplessly.
Because, since then his heart became cold, did not believe in his family, no longer greet each other to his family, no longer want to see his family, even though his family always came to the palace, but his family always came to the palace, to the point of wanting to escape from the world.
Want to rebel but seem wrong, or want to realize a dream but fear is considered evil.
Motivation became something that he never got, except since he became friends with Apan and lost his motivation when the separation with his best friend occurred. That's why he was silent, because he could only be silent.
She was also afraid to tell Apan, more afraid to talk to her husband. Afraid of being a bad impression.
Arenda did not understand what feeling was going on, this was the first time she was this tired.
Of course it feels wrong, for him something is wrong, he becomes like he is not, only limited to the formation of external desires. It feels excessive, but that's the reality.
Even so, if she became a weak woman, she would be oppressed, then there was no way out for her if not to look strong and let the flow of life form her. Even if it destroyed his mentality.
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