Om Pamungkas
I love you

" To the doctor nggih mbak." said mak Karso smearing Ratih's back with eucalyptus oil.

It was already late at night when Ratih woke up from his sleep, his eyes looked so swollen, and his face was still pale.

" I don't want to sleep in the hospital.. It's not good." replied Ratih slowly.

" then eat yes.. Let it not hurt any more..

That's mak make vegetable asem equal mendol fried.. His favorite is sampean, dipping it in dry fry.."

Trained shakes,

" Want soy milk only mak.. It's cold." said Ratih.

" Yes, I'll get you first." mak Karso fixed Ratih's clothes, then immediately walked out.

Outside mak Karso approached Pamungkas who slept in the living room from noon.

" God, I've woken up. Ratihnya.. Ask for soy milk, his body has been smeared all with eucalyptus oil, hopefully improving.." Finally nodded,

" thank you mak.." said Pamungkas while sitting.

After Mak Karso left, the sound of Hendra's car entered the garage.

Soon heard the sound of footsteps entering the house.

" How about Ratih Om? He said he vomited because of Rangin who was brought now?" asked Hendra to sit not far from Pamungkas.

" Yes, when it was his favorite cake began SD.." replied Pamungkas lethargic.

" If you vomit later tonight again we take it to the doctor again." said hendra, said,

" i want to, but we see the development tonight," replied Pamungkas still lethargic.

" It's so lethargic Om?, let's eat.. I haven't eaten this yet.."

" you eat first, I'm not feeling well." replied Pamungkas lay his body back on the sofa.

One small bottle of soy milk was exhausted, mak karso and Ana were happy to see it.

" Nah, so.. Let's healthy.. If you want young coconut.. It was your husband's afternoon who bought it.." Ana offers,

Trained shakes,

" No ma, already full. "his answer was to break down again.

" Make tired yes, mak can rest." said Ratih to mak Karso, Mak,

" not tired.. Ratih's mom wants another foot massage?"

" Ndak mak. mak just rest.. Mama too, come out.. Train to go to sleep again.."

Hearing that, Ana and mak Karso naturally nodded, and then left.

Half an hour later Pamungkas rose from the fall, he was already anxious to see his wife from earlier, but hearing Adi's words, he restrained himself, but still..

It had started the night and he had to sleep in the room.

" Go in Pam, sleep next to your wife." said Ana when she walked into the kitchen to drink a glass of water.

" Yes this does want to enter mbak." replied Pamungkas slowly, then walked through the living room and towards the room where his wife occupied.

With a heart he opened the door of the room, then closed it again,

It was seen that his wife was asleep.

At exactly midnight, sayup sayup Pamungkas heard a small crying sound.

against his drowsiness and in his eyes open, in his way the origin of the sound of crying.

What a surprise he did not see his wife lying next to him.

The man woke up, his eyes surrounded the room, Ratih was not there.

Finally listening carefully to the origin of the sound, it turns out that the sound came from the bathroom.

With a swift rise and walk to the bathroom, in the door of the bathroom that is not locked.

" That..??" Finally found his wife squatting in the corner of the bathroom crying.

" why? Vomiting again?? which one is sick??" ask Pamungkas to squat, too,

Ratih did not answer, he rejected the hands of the last who tried to wipe his tears.

The only thing that looks like that is actually inexhaustible, for the entire life of Ratih never treated him like this.

Verily this woman from childhood is very obedient to the bottom.

He sighed, adding to his patience,

" At least wake up.. Later you even catch a cold, it's cold.." The final voice soft.

but Ratih did not rise, either,

" Of course, if you don't want to get up, then I won't wake up either." said Pamungkas leaning against the bathroom wall.

Stared at his wife, again he tried to caress his wife but returned to his face, after denying Pamungkas Ratih got up and walked out of the bathroom.

The woman sat on the bed with the rest of her mouth.

He finally got up, following his wife's steps.

With a slow but definite step, he sat down next to his wife.

" How much do you hate me?" his voice was still soft, there was no anger there.

Ratih remained silent, however,

" It's time we spoke correctly." added Pamungkas, he did not care even though he did not get an answer, which is clear.. It was time to talk, though he did not know exactly what his wife was feeling.

" I'm sorry.." The ultimate voice this time made Ratih look at him, but soon trained to throw his gaze back, for some reason.

" I'm sorry if during my time as a husband, there were things I didn't understand and hurt you..

I don't know what you really feel..

And you suffered..

But I was obviously hurt with every tear that fell..

I really don't understand what's going on and what you're thinking..

I'm sorry, I'm sorry for being such a stupid husband..

But.." haven't finished talking yet, anyway,

" Have you apologized? If you have gone away..

I hate.." sizzled Ratih,

Degs...

Finally heard clearly the end of Ratih's sentence even though it was very slow.

Now that his face was turning pale, the conversation he hoped would end well, was like this.

He knew that Ratih repeatedly denied his touch, but he did not think that there would be a word of hate coming out of Ratih's mouth.

" Hate.. Hate why? Hate who..?" ask her with a trembling voice.

" Do you hate me, Rat???" he asked, not believing what he had heard.

" I hate it.. I hate everything! Even my circumstances!" reply Ratih with frustrated eyes,

in her own tears.

I was silent, long enough, though,

Dominated himself, collected back his determination.

" Ratih.." The husky voice arrived,

" I don't know what my mistake was, so the word hate was thrown out of your mouth.."

" i.." Finally stopped, it seems like he was really shaken by the word Ratih said.

How can the woman he loves..

He gathered his strength back to talk.

" Whether you hate me, whatever you hate your circumstances,

Please.. Keep your content good..

Not because you're uncomfortable with me, though,

Not because you hate this situation, and then you waste your life making yourself sick.

He is Rat's blessing..

For you for me..

do not waste what God has given us,

It's not only my son, but your son as well." said Pamungkas as loud as possible.

" Just be honest.. I'm so worried..

I'm not very confident either..

And now it's all happening, though,

don't hate the child in your stomach just because of me..

If he's blocking your hopes and ideals, let me take care of him myself..

I won't make it difficult for you, whatever it is.. I will support you, though,

Even.." Finally came to a standstill, the words that were really unyielding to him, maybe he should finally say for the sake of his wife's happiness, he said,

he was no longer able to see Ratih depressed and tormented.

" Even...

even..

If the worst happens..

If..

you asked for farewell because you couldn't live with me anymore,

i'm..

I'll try to grant it..

Just so you're happy and not tormented like this anymore..

Is correct..

And if,

you still want to get back to Arga,

Alright..

Although not willing,

I'll try to let it go, too.." Finally trembling, it never occurred to him a farewell, but if it was the best.. He'll try to do it.

While Ratih, who had been silent earlier, his tears poured out loud without a sound.

Her heart was so sick to hear the words of the Ultimate, let alone her husband to say goodbye, the more Rest assured Ratih that this is only the ultimate reason to immediately part with her.

" Sepah mas say?" Pati opened his mouth,

" I or the real mas want it?"

" You mean??" Just confused, though,

" The way you speak is so soft and touching, if only people heard it, then they would think that I am the jerk as a wife..!" tears kept coming down from the corner of Ratih's eyes

" so from the beginning, farewell goal mas?!"

" Ratiha?? Listen to me, you don't understand my sentence correctly, instead I want it, no! But if you want to go back to Arga.."

" that's enough!" cut Ratih, cut,

" don't bring Arga! He has nothing to do with me..!" strict Ratih.

" What makes you this way about me? what have I done that you hate me so much now?" Finally, he remained patient even though he was still confused with his wife.

" We make a deal, the child I bear, I will take good care of, if it is indeed the separation that I hope yes already, it will facilitate your steps to marry now right."

Jederr!

Like in a lightning strike,

Finally stunned, long enough, his eyes stared pusar towards his wife who was still sobbing sobs.

Unbelieving what he heard, she asked again,

" married to whom did you say Rat??"

" with this, I want to separate from me and marry now, right?!" answer me with tears growing.

" O my God..????!" said the last one in disbelief,

" what demon possessed your mind, Ratih?? can you usually think that I am capable of such a dirty thing??!!" unequivocally.

" demons? I'm the one who thinks dirty??" stare at Ratih in disbelief, though,

" yes! Of course your mind is dirty!

How can you make up the beautiful that I have a relationship with sekar?!" Now the angry one.

" I'm making beautiful?? I'm not stupid mas, I can also see clearly?!"

" then what do you see clearly?!"

" you're always so close to now!"

" i have an interest in him, not because I like him?!"

" it's bullshit, I'm not blind mas, you always smile wide when he comes?!"

" god.. Making up again, I always smile with people I know?!"

" It's mas! I'll give up! Let me take care of my own son.."

" it's delicious! That's my son too! Giving up, giving up what? Nothing is up for grabs here!" The whole rage,

" are you misunderstanding?!" Pamungkas Strict.

" do you not want to admit yet? You're right.."

" confess what? Tell me? What am I supposed to admit? I never turned away from you?!"

" didn't you think I knew that you went out with him and bought a ring?! and that ring he bought, that one he was wearing, wasn't it?!!" ratih's anger is no longer contained, whether his voice comes out or not he no longer cares.

As in the flush of gallon-gallon ice water, the whole was dumbfounded, his eyes bulging, his eyes glaring,

it was incredible the imagination of his wife he thought, well it is true that he drove Sekar, but it was not as Ratih imagined.

But he finally knew where this big misunderstanding was coming from.

" It still wants to avoid la.hbbb" has not finished Ratih talk, finally smother his mouth.

" Have you been content to make it beautiful? Now it's my turn to speak," said Pamungkas after a long sigh.

" If I explain, you'll be ashamed..

But I still have to explain it so you understand my wife's real situation." said Pamungkas calmly.

The two stared at each other, Ratih with his eyes still wet, and Finally with the look of the eyes that had been calm, like all tangled threads had been outlined for him.

" Hear me well good.. Remember every word I say..

L'm.. Your husband's.. Indeed went to drive now.. But we're in the jewelry store not both, but three with Hendra, and,

Why three with hendra? Because it was he who bought the ring.. So it wasn't your husband who bought the ring.

so obviously, I only recommend a good jewelry store for them, though,

It was the jewelry store where I bought our wedding rings first,

I don't know who saw me there, which obviously Hendra had to go to the toilet at the time, because it's possible you're saying I'm both alone." obviously, Pamungkas still has not lowered his hand that smothered his wife's mouth.

" that's why I asked the devil what got into your mind so you could think that dirty..

Hendra and Sekar are in a relationship, and they are on their way to marriage,

They've tied themselves to each other, they're,

And indeed this week the two were ready to tell their relationship to the extended family, but you arrived sick and unstable, so he should undo it and wait for you to recover."

Ratih's eyes stared at the Unbelieved, in disbelief,

" It's clear?" ask the end while lowering his hand from Ratih's mouth.

" It's impossible.." Ratih shakes in disbelief,

" Shendra is always open to me, if this is true, why am I not told??" Ratih still really doesn't believe it, though,

" It's because of a request now, sekar said he was ashamed of you, and just wanted their relationship to be opened when Hendra was really decided to get married," explained Pamungkas as clear as possible.

" If you still don't believe it, then,

Next week Rafael and his wife will come here, visit us all formally acquainted with your mother's father.."

Ratih still can't digest her husband said,

" A minute.so, so, uh,

you have nothing to do with sekar?

And.. Will she be my sister-in-law??" ask Ratih with the rest of her tears.

Finally nodded,

" you want me to wake Hendra up? And bring him here to explain it to you?" Finally got up from his seat intending to go out and wake Hendra up.

" Don't?!" Trainy pulled the last hand,

How could Ratih let Hendra know of this kind of shameful thing,

If it is true, his brother and now..

He was really jealous, blind,

suddenly, Ratih's face was hot with shame, the woman was downcast for a long time, making Pamungkas shake his head while astonished.

" I'm sorry mas.." said Ratih after a long bow,

that pale face, now blushing red with shame, now his mind was beginning to open, and,

Why now often to this house, why he also often to the workshop, it turns out not to meet her husband, but to meet her brother and he is getting closer to this family.

" God.." lamented Ratih inwardly, he closed his eyes so shamefully.

" I've removed it, you'll be embarrassed if you know." said Pamungkas to his wife who is still closed, it was,

touching her chin and then gently tucking it.

" So what now?" ask me, after the second look long, then,

" what?" ask Ratih blankly,

" said you hate, you hate,

hates me, hates your situation?" ask Endungkas back seriously, he still can not forget the word said Ratih that made his heart fall and limp it.

" that... That's because I thought you betrayed me." replied Ratih brickly,

" really? Not because it's been interfering with your path with arga?"

" My way with Arga? Now the one who made it beautiful??"

" i'm not making up, but the guy's like a leech, he's always ruining our good times, how do you know you still love him?"

" don't say that again?! How long will I be suspected?? I don't want to talk about him!" ratih said annoyed, the accusations about Arga are endless.

" why? Laughingly? If she doesn't cheat then you don't have to marry your mom, right?" He still doubts his wife's feelings.

" huss!!" now it was Ratih who had silenced his mouth, but what was the power of such a small hand, the ultimate easily got rid of him.

" huss what? Didn't you, you were originally forced to marry me?"

" in the beginning." replied Ratih slowly,

" but not now." added Ratih quickly,

" just be right, Rat, be honest..

mumpung we are talking from heart to heart, m as bitter as anything I will accept, I will accept,

Although I have to hold it half dead." said Pamungkas strengthen themselves.

Ratih shook his head firmly,

" no, I never thought about Arga for a second, let alone after.." Train stopped,

" After what? Say?" Finally curious.

" After the mas who was still my om, suddenly kissed me at the sarangan.." replied Ratih with his face that began to fresh, and his feelings had stabilized, somehow he arrived to improve.

Finally, not expecting his wife's answer, he could not even hold back his smile,

" in the sieve?" ask the manager,

" yes.. From that moment the nephew began to think about his om,

But his cowardly om instead went and was irresponsible,"

Hearing that Finally again could not help his happy smile.

" so now..?" ask Pamungkas still not relieved, but,

" so now of course I love you.. I love you om me, who is also my husband." said Ratih made the ultimate soar, his face filled with the veil of happiness.

This was a sentence he had never imagined and expected, but now he had it.

" Is that really Rat.. You love me.. ? Really love me?" ask the question like an affirmation, though,

And Ratih nodded, a definite nod.

Seeing the nod, Pamungkas grabbed his wife's hand, kissed her.

" I love you too Rat..

Maybe even more." said Pamungkas while hugging Ratih and kissed his wife's forehead many times.

This is a blessing for the ultimate, there is nothing more beautiful than the declaration of love from his wife who is pregnant with his child.

Happiness enveloped the two, and all misunderstandings, faded right then and there.

So the story of Ratih and finally, thank you for reading it.