Nurvati
Episode 60: The Final Smile in the Burden of Sadness.
There was no smile that was usually done to comfort Falas, his tears now seemed to show the end of all his struggles.
“Falas .. all done ... Falas, society wins, and we are wrong .. we are wrong for harboring illegitimate children, interbreeding is not allowed, indeed, because all have been made into pairs and unethical when violating the nature ...,” said Sasvaty straightforwardly and firmly.
The night still surrounds the atmosphere, the air flows soft, the sky looks violet in a sprinkling of stars accompanied by a bright moon.
“BUT THOSE KIDS NOBODY WANTS TO LIVE LIKE THAT!” sentak Falas rejects all perceptions of his mother now.
“Not ... own mother who said, if there is no such thing as an illegitimate child, did not the mother who said, caring for orphans even if they are from an unauthorized spouse remains an orphan ...”
”... THEN WHY DID MOM BREAK ALL THOSE VOWS!“ he continued to flinch in order to touch Sasvaty's heart.
”Know Falas .. vows must sometimes be broken if they have broken the law, and know, there is no point in holding illegitimate children ... mom was wrong, and mom had to punish herself,“ Sasvaty.
”No! Nothing's wrong! Because we help those who cannot live alone ..!“ kukuh Falas rejected all opinions of his mother.
”Not Falas .. We are all bound by the law and the law is binding on us, so that no matter how hard we help, if it is not in accordance with the law, then it is wrong ...,“ firmly Sasvaty still standing hand in hand with tears of sadness that continues to fall.
Falas fell silent with a sigh, his hands clenched tightly without being able to comment again.
”Why ... cry, what makes you cry?“ asked Sasvaty's husband innocently.
”Then ... let's go home mom!“ invite Falas still does not know the purpose of his mother calling here.
There was still no smile, and the moonlight still shining down on the forest area, Sasvaty stood up trying his hardest to withstand his inner pressure. His breathing did seem to flow quietly, but this time, what would be revealed might make Falas unsettled.
”Not .. sorry mom can't .. because ... this is the purpose of mom calling you here ...,“ Sasvaty refutes.
Falas frowned in wonder, then with full investigation replied, ”What is the purpose of mother?“
Before answering, the wind had blown hard to show its existence flew some leaves to be accompanied by rustling leaves from the trees, the moon was still so round up there, today is the time, ending all the beginning.
”Mother will go forever ...,“ greeting Sasvaty cut.
”WHAT DOES MOTHER MEAN!?“ sentak Falas was reluctant to accept all the bad things that might happen.
”Falas, you will not understand ...“ Sasvaty's words were cut.
”DO NOT UNDERSTAND BECAUSE MOM DOES NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!“ snapped Falas.
Falas bitten could not comment, looking at his mother bitterly, but, realizing that his mother's tears had fallen so many heartbreaking, plus a confession to leave forever, he said, it makes the blue net begins to glaze over, sad, haru, sorry, disappointed, concerned that all the feelings are combined in the mind, which if time or circumstances allow, is, Falas could have cried helplessly sobbing.
”Each of your adventures .. help those who are lonely, help those who should be helped, mentally strengthen them to come to life or make their lives so much more meaningful, show them that life means so much, not just to us but to all of nature, do your best in your adventures, because I'm sure an adventure will make you a much better understanding of life, rather than mother,“ Sasvaty message straightforwardly and firmly.
Although the whole message has seeped into the hearing of Falas, even though the brain has digested it, Falas actually said, ”Mana can I continue my ideals if mother is no more ..“.
”... WHY ELSE WOULD I ACHIEVE MY IDEALS!?“ continued out loud.
But in peace with the gentle wind, Sasvaty replied, ”When you despair, the dream is always useful, only to remain strong to survive and strengthen each other in life.“
No comments can be said, blue netra look well the face of his mother, Falas has felt on the verge of regret, sorry he was not able to help his mother much.
”Whatever happens mom always supports you ..“ Sasvaty said with tears falling down.
Then when the red netra went from Falas to her husband, Sasvaty said, “And goodbye my beloved husband .. sorry, I can not live longer ...”
Slowly and surely, a golden radiance emerged from Sasvaty's skin, her husband was not commenting, silent without being able to see with focus, she said, not knowing what his wife was going to do and Falas kept looking at his mother's sweet romance, trying to keep this last memory in his memory, but there was no smile etched there; not yet.
“Why should it be this way? Why do I have to do it this way?” lirih Falas who suddenly glazed over her net now broke, then tears of grief slid down her two cheeks, triggering her heart to bear the wound.
All the golden light enveloped Sasvaty's body, illuminating everything around him, and for the last time, at the last moment, sasvaty's thin lips briefly developed a peaceful smile and Falas' blue irises locked onto his mother's face and peaceful smile as a last-time gift in his memory, all the support, anger, laughter, or jewels of his mother, will always be remembered forever.
Only three seconds all went on, then all of them shone bright, bright lights dazzling, then 'Fiuw' vanished in an instant, no more Sasvaty figure there, just disappeared, vanished in reality, like there never was.
The moon is still round illuminating this sad night, the stars still decorate the sky in their luster, the wind is not so pronounced, but it is getting cold, and it is over.
However, even though Sasvaty was lost, there, in the former place where Sasvaty stood there were three fireflies circling on the rock, it was just that the three fireflies then went into the forest.
Which is not another, it is because Sasvaty who is in fact the Fairy of the Firefly clan, which Falas does not know is the genetic ability of his clan that is able to end his life into a firefly natural life, but that means, that is, the genetic ability of his clan is able to end his life, the user of the innate ability has died, fireflies that appear are only the form of knowledge that manifests.
Even after ten seconds had passed, for his mother's smile, Falas still felt that the mother had died bearing the moral burden.
Sasvaty committed suicide, for the purpose of which in his perspective it was punitive.
Falas was only able to continue crying by holding his father's right hand tightly. Her husband did not cry, he always felt that his wife was still alive by his side, because for him, his wife was resting her mentally. And that's what Falas' father always said every time Falas started crying for his mother. “Mother is resting.”