Om Pamungkas
bad guy

Arga could not help his longing feelings, even though he had been warned by Pamungkas he still wanted to see Ratih from a distance.

During the week, on different days, Arga monitored Ratih from a distance. From noon, until Ratih came home from the cafe.

" Mr.." call Rama to Ratih who has boarded the bike, then,

" From yesterday the day after, I saw the man standing there looking at his mother,

What are the bad guys?" Rama makes Ratih look left right.

True, as big as a male figure was seen, yet it quickly disappeared behind the alley.

" Why did you just say Ram?" ask Ratih,

" i wasn't prejudiced at first, but how many times he kept going,

I am afraid of the bad guys lurking around." said Rama.

" Let me pick up the ultimate mas, mbak, I'm worried?"

" no need.. later call me, if I haven't arrived at home at the usual hour and don't pick up your phone, you call my husband?"

" good mbak.." Rama nodded doubtfully, but he let his boss pass from the cafe with his bike.

Along the way Ratih's feelings are not calm,

A black motorized man followed him.

Scared, Ratih stopped in front of an ATK store and immediately picked up her HP, wanting to contact her husband.

But the man who followed him from that moment stopped, and quickly grabbed Ratih's hand.

" It's me??!" Arga unlocked his full face helmet.

Ratih was astonished, he did not expect that the man was Arga.

The usually bright and well-groomed male looked darker in skin, his body also looked thinner.

Men who rarely use this bike arrived on the bike, therefore Ratih did not expect at all.

" I have no intention of evil." said Arga releasing Ratih's hand and retreated his heart.

" You.." Train stammered, for some reason his eyes glazed with glass, a strange feeling pervaded him.

" I just wanted to see you from afar, but seeing you scared I had to meet you.." Arga gives understanding.

" Aren't you supposed to show your face in front of me again?" finally Ratih spoke, even with a feeling of sadness appeared from nowhere.

The man standing before him looked pitiful.

" I know I'm taking a big risk." replied Arga with a sad look.

" I haven't had a good time to apologize, yet,

for what I did at your wedding.." he said slowly,

" you realize that's not true?"

Ratih was astonished, he could not believe Arga could say this,

The consciousness he had never seen before, was now before his eyes.

" You just realized now?"

the man nodded,

" I know everything can't go back to how it was. I know.." said Arga with tears that just fell.

" I already have a daughter. You don't want to see her.."

" i don't hate innocent babies." said Ratih trying not to drown in his chaotic feelings.

" I've divorced Tias.. That's proof that you're irreplaceable..

I have also accepted all my punishments with sincerity." the man showed all his weaknesses.

" I hope you've seen my real change.."

" even if I see it, isn't it useless?"

" i'll come home a lot after this, Rat. I hope, one day you'll like to greet me if you meet.."

" you expect too much, before I greet you my husband may have hit you, so you better leave immediately if he sees me." Ratih tried firmly, he turned his head left and right, fortunately the place was not so crowded even though some people had seen it.

" Before I leave, I want to give you a suggestion,

Make up with Tias, have mercy on your daughter," suggested Ratih riding back on his bike.

" No. Even if I'm not with you I can't be with her,

how can you force me to live with a woman I've only made an outlet for lust?" Arga pulled Ratih's hand slowly.

" You're human, right? how did you get like this??" Ratih was not thinking.

" Because I've realized I'm human I've made decisions like this,

It will be more broken Rat..

It will be more broken..

Because there is not the slightest love I feel, after the lust is gone, all I have is hatred.."

" should you hate yourself too?!"

" i've been. and now I can only improve things by taking good care of my daughter.."

" don't separate the baby from Arga's mother?!" The coach began to lose patience.

" His mother has an obsession? are you still not aware of it? all he wants is me..

She used her son to have me?" Arga did not take his hand off Ratih.