Nurvati
Episode 186: As a Scream in the Meaning of Life.
The West for now is not so peaceful, the world war that occurs behind the reality is starting to have an impact. It is as if all beings know how to act rightly and criminally as if the last resort was for the sake of truth.
Robotics in the 18th war has been used frequently. Not too central, but only limited to the role of a maid.
Queen Arenda has not seen Apan for long. In addition to deliberately Queen Arenda gave Apan time to consider his options, Apan also continued to undergo his country duties.
There is one interesting fact that Queen Arenda got from her informant, if Apan's mission to search the secret room of the coup group, it turns out to be a lie. The sorcerer's union institution never scheduled the mission.
Regardless of the existence of the group, but unfortunately Apan's mission at that time, was not to search for a secret room.
It can be known, too, that Apan even destroyed the orphanage and even killed them. The real mission is to kill the orphans of the forbidden orphanage, and destroy everything related to it.
I don't know what purpose Apan lied to his best friend. He doesn't usually lie about something that important.
It has now been 300 years the tempo spent without any more meetings. The two friends had actually scheduled that a week from now they would be back together.
Apan himself has been 100 years in state assignments that require him not to return home. Although very long he served, Hiri was ordinary and understood this. Military personnel are very rare at home.
It must be common for a couple to bear the burden of longing when living apart from each other, or even the seeds of happiness appear if every second on the side. I don't know what feelings are now being hit by Hiri and Apan.
In the swamp, on the edge of their tree house, Hiri in all white clothes was sitting casually on a rock. The sweetness of the parasite, which makes the faces of Asians appear to radiate peace, the black round eyes are so thick and shiny.
Enjoying a moment of peace there with his increasingly grateful feelings. His life has been enough here.
Coinciding with the scorching afternoon air blowing gently, Apan came with a surprise Hiri from behind. Surprised him as a joke. Even so there was a beautiful laughter on the face of the two persons. Hiri was a bit surprised because it was his arrival without being guessed.
But at least there was a good cheer that was bright thanks to the arrival of Apan after his country assignment.
Seloroh had resonated from Apan, a puffy smile was carved from Hiri's sweet face.
Now they sit together on the rock, Apan even without hesitation embracing his wife so familiar. He pours out how my twists and turns during his work in law take place.
The story of the mafia who embezzled the pills, to the ridiculousness of the bandits who lied when there was real evidence referring to them and ended by the story of a secret group who wanted to deflect the news.
Hiri just seemed silent and nodded as much as possible to be a good listener. He was happy to see Apan through each of his lives with pleasure.
Not many comments from Hiri, she has been used to also hear the whole story of her husband's work experience, moreover, Hiri also sometimes tells about his survival alone here.
It's just that, in a time that has been a lot drained for those stories. Hiri raised an important question. “Suami .. a-are we going to move to the Human realm?”
Apan who still embraces his wife full of love, momentarily dumbstruck for a moment. The memory of Queen Arenda who wanted a divorce or hiding again weighed on Apan's mind.
The decision that without a doubt has been taken, the seriousness to live here and be happy here has prepared Apan and Hiri form.
Hearing him, Hiri seemed to smile meaningfully and even rubbed his stomach.
Apan who saw this just looked at him casually. Unsuspecting.
Until an argument of recognition that was sparked from Hiri, jolting Apan's psyche.
“We will be or-parents .. a-I .. I contain our baby ...”
Reality is indisputable, at first Apan was surprised unexpectedly, but the question about the truth was answered by Hiri with 'iya', meaning that Hiri was indeed pregnant.
The fruit of love of happiness has appeared. Apan as a husband to be so happy and carefree, the overflow of joy was real when Apan repeatedly embraced his wife full of love and gratitude.
Even the first incident in his life almost made Apan panic. But thanks to seeing his wife seem calm and happy, Apan was able to control himself.
In that twilight, they even had to be silent for a while. The obvious happiness makes Apan speechless. Elevating his feelings so happy and turbulent. I didn't expect his life to have come this far. His gaze sparkled at the void space in front of him; he would soon become a father.
Although happiness seems to give hope of salvation life; new hope. Hiri who is still thinking of the confusion about Queen Arenda again asked, “Suami .. I hope you keep this secret from Queen Arenda .. unless ... ka-if our child has been born ..”
Apan who heard it immediately put on a serious face looking at Hiri.
“Let's just ... we can live in this nature in peace .. and be calm, my best friend is always reliable ...,” said —tengiling— Apan calms his wife and is so sure that everything will be fine.
Apan even still embraced his wife lovingly, until Hiri leaned his head on Apan's left shoulder.
“My husband .. bi-talk to me .. and don't cover everything important behind me, talk about your grievances .. a-I hope, even if I'm just a demon ... at least I-I want to be able to help you ..” said Hiri sincerely hopeful while rubbing Apan's transparent back pangolin.
Apan did not speak, he just nodded with his embrace, spurring his heart to strengthen his determination. Because precisely the look on his face now implies the deepest reflection, the highlight of his net also seems to radiate the existence of important things that should be thought of.
Looking far away towards the forest across the swamp. His mind and heart that had been hooked on Hiri, catapulted his sincere feelings that were increasingly dating him seconds more confident, if Hiri was the most appropriate woman.
Because it is impossible for someone to understand what he is going through, his mind, his tribe to his feelings. The dreams he had assembled with Hiri, or the determination to pledge always together, could not be extinguished by those who did not understand.
True, Apan only thought of how to live peacefully with his chosen woman, he felt no mistake, everything that now happened and what he experienced was so.
That commitment binds them and feelings strengthen them. A child immediately becomes the meaning of life, the dream always changes as happiness accompanies. But dreams for the sake of the meaning of life, will be life like beautiful dreams.