our inner birth is tormented

our inner birth is tormented
Chapter1 tragedy


how about the witness ???? Sah????


saah....!! Shouts of guests as they watch the kabul rama and rose


Thank God you are finally legal to be a wife now son, that's what my mother congratulated me . You are a good wife yes, according to the husband, and many more advice given by the mother.


instantly tears fell on his cheeks, "you why cry son "???? ask mother.


"eh no why - why kok buk, I was just moved my elak. When in fact this mind cries, never the slightest thought of me, if I will get married at the age of 18 years, my youth just disappeared.


The dream of continuing to the next level of education is dashed, becoming a student, every day going to campus, now only wishful thinking is left.


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mas rama that's my husband's name, we know from 3 years ago when I was in 1st grade high school, om jono was the one who introduced me at that time , under the pretext of trying a new phone that my papa just bought, he tried calling the phone number, it did not take long to pick up the phone.


"hallo rama I am jono, said om jono .


"oh yes om, uh have changed the new phone number again om tanya rama.


"no really, still old phone number, this is my phone number because there is no contact number so I tried to call you.


After 30 minutes of talking in a telephone connection rama asked jono, om ponakan om gag ngak?? may I ask for contact ngak .


"hmm chick, she's still in 1st grade .


"can acquaintance ngak om same ponbakan his ??? Ask rama.


" just know it yourself this person, om jono handed hp to rose, yes rose is my name.


without further ado we were acquaintances, but what was surprising was .


"dek rose want to be brother's wife??? Serrrr rose so shocked by the words rama tdi, rose tau if this rama already has a girl, but rama seriously talk like that.


"don't joke brother , later how the sister, I'm still in school anyway brother is far away, ngak maybe we meet , explained rose. rose tau if this rama again wander to a city.


"Nobody is not possible deck, a few months more abg will go home, later brother looking for adek house .


After calling the same om jono at that time jono more often call roses, even if only nanya had eaten or all sorts of things .


mid 3rd grade rose, rama went home, the first person to be found rama is a rose, they met.


"bu . Pa, may I ask permission to bring roses road, later I will anter here again, rama permission to the parents of roses.


"may, but on the condition of keeping roses, bring a motor do not speed, and before the magrib you are already here, said the father.


"well sir, answer rama .


They both passed, Rama brought roses to the house of the parents of rama, but unfortunately the father and his mother were no longer home, there was only aunt Rama.


"bi mother where, ask rama to aunt mar who again made a drink for roses.


"your mother again went downstairs, your father too, oh yes aunt wants the name is not his nephew jono you know from where??? You do not be like rama, do not let you do the strange - strange to the nephew jono , you take care of him like adek himself, bik mar advising rama.


" okay aunty calm down, I say bi first, want to take roses to tourist spot N, all of you later want anterin roses too , afraid of the night later.


" oh please , heart - you bring the bike, advice bi mar.


about 20 minutes they arrived at the tourist spot, when entering the tourist spot there was a group of young men who were about to go home like they wanted to go home, but the view was strange as to learn something from the rama.


" here hold the hand of mas , rama wants to keep the rose if there is a prank of the young man.


" it looks like this mas yesterday I saw a tourist spot T bro, said one of the young man's friends.


" oh yes bro, I just remembered , tpi why is the girl different??? Yesterday was a bit tall, said another young man.


"Maybe the mas has a lot of stock, so you can change girls every day , ngak like you go where - where is always the same mulu guy , yells were hurled again by one of the fat boys.


"when you are the same bro, udalah let's go home, do not take care of people's lives, want mas it bring 10 girls at once no business the same you.


" not maybe it is dear, then mas just at home anyway, said rama.


Forgive me deck mas actually kemaren mas emang go with another girl, but mas promise it for the last , then only want to return the gold ring that was ever loved, he said, mas ngak want to marry him because he is older than the mas, lirih rama in the heart.


" we buy a drink first thirsty mas nih, rama diverts the conversation so that the roses do not ask that question again.


"Ok come on, bring roses.


not felt the afternoon came two lovebirds also passed home, according to the promise of the parents will deliver roses again .


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Almost every week rama walk roses, during that time he never sort of rose, the same kind of rose, either the misfortune from where the bike rama entered the hole resulted in the motorcycle tire leaking and impossible to use again.


true - true apes, look for the workshop was on the cover, a considerable distance from the rose house, but still close to the rama house.


"Where is this mas, aq afraid of being scolded by my father if he comes home late at night, a panic rose


" quiet dear, mas have a solution try you call your father said the motor is leaking, and it is impossible to go home there, say mas will take you to grandma's house.


rose also called his father and told him the real events , his father who initially sounded angry finally understood and told the rose to stay at the grandmother's house .


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"Assalamualaikum tube, grandma


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About 20 minutes the door of the grandmother's house never opened, despairing of the taste of her roses she offended her grandmother never open the door.


"Did grandma sleep really well??? Nyampe did not sound like people were looking at the door of roses in the heart.


"how did you wake up Grandma???


"I don't think I've slept replied the rose,


"yes you have been living in aunty Marja's house, there she has a daughter, invite rama.


" yeah come on, my eyes are so sleepy, roses show my eyes on rama .


Mareka also unplugged from the grandmother's house, about 10 minutes they arrived at the bi mar house, "it seems like people have been sleeping, but the house is not in the key, let's go with rama .


What is it - what is it ?? Ask a rose a little scared.


"no matter what the deck, just calm bi mar ngk will be angry, later mas cerikan everything, yes you have slept here , rama shows a long chair in the living room, and, due to excessive sleepiness roses also sleep soundly.


" whether the entrance of the devil from where around 3 am, all felt lonely, rama woke up from sleep while sitting, his body a little sore. Suddenly he looked to the side there was a rose, his face was ayu and saw the body of a rose, rama felt something.


Tampa thought long Rama was holding roses to his aunt's back room, there was deliberately just a place to store goods and lock the door, Rama also did things he should not have taken, he said, rose had tried to resist, but nil she was unable to resist she was finally forced .


"Huhuhu, bad mas, you can say it to me mas, said the rose while crying.


" it's a pity don't cry it will continue to sound the same aunt, rama calm the roses, you calm down if anything happens - do you promise will be responsible.


" huhuhu, mas evil, I've taken a virgin later if you marry another girl, how about if I have a husband later and he knows if I'm not a virgin again he must be ningalin me, huhuhuhu, roses still crying.


"it's a pity enough, you don't have to be afraid later when you pass sma mas will marry you, now you are calm huh, don't cry anymore, let's sleep again in the living room again, let's sleep again, let aunt not suspect, assume that nothing happened - what .