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Episode 12's

Tiring days have passed . My exam is over . Hans and I were finally able to breathe a sigh of relief and we both spent some time walking around the city . My family and Hans seemed to have started discussing my engagement and Hans . Hans and I agreed to get engaged first . Later if I had really graduated the new school would have considered Hans' invitation to marry . A few months have passed and my graduation day has arrived . I was dressed up by Hans' mother so beautiful that all the Hans family were stunned to see me . Yes, I did not expect that mama Hans had the ability to decorate with this beauty and senatural . I was so happy when I could feel the affection of the Hans family even though Hans and I were not officially married .

Time has shown at 08.00 . Hans drove me and my mom to the building where I graduated . But unfortunately Hans could not get in because he had a sudden meeting at the company . I have also informed him because it is only natural that he is the director and owner of the company . He promised that after the business is done, it will come to my graduation .

" I'm sorry baby I can't see you graduation, because there was a sudden meeting at the company . But I promise after my business is done I will definitely come to your graduation to see my most beautiful bidadari . "Hans speech makes me a little embarrassed and also happy .

" Yes . Promise huh? I want you to see me graduate Hans . "

" Promise of love . After my business is done I go straight to your graduation . Now go in the same mama . I want to start taking my graduation . " . Hans helped me out of the car . He kissed my forehead and then he got back in the car .

" My drug of bidadar . I'm leaving first huh ? " . Pamit Hans .

" Yes Hans . Be careful .. " . We waved each other and then me and my mom got into the building .

It was noon and the clock had shown at 11:00 but Hans had not yet reached the building where I graduated . I tried to contact Hans but he didn't reply or pick up my phone . My graduation was over, and my mom and I finally got out of the building . I was a little disappointed that Hans reneged on his promise . But I always thought positively maybe Hans was so busy that he didn't get to come to my graduation .

As my mom and I walked out of the building, I saw Hans talking to a woman I didn't know either . I wonder who he is? why are he and Hans so close . As I approached Hans I heard the girl yell at Hans and say "I still love you Hans ! can't we go back to what we used to be? " . I was shocked to hear the girl's words .

" andrea .. " . I called Hans softly at that moment .

" Hi .. " . Answer Hans briefly . Hans came up to me and took my hand .

" He's my future wife . Me and him are getting married soon . So please don't disturb my happiness anymore . Everything about us was gone 10 years ago . You are to me the past . And I've found my happiness and my future . So please stay away from me Tiara . " . It turns out that the girl was named Tiara . But I still don't know what Hans' relationship with him is .

" He who is Hans ? " .

" He's just a friend of my past, baby . I'm the same she has nothing to do . " . Hans tried to convince me not to be bothered by Tiara's words .

" Friends of the past? Hans! I am your first love! Not your past friend! I still love you Hans . I want us to go back to kayak first ! " . The girl said that she and Hans used to have Hans . I was so shocked mixed with sadness at hearing the girl's words . I feel like I've been stabbed by a sharp object right in my chest . I finally decided to get into Hans' car . I don't want to listen to their talk that makes me sick anymore .

Not long after that, Hans got into the car . Hans immediately started the car and left from there . But when Hans turns on the car, the girl screams she's next to me . She said that she was her first love and Hans would not be that easy to forget her . She was sure Hans would return to her one day . I am saddened to hear his words . I was afraid I would lose Hans . I thought a little bit what he said could be true . Because first love won't be that easy to forget . I myself have also felt such a feeling . I'm afraid Hans will think the same way with the girl . Will I lose my love a second time? . It hurts my head to think about that .

During the trip I just kept quiet and did not answer a single question from Hans . Hans tried to hold my hand but I refused and hid my hand .

Until she's home I immediately take off my high heels and run into the room . I locked the door to my room and cried loudly . Hans immediately followed me to the room but because of the door I locked he could not go inside .

" dear . I can explain everything . Me and Tiara have nothing to do . What I love now is you . Forever is you . Please give me a chance to clear this up all dear . I beg . Open the door, baby . " .

I didn't listen to Hans' words and kept myself locked up in the room . It seems like the entire Hans family is worried about my circumstances . Not long after that Mama Hans knocked on my bedroom door . I still didn't open it . My mother also tried to calm me down and asked me to open the door . Over time I also felt sorry to see my mother and Mama Hans worried because of my behavior . Finally I opened the door and told my mother and mother Hans to come in . I hugged both of them and cried . I cried not because of Tiara's words but I cried because I was afraid Hans would leave me and return to his first love . I'm afraid he'll come at me .