Of mine...
Episode 16's

I didn't expect after going through such a difficult time that Hans and I were finally able to be together, even we were already planning a wedding . Perhaps in the eyes of those who looked down on me was because I was just a graduate student, had never worked and had no experience whatsoever . But I'm sure I can be a worthy companion to Hans . Sometimes not everyone relies on experience, but those who want to fight and want to try is the new one arguably deserved . Hans and I have had very difficult times even more difficult than they have ever felt . I'm lucky to have a lover like Hans , because he's very patient and understands my condition . Also he who is able to strengthen me when I am in a state of slump . Maybe Hans is the soul mate God has outlined for me .

We've had almost a month of vacation abroad and it's time to go back because Hans is also time to work . Finally we all decided to come back early so that Hans could also be faster to work because I know for sure a lot of documents or even meetings that require his presence . The morning after finishing things and leaving the villa Hans called me and took me to the park again . Hans said that Hans was lucky I didn't leave him because of a misunderstanding at the time . Hans told me how he went through all of this 'when he fell down and was in a very, very bad state until he finally met me and I made a promise to Hans .

" you know baby, when I was really in a state of disintegration I once thought of ending my life . I hate myself for not being able to lead and bring glory to my company . I almost died because of those circumstances until I finally met you . You gave me encouragement even you dared to make such a promise when we first met . I thought, was this just a coincidence? I was really confused at the time . But because of that promise I ended up trying to get up, trying my hardest to make the company I destroyed come to life and give the glory it deserves to the company . Over the years I was finally able to set up more than 4 companies with my own business . Thanks to that promise, I have confidence that as long as we are willing to try we can definitely get through this . At that time I searched for you everywhere but found you absolutely nothing . I even sent some of my men to look for you but didn't see you either . I was thinking are you just like those who just gave me false promises and then left me ? but my mind was gone when I met you again that night . How happy I am that I have found you even though you have forgotten me . And I keep trying to get close to you and I want to convince you that the promise you made I wanted to make it happen . I do not think now she is beside me even soon will be the wife I love the most . Thank you dear because you still remember your promise at that time . I'm so happy because we can finally be together . "

I looked at Hans face as he told me about his circumstances back then and subconsciously I saw him cry . I know what Hans felt back then really hurt even Hans' life . But I am grateful that in the end he was able to rise and become as successful as he is now . He fought hard for his life and for his family .

" Hans . You don't know at that time I was just as bad as you . My heart was completely broken back then until I met you . I don't know why I feel that you are the soul mate God sent me . That is why I dare to promise you that . It used to be that after I made such a promise with you and parted with you back then, my heart was like it was missing something . I once asked if you would remember the promise I made? will you come to me and take that promise? but I didn't expect too much . If indeed you are my soul mate then without me seeking even you will come looking for me because God has outlined it . I think about you every day first, I think about how you are . You're afraid you're thinking short and doing something dangerous . But when we were reunited back then 'I already felt a sense of comfort like the feeling of meeting you the first time . I'm grateful that you still remember that promise Hans . Though at that time I was even indifferent to you but you can patiently convince me . And I finally realized that my heart had fallen on you long ago . You know when I was dating Pras? I didn't think about it much . I myself was confused back then because Pras was my lover but my feelings were not that deep . Maybe when I saw Hans I felt sad because I just didn't think he could beat me up like that . When I parted with Hans I felt normal, maybe my sadness because I had been in a relationship with him for almost a year . That's why I feel sad . but not a sense of loss . Until the moment you were present back by my side, I felt relieved then . You who fought hard assured me that you were truly sincere to me . I'm just like you, Hans, I felt love at our first meeting . It's just that I didn't think too much about it back then because you don't necessarily remember me either . But you who are currently sitting next to me, I am so grateful Hans . Finally I can be put together with a man who loves and appreciates me so much . You are the best man for me Hans . Thanks for everything Hans . I love you .. "

" we are now united, dear . We will not be separated anymore . Only death can separate us . I love you too, dear . Loving you long ago , now , even forever . Don't be sad baby, everything is fine now . I will always be by your side . "

Oh my god .. I am happy today . Thank you for everything you have given . Whether it's this ordeal or happiness, thank God for giving me this precious man . "

Finally Hans wiped my tears and invited me to return to the villa because we were going back to the city . Hans kept holding my hand as if he didn't want to part with me . I also held Hans hand . I'll never leave you whatever your circumstances Hans . I promise .