Om Pamungkas
pensively

Coming down from the stairs, he had his backpack with him.

" Have you been?" ask Hendra who's been waiting downstairs, please,

Finally nodded,

" Pam's heart, let me know when it's here." said his brother, said,

" yes, I'm healthy too..

I'll probably be home next month, mas.."

" yes, you have a lot to do with Hendra..",

He kissed Adi and Ana's hand,

" where's Ratih?" tanya did not see Ratih since morning.

" He was in the kitchen, I don't know what he was cooking, spicy food.I got lazy to the kitchen because of the pungent smell of chili.." Ana complains.

" Let me say goodbye to him, ma'am..",

Finally walking towards the Kitchen, and sure enough, Ratih was busy stirring something in the pot.

" Rat.." call Pamungkas closer,

Ratih did not answer, nor did he turn around even though he heard the ultimate voice.

" Of Pamit Rat.." He was standing right behind Ratih.

" There is no need to tell me, go." Ratih's voice.

Finally aware of the attitude of ketus Ratih it because of his actions last night,

" Next you don't have to say goodbye and talk to me, so just go."

Imbuh Ratih is still in the same tone.

" Stop Ratih, what if both your parents hear that?" the ultimate Kalem voice.

" What's why? let them know his sister's angel-like behavior!"

" Husse.." Finally turning Ratih's body to turn to look at him.

" What should I explain to Ratih, I can only apologize,

I want you to live well.I hope you get a man who will not disappoint you again..

I'm like that because I'm worried about you,

but I don't know what kind of worry it is.." The sound of the ultimate voice, lirih,

" What kind of shit are you saying? I'm not a child, I'm a woman who's been married,

I know exactly what the touch om means to me?!"

" hold your voice, Ratih?"

" it's a coward.."

Finally frozen to hear the words of Ratih, his jaw hardened holding back his feelings.

" Om angry? shouldn't I be the one who's angry?" Ratih is really cynical.

" What are you talking about?" tanya Ana arrived at the kitchen, already in the kitchen,

sontak Pamungkas retreated and moved away from Ratih.

" No, I'm already saying goodbye, so I'd better leave now.." Finally moving on, passing from the kitchen immediately.

After returning to his place of service, he never calmed down,

his mind was filled with the Radih day by day.

The heat was hotter than usual,

Sit quietly in his office,

he looked unsettled, his mind unable to focus.

From hour to hour, he simply looked out the window with a heavy sigh.

" What are you doing?" frans asked who had noticed it, of course Frans was disturbed by the look and sighs he had heard.

" i'm thinking a lot." replied Pamungkas who was sitting lazily in his chair.

" It must be your niece." guess Frans, smiling at a glance,

" ahh.. I don't know.." said Pamungkas immediately closed his eyes,

as soon as his nephew was mentioned, Ratih's face immediately flashed,

considering how wild he was that night,

" I've been saying since a year ago, what you've done is unnatural..

it must be the impulse of your deepest feelings." Frans commented,

" feel..what feeling?" Finally still closed his eyes, he was not able to repel the shadow of Ratih who passed by at will.

" Eh, you're crazy huh.. You've finished your nephew's lips it's still you ask what feelings?" Frans throws the book on the table into the chest of the ultimate, until the ultimate is surprised and opens his eyes.

" I don't know what kind of feeling this is?!" firmly, Pamungkas took the open thrown by Frans earlier and put it back on the table.

"i'm confused, though,

he's my nephew Frans..?" he said it again in a lower tone.

" You're not related to Pam's blood.."

" but still, I was raised by that family,

it doesn't feel right to return their favor this way?" his voice sounded frustrated.

" you don't lack anything Pam,"

" no. without that family I'm nothing.." Not only frustrated, but he also felt completely wrong.

" ah. You're still unconscious..

you're not young Pam, anymore,"

" my age therefore makes everything more impossible." he lamented more and more.

Finally downcast for a moment, then throw his gaze into the field outside the window, I don't know what he saw, which obviously he did not want to look at Frans.

" He's returning your touch?" tanya Frans arrived,

" i don't know.he resigned every time I kissed him," replied Pamungkas still watching out for anything outside the window.

" He could have refused, but why not resist?"

" maybe it's because I'm her?" answer quickly, for only that answer is answered.

Frans laughed at that, of course,

" She's a grown woman now, you can't assume she's a child anymore..?"

" of course she's a grown woman, she's a widow now.and that makes me was.." the 36-year-old does look uneasy every time Ratih tells the frans.

" what is scaring you?"

" i don't know.." Still confused, though,

" she's young and beautiful, teach her if I'm afraid she's chosen the wrong way back." she added in a fretful voice.

Frans laughed at the final answer, though,

" You're usually smart, but now you're stupid..

that's a man's worry, not an om's?!" Frans laughed again, even louder.

Finally, the assertive and intelligent suddenly become stupid, just because of the feeling, it makes Frans really shake his head.

" Silence you francs, I don't want others to hear it.." Endungkas' face sour, he was annoyed for a long time too.

" I don't know, even though this year and a half I've really warned myself,

don't let that confusing thing happen again,

but I did repeat it, even worse..!" Finally furious at himself, covered his face with his palms, which he felt only confused and embarrassed.

But he cannot hide his own confusion,

in the office, the franc is the most relaxed and can keep a secret, the,

therefore he did not hesitate to tell his experience there was a franc.

" If you don't have the courage to confess your feelings,

you better take the commander's offer.." Frans' advice made Pamungkas pensive for a moment,

" you mean?" ask her then after waking up from her pangs,

" of course married the commander's daughter, the,

not in Java there is a word tresno what is it?"

" tresno jalaran soko kulino.."

" well.it.." Frans grimacing,

" isn't that a runaway??" ask Pamungkas with a frown and an unpleasant feeling.