Of mine...
Episode 22

It's been a few days I've been trying to avoid Hans . Given this moment Hans must also be thinking about his best friend . Actually I was angry not because his best friend came back, but I was angry because Hans tried to cover it from me . I feel like Hans can't fully open up to me yet .

I've been thinking about Hans all night even though I tried to avoid him . I'm still worried if Hans thinks I'm a selfish woman or something . I'm just afraid Hans will leave me because his beloved friend is back . Why do I always think that way ? hans promised me that he would never leave me . We will soon be married . I should have understood Hans . I decided to go over to Hans and ask him to speak . But when I got to Hans' door I heard Hans talking to someone on the phone .

" I don't want to know, anyway you guys should be able to find him back . Let me know if you find him . "

It seems like Hans was very worried about his best friend . I decided to go back to my room, but suddenly Hans' door opened .

" dear, how come just in front ? why not just go in ? sorry to make you wait a long time . " .

Hans then hugged me and took me into his room .

" Come on in, baby . What do you have in the middle of the night to go to my room ? kangen I yes hehe .. " . Hans tried to dilute the atmosphere that felt tense .

" Hans . I want to ask you something . But you have to answer honestly, right ? if you're lying it means you've never been serious about me .

" Dear I promise I'll be honest with you . What do you want to ask, darling ? " .

I ventured to ask about Hans's best friend . I'd rather ask that now than keep thinking about it and make me think no .

" Truthfully the same me, the woman at the cafe yesterday who was Hans ? I hope you can be honest with me Hans . I won't be angry whatever your explanation . I just wish you could open up with me . Because I already consider you to be my husband Hans . So never hide anything from me even if it hurts . "

I saw clearly Hans like he was confused by the question I asked him .

" He was the most precious friend first . He died in an accident . He was a precious friend to me . I didn't think he was alive . Though the first news was clearly he had died because of a car accident . "

" Do you love her ? "

" That was baby . Now he's just my past . I already have you . We are also getting married soon . I will never turn to anyone but you . Do you think I'll leave you ? "

" I'm just afraid of Hans . He is your first love . I realized that first love would be very hard to forget . So I asked like this to you . I was just afraid you'd leave me . "

Hans suddenly hugged me tightly . Hans warm embrace makes me comfortable, I try to get rid of those bad thoughts .

" don't think no dear . He was just my best friend back then, and you are my future . I will not let go of my future just because my past is back . I have promised you and I will never break my promise . You are the only woman I want to marry . There is nothing else dear . So don't think about the bad stuff . Just think about our marriage and our future . We will live together forever . "

" Yes, dear . I promise I won't think strange anymore . I'm so afraid you left me Hans . "

" Wouldn't love . I promised your late father that I would look after and make you happy as well as your mother . I will never hurt your father and mother especially your heart . "

" Thank you Hans . I love you so much . "

" I love you too, dear . "

Hans took me to bed in his bed and Hans kissed me right away . I also responded to Hans' kiss . Then Hans let go of his kiss and told me to sleep in his room .

" Sleep quickly dear . Sleep here with me . Later we will also sleep together . Now sleep is malem . Tomorrow I'll take you for a walk as we buy rings for our wedding . "

Finally I did not sleep long in Hans' arms . It was so comfortable to sleep in Hans' arms . Not long Hans also slept . I think we are like husband and wife .