Nurvati
Episode 61: The Bitter Truth Cannot Be Changed.
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Back in the Lotus pond, the purple bamboo forest, along with the cloudy day, along with the wind that was getting stronger, the story of Falas life had ended, now back in time.
The atmosphere was different, it was cold, it was a bit dark because of the clumps of clouds blocking the baskara rays.
Falas was still sitting cross-legged with his arms crossed, sitting on a rock in the middle of the pond. Similarly, Nurvati who was at home stood upright facing Falas on the edge of the pool. They were still looking at each other, still within their respective expectations.
After the whole heartbreaking story was digested well by Nurvati, she stood in concern. Or after Falas recounts his life, may Nurvati understand.
They were stinging in silence, dissolved in the peaceful atmosphere of this place, carried away by the feeling of the miserable experience of Falas.
“So .. I hope you understand my point,” said Falas, reluctant to make Nurvati misunderstand the purpose of the life story Falas. Which means that, so that Nurvati is able to have a desire to stay alive.
“Iya .. I'm sorry ..” reply Nurvati, who in his perception Falas told me so that he could convey his uneasiness if he also had a hard life.
There, Falas thin lips had developed a peaceful smile, the view on Nurvati was so shady, then said, “Nurvati, I tell my life not to be pitied, because I intend to encourage you in life, I have goals and objectives that my mother says .. 'enforce their mentality to come to life or make their lives much more meaningful' ..”.
Termangu Nurvari in his place, hearing the sentence containing lakonism that raises important conclusions, Falas is not just uncovering his uncles, more than that, he revealed the secret and purpose of his presence so far.
“You ... you ... it turns out .. it's true, you have your own purpose ..” Nurvati said stammeringly, because powerless to resist the reality that turns out to be contrary to her expectations.
There is no denial from the mouth of Falas, instead he dared to talk, “Iya ... I want to accompany you to develop, strong, independent, and .. let alone yes ..?”
“So all this time ... You tricked me?” tangent Nurvati started to emotion. Anger because that means Falas' friendship is insincere.
“Waduh, not so well ...,” refutes Falas.
“... I think of you as a friend, yes, just a friend and now you're great .. I'm happy ...,” he added without knowing what happened in the psychological turmoil of the newly grown woman, or rather, did not want to take a headache.
Nurvati was downcast, she felt a different feeling in her, either this feeling was so passionate, or warm, but she could not tell what was really going on.
“Nurvati, I have a desire to become an Angel, to continue my mother's hope, and I invite you, to strengthen your mentality, so that you can come with me to the Angelic realm, so that, in this way, I will be able to, no longer do we need to be immersed in the dualism of life, hate or love, war or peace.
”But I want to ... we stay alive together, enjoy the next days,“ thought Nurvati bowed by clenching her hands, gasp will return to bear the wound.
”I'm sorry, Nurvati .. wasn't it our original intention to join the academy was to become angels? Then why are you turning away? Or do you think I will fail to become an angel, so that you have the science of power so that you can protect me, so?“ sindir Falas who then smiled calmly looked at Nurvati leisurely.
Nurvati was stingy, because Falas was right, everything was intended to return the favor to Falas, protect him and live with him.
Falas's face now looked up at the sky blocked by gray clouds, there thundering and rumbling, as if the rain was about to fall.
Falas returned to face Nurvati, looked at her with pity, then replied, ”At first yes, but if I fail, at least I can strengthen your mentality, always with you to give meaning to your life, always, so that it can be in your heart, and give hope to you so that you still want to continue living.“
Nurvati was stingy, soaking up the words of Falas, which meant that Falas was leaving and this was the time of farewell. So all the feelings that initially felt beautiful, now slowly began to hurt and that feeling also led to disappointment.
“Do you have any ideals, Nurvati?” asked Falas with his crisp sounding voice.
“Not ... I don't need ideals .. My life is meaningful enough,” ketus Nurvati in disappointment.
The hopes, ambitions, desires that at that time strengthened Nurvati's life, now summarized in disappointment. His young soul, his unique feelings, his gaze of awe, his beautiful waiting, everything was answered, by a fact, that is, in vain. Everything's free.
“Waaaah .. great .. I'm proud of you Nurvati, you look strong, maybe you're better than me..” flattered Falas without knowing the true feelings in Nurvati.
The wind whistled, the air grew colder, at first the flowery feeling spread thick, forming his soul looked fresh and impressed that everything would end fine, but when reality did not match expectations, he said, upon learning that what he expected had not happened, the young soul of a prestigious woman was rejected, beginning to show his unwillingness to be rejected.
“Now you have grown, without me .. you can survive ...,” said Falas with calm.
Wanting to express the feelings experienced by him, but whether Nurvati was confused where to start, prestige also blocked the mouth to talk, silence seemed more able to express the feelings that were being experienced, he said, it was hard to speak, hoping that Falas understood it with his heart directly.
That feeling, something that wants to be welcomed, or if it is not, there are two things that can restrain him, between wrath, or despair.
“In a moment ... I will fade and become an angel,” beber Falas, still do not know the feelings that now experienced by the adult woman in front of him.
“Do you, if you become an angel, still know me?” tanya Nurvati made sure, by remaining tumungkul in disappointment.
At first Falas chuckled. “Hehehehe ..”
“... yes Nurvati, when a person reaches the level of an angel, he will evolve into an angel, born of light, namely science, nature, thought, life and nature will be in the Angelic realm, no longer know the people who used to be with him, in the angel there is only a law, following or glorifying all his creatures .. I think it was explained,” he explained.
“Why everything feels like nonsense ..” complained Nurvati.
“Eh? What do you mean, Nurvati?” wonder Falas.
Just flinching Nurvati, reluctant to answer Falas ignorance.
“Ayolah .. rejoice ... for I will be an angel ... my father ... all my relatives are happy ... and I want you to be happy ... because your friend is going to be an angel!” phalas exclaimed so excited and passionate, the bonus was happy.
But happiness was not as Nurvati expected, Nurvati was not happy to see this separation. There is a desire to live together, and that desire is thanks to an emotion, a psychological side that people often refer to as, a feeling of affection. Although he knew Falas had his own goals, unfortunately Nurvati also understood, that all had already been bound; too dear if you have to separate.