Old Love Is Back
CLBK2_ DID NOT EXPECT

We can only plan, but if God were to devise a scenario, then in any way we would encounter the unexpected. God's plan will be more beautiful than our plan.

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Zen adtya adam

I am a man who is said to be brengse* and I do not deny it, I am not a hypocrite to show to the temple good to get a woman. With a thin smile on my lips I can get any woman I want.

I'm an arrogant man from small even now. I don't know the name of love or affection, even I just make women as the same toys need each other.

But there is a girl who can steal my heart without me knowing, a beautiful girl with all her innocence, her kindness that keeps me trapped with her name of love. My stupidity alone that made all her destroyed, for the first time I was injured with women, for the first time also I was crazy with the girl who is now a beautiful woman.

I saw her again for the first time in a star hotel I had, and she introduced a man as her fiance, and it hurt me a second time.

“ I am late if this man is indeed his fiancee.” I said in my heart at that time.

Because of the stupidity of his fiancee that made me and him have to be in touch until now. Last afternoon I accidentally came to his company and I revealed all my feelings to him but with the words that he said made me disappointed, a zen adtya adam is rejected raw today. I'm so sorry about all this.

I can not deny that the paper that has been torn will not be able to be arranged again, the wounded heart will not heal easily, he said, but I think these 8 years of pain was gone but no, the pain was still evident in every word of his and the eyes were still in love with me I was sure of what I saw.

“ anything I will do to get my woman.however malik way, you have to help me.” my oceh in a half drunkenness.

“ young master do not drink again, you are drunk.” said malik with a heart so that his young master is not angry anymore.

“ agghhhh.”

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“ hahaha women who once refused me to mumble him, ana I love, my love.” my rag.

“ sorry miss ana please help me to calm my young master.”and once I was unconscious, I heard a malik voice that contacted a person named ana, he said, and I don't remember anything after that.

I woke up from my sleep with a very dizzy head and first I opened my eyes which saw was the face of my assistant malik who was also asleep on the long sofa.

“ did I dream last night, that malik contacted ana, but where is he now.” My words make malik wake up.

“ hmm.. Where is ana?, not her you last night like contacting her.”

“ sorry mister miss did not come, so I am the one who led you to the apartment.” replied malik with fear.

I did not think that Ana did not want to see me at all even a little, what hurt she felt could change her personality that is good to everyone. And today my mood was so bad that everything I saw seemed wrong, even the mosquitoes in my eyes were wrong.

Prov anatsya nugroho

I never thought that I would meet the man I had forgotten all along, the man who had scratched the wound in my heart until now. I tried to forget her and she came by begging to get back together with her, with a word of love that she always said to all her women.

For the first time to meet at a star hotel, he was with a client that I also know, while I was with my fiancee when I was, because bodo* he led me to a debt of gratitude.

“ what should I do, this wound is now back again with an offer to heal it but the wound is still a wound that can not be healed directly..” I said quietly after the incident he kissed me.

At night a man named Malik called me and asked me to come. “ I can't come I'm busy so don't bother me anymore.”

I immediately ended the phone and immediately blocked all of our access to contact. “ I have to bear, I can not be mushy, I can withstand this feeling.. 8 years I can why it is so hard now.”

Sometimes I still curse myself, that I still bodo* because I still love men who leave a big wound in my heart. I do not want to reopen the paper that I have buried, even if I open it, the paper will not be clean and whole again.

I hate her but not completely, I love her more and love her but to come back with her painful shadow is what I need to be ready to mature. Because a relationship if there is no trust is the same as a person looking for a needle in the fingers.

I think this is all a fate that has been written for us, if he and I were deliberately found and then dropped, I would be difficult to accept him as my partner.

“ a cash bet to get close to me.” said that word always fills my brain with a lot of arguments that I don't want to hear anymore.

I hated him with all his ugly qualities, but I also loved him with all his gentle natures. If our destiny is indeed united I hope this wound can be healed.

As far as I run away and even hide, when God puts us together then in any way we will remain united.