Old Love Is Back
CLBK2_ Like Water

Marriage is a difficult thing to build, we must have a strong foundation so that our house does not easily collapse just like that. Marriage is a happy thing when married couples understand each other and understand each other's desires.

Every marriage wants a baby who makes our family perfect. The little baby that will enliven our family, the baby's embankment that we will want to hear. But sometimes everyone is difficult to have offspring, with various factors or constraints.

Anatsya adam pov

I may have been so happy when I was edited by the man I loved so much, zen adtya adam was my husband, the man I loved a long time ago, although there used to be men who could steal my attention, but zen remained in my heart, they had their own place in my heart that I could not say.

My marriage wasn't perfect, the party we had called had to fail because of the abduction of my ex-husband's close friend, but it's over and I don't want to talk about it.

Over time, it did not feel like my marriage had been almost 5 months long, as time increased also our love seemed to grow quickly, love each other, fear each other to lose. And her ridiculousness is that she's always jealous of people I can't possibly be tempted by. I won't leave her, that's my promise.

But whether he'll stand by me or not if he knows my flaws. Tonight after we're done doing our heatstroke, I'm aware of his field chest, he said, by playing my fingers on his chest.

“ dear are you still belom no sign of pregnancy.” zen question makes me close my eyes, try as calm as possible to respond to her.

“ belom..” answer me briefly.

“ do we need to see a doctor to check sayan.”

“ no.”

“ why?”

“ I still want us to enjoy our newlyweds hubby, not five months is still too fast if we have to program pregnant.” replied me with as quiet as possible, but if there's a father here he'll know that I'm shaking.

“ but I'm afraid you're alone, so if we have a baby you won't be alone at home baby and you can stop working.”

“ I still want to be like this hubby, not her I don't want to have children from you, but I want us to enjoy our newly married period..” answer me by returning to my pillow.

I know that zen realized my change of attitude. “ did I hurt your heart dear?”

“ no..” answered me briefly and turned his back.

“ sorry if I offended you dear.”

“ I'm okay hubby, I'm just sleepy, sleep tomorrow we have to work not.” I'm looking for an excuse to miss the chat that hurt my heart.

“ alright, good night dear. I love you.” said by kissing my back and I didn't answer.

I tried to close my eyes with a troubled mind, I tried to think anything, all the risks I had to take when all this was revealed. I felt my stomach on the right, feeling something untidy there.

“ only 10%.” own dialogue with my heart.

“ what should I do, what should I tell my husband when he keeps asking about my content.”

“ will he remain with me, or will he turn away from me or even leave me.” I said inwardly by observing his handsome face that was asleep. I turned my back to stare at her peaceful sleeping face.

“ you want a successor hubby, I hope one day you can find the perfect woman, if you have divorced me. But for now let me enjoy the time to be your wife first..” I who speak in the heart shed tears.

Which woman does not want to be perfect, to be a good wife, to give birth to their child safely, to feel the struggle of motherhood, to be a good wife, who does not want to be like that but what I am is only a human who does not escape the word imperfect.

I'd give up anything someday if he chose to leave me, he wouldn't want to hang on with a woman who can't give birth. I'll leave if he asks me to leave, that's my promise to myself.

“ hubby I love you, but sorry I can't give you what you want, you know my heart hurts when you always say you want to have a child from me, my heart seems to be pierced with a knife when you always say you want to hold a small baby on your side.” I said slowly and touched his cheek.

“ sorry, just an apology I can say hubby.”

“ if there is a way that I can conceive your child then I will do hubby.” connect me again by closing my eyes.

Because I was too tired to dialogue alone, I slept in my sleep, even though I wasn't completely asleep. I'd better talk to my dad about this.

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Every manuasia no one is perfect yes gaes, but all return to the power, if the power has said then all will happen.

Do not be bullied yes dear, we make tsya and zen struggle to have a child, from the beginning of the story is easy no trials, we love a little problem, not heavy kok affection, from the beginning of the story, that's easy.

We see from the side that is dissected, if the first novel is a perfect elmas figure, if the second is a figure of tsya that is so firm, so, brave but on the other hand he is also fragile when discussed about his womb.as strong as his strong woman he will still have a fragile and weak nature.

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