Of mine...

Of mine...
Episode 7's


It was getting late and the clock was showing at 10pm but I still did not stop crying even though Hans had calmed me down many times . I am not sad that Pras appeared at the wrong time but I am sad that Hans had to see this sad event . I was afraid that after seeing all this Hans would leave me like Pras . I'm afraid she's thinking that I can't keep my partner . The sadness that Pras caused was also my bad thoughts like fused into one and really made me slump . Then Hans tried to calm me down but I was getting more emotional .


" you know ? I'm not afraid of breaking up with Pras but I'm afraid after you see all this you will also leave me like Pras . I'm afraid you think that I'm not good at looking after my partner . I'm afraid Hans ! " i cried while crying .


" Anya, listen to me . I'm not him, I won't do anything stupid like he did to you . I really sincerely love you even I'm not willing to be a second away from you . I can guarantee my feelings for you . That's why I want to marry you sooner, not because of indebtedness but because I really love you . Please throw away those thoughts , we passin' everything together huh? I will not leave you . If that really happened then I was the most stupid person in this world because I had already wasted someone precious . Don't cry yet? I will stay by your side forever . " . After hearing that I felt a little relieved . I've been wrong about Hans , and I'm really proud of Hans's determination . I will also promise to always accompany him no matter what his circumstances . This is a promise we both made .


After I calmed down Hans finally said he'd come home . I drove him to my house and before Hans got in the car he came up to me and kissed me on the cheek and said ,


" you have me . Don't be sad anymore, huh? remember that we will be a couple . You don't have to think about unimportant things . We will live it together . Okay well? I love you . Now you're in, it's malem . I'll pick you up tomorrow at the office . "


" Yes . Thank you for making me this comfortable . Hopefully we can really be a couple . I love you too . You're careful on the road, aren't you? " .


Hans finally returned home . I entered the house with a heart that was still a little sad but fortunately I had a mother who really understood my circumstances . Mama made me a warm drink so I could calm down and not think weird anymore .


" Here baby, this mama makes warm tea, drink gih so you are calmer and the body is also better . After that go straight to bed tomorrow you go to school, cook you to school with swollen eyes that , you will be thought to have run out of brawl again hehe . " said mama while comforting me . After I finished my drink I went into my room .


" Hans, where are you? I'm worried .. "


" Ciye someone is worried about this, I already want to nyampek home kok , this again buy something for mama . He said mama again feel good body so I want to buy mama warm food . You haven't slept? cepet gih lang sleep already malem loh .. "


" Loh ? what's sick mama? why not take it to the doctor? many Hans's house . I'm worried about your mom too . Yes I thought of you so I chat you .. "


" Yes, he said that he had been taken to the doctor and he said only an ordinary ulcer, mama sometimes likes to eat late so his ulcer relapses .. You have trouble thinking strangely, mama will be all right . Now that you are sleeping, I also want to go home this food is finished . Cepeten sleeps dear already malem . "


" Yes-yes, this is going to sleep . You will also later nyampek house wash face continue to sleep is tomorrow you work . Yaudah I slept first, good night Hans, I love you .. "


" Yes, this is immediately wash your face and continue to sleep . Yes dear good night too, I love you too my dear .. "


So happy I was after Hans chat like that I fell asleep immediately, like I had found the comfort of a Hans figure that made me so safe and happy this .