Old Love Is Back
Is This a Dream

Pov tsya

This morning I woke up feeling so anxious and frightened that I just stared at the sky room without daring to move in the slightest.

“ whatever happens later I will accept god, but please do not give us false hope.” My prayer this morning as soon as I get up and get out of my bed.

I immediately went into the bathroom, by carrying a cell phone inside. Calling my secretary to make an appointment with a doctor at one of the hospitals.

“ why carry a phone into the bathroom, what you hide from me dear.” I only fell silent when my husband accused me of what I could not do.

“ hubby you accused me?” I said with a challenge to his eyes.

“ I've only been scared since last night.”

“ what are you afraid of and what is your fear relationship with you accusing me?” I crossed my arms across my chest by standing looking at my husband who in the morning had asked me to argue.

Zen finally stood up from his seat, approached me who was leaning against the wall by challenging his eyes. “ first you stopped our activities last night and secondly you took the phone into the bathroom and this is for the first time..” jeez what every man always pay attention to every woman's gestures.

“ but I didn't do anything, I was keeping a cell phone just to call my secretary to make an appointment with a doctor, if you don't believe you can check it..” I gave you my phone and he wouldn't pick it up and instead looked at me with a question mark.

“ baby don't scare me, please. Why are you so mysterious, why am I so hard to guess you.” what is on this man's mind. Oh, my God, this makes me even more anxious.

“ hubby you will know later if we have checked, now get ready we will go to the hospital.” I set foot, I leave my foot, sit on my dressing table and I see zen still silent there. “ let's take a shower, what are you waiting for hubby.” I told him quickly.

‘ what he really thinks, especially me why should he be afraid, even I am afraid to make you disappointed. Jeez this complicates, why even I who dizzy’ my inner turbulent about all this.

But whatever I wish everything was true, I always expected the figure of a tiny baby that was in my stomach and not a disease that was lodged there. I hope what I expected all this time will be accomplished. I hope that happiness comes today.

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" excuse me for wanting to see doctor Ani." I immediately told the receptionist on guard. Zen looked at me with a worried look.

" who am I talking to?"

" tsya and zen."

" please wait a moment nyoya tsya, I will confirm first with doctor ani.." and I nodded my head, then invite zen to sit between the seats which are also many people in line.

" come on baby say something, at least give me a little information so that my heart is calm.." zen keep forcing.

" hubby's in a minute." I assure you.

Actually I was also afraid of all this, I was afraid this was only one of the effects after the surgery, I was also anxious, but I was trying to hold everything back. Don't give us hard hope.

I always pray that everything is right, that little baby is in my womb, that baby makes us happy, not a disease that will drown us in a protracted sadness.

" good morning nyoya tsya and mr. zen, how are you.." Ani doctor who greeted us immediately when we both entered his room and sat there.

" good doctor." answered me with a smile.

" doctor.. I'm a month late, or two months I'm a little bit over my period.." I spoke frankly.

" have you checked it?"

" no doc, I'm scared. Or it's a minor post-surgery side effect." I hope the answer is no or anything important isn't an illness.

" let me check first to be more sure."

" my doctor please explain first, don't make me anxious, from last night I've been anxious." zen prevented us when we were about to do the examination.

" be calm, sir, I will examine it to be clearer."

I immediately lay down on a small bad, with doctor Ani sitting next to her sitting there was a small screen, while zen held my hand, by squeezing her a little.

The doctor meticulously looked at the screen, with a device swiped around my stomach using a cold gel.

My mind raged, because the doctet was still silent saying nothing. The doctor smiled only.

" mister nyoya look at this.." our eyes immediately looked at the monitor with a fearful squeeze. "this is your nyoya's uterine pouch, and this is your fetus, your fertilization is successful, you are successful, congratulations nyoya you hami.." his words made me stare at me zen with tears dripping.

" hubby I'm pregnant.. We're gonna have a kid."

Zen hugged me tightly, his tears dripping down my shoulder, I knew he was happy very happy, because this is what we hoped, the presence of a tiny baby figure that would add to the perfection of our house.

Accept God's love you let us feel like we have a baby. Receive love you trust us to be parents.

I will guard it with my heart, I will guard it with my life God. I'd do anything for the baby I expected.

Our happiness is now perfect when there is a small figure in my womb. Whatever gender we'll accept.

It's all like a dream, a dream so beautiful, but if it's a dream I don't want to wake up from this dream, but I open my eyes and feel something in my stomach that's so happy.

I looked at my husband who was also no less happy, he was happy, very happy.I hope this happiness will be forever like this.

We found happiness after waiting too long. And this waiting leads us to happiness. Although there should be a fight at first.

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Stop by also in a bad woman yes, the story contains adult foes, who are underage first move aside, later the author in your mother's temper, who has a husband please in her husband's swinging, who knows your wild thoughts still work hahaha,

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