our inner birth is tormented
he is still a brother but a julid

it has been two days mas rama does not work, because the usual clothing store in the care of mas rama is asked again by the owner, the reason is because the usual place is quiet then in will move out of town, he said, now we are unemployed .

Actually, even if mas rama rama ngak work any time about eating and other needs there are no obstacles, mothers have a vegetable garden and all kinds that can be cooked every day, if you want to eat like fish and chicken, I have everything.

No real problems or serious problems . Just a neighbor who still has a sibling bond that his julid asks for forgiveness.

If you never think, people will be offended or hurt.

I thought about nine o'clock in the morning bi dian came to the house.

" duh scented so much more cook what in-laws are you roses ???" bi dian asked qu while again drying clothes .

" it's bi again make mother again rendang chicken".

go straight to the kitchen and stir the cuisine stir, bi dian even nyomot from the skillet tampa feel the heat of the inflatable dikit directly into the mouth.

"oh ya bi I continue pamit further drying clothes first , if ngak followed later must forget until late afternoon.

" continue your work diligently do not be lazy to stay at home in-laws, oh yes where is your mother-in-law?? ", while fanning his hot mouth .

After he ngak sabaran very well already know the food is hot still maksa in kemulut, to ngak blister the mouth because of the heat, to maksa, very upset I see bi dian which is always ashtray (the origin of sound).

" mother took another bath bi , sultry abis cook earlier" I replied rather squeaky.

"there's a dian" mom popped out of the bathroom.

" ih mbak make me surprised aja deh , there yqng want me to talk about mbak" , yes how ngak keget bi dian his focus blowin his mouth, also ngomelin me without cause.

" the rendang is very good mbak "bib bi dian.

"It's good that I cook the same as my daughter-in-law, later you just talk about it I want to wear clothes first", and mom passed to her room.

I also passed to the clothesline, there were only 3 clothes that wanted to be dried, did not take long to dry the sun was finished. Suddenly heard the scream bi dian.

"grandpa erni I asked for chicken rendangnya 2 pieces huh???"

"yes take it, cried the mother from the room.

The plan I want to enter from the side door, my steps stopped seeing the action yqng in doing bi dian, earlier he said just ask for 2 pots rendang, reality even took 5 pieces of chicken, he said, and not just that he took also sugar and coffee in the kitchen, I just peek, do not want to forbid or anything, can only be silent from hiding.

tampa say thank you or say goodbye to go home bi dian passed just like that. When I was about to enter the bathroom, Mom came out of her room .

"where's the dian you just had a rose??? , so why didn't he take the rendang" asked mom.

With pura ngak tau , ngak delicious it feels like I am talking about what bi dian did earlier, however bi dian is the sister of my mother-in-law.

"oh roses don't see ma'am, because the roses were drying clothes, my elak.

"oh yes already, at most he had taken it earlier," mother was ready he said he was going to go menyeput adeknya outside the city.

Yes for a few days I was busy making crackers from cassava, yes fortunately good enough because of the raw materials from my in-laws garden.from the results I can help the cost of the kitchen and can be a bit of a tube.

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Even though I already have activities but still I am still in julitin, as said bi dian earlier who came again when I again made crackers, by the way did not stop from earlier, until he told me, mending I stay separate from in-laws, ngak well he said or all sorts of things, whereas all this time it's been 4 months I live with in-laws ngak anything , getting along well, even during this time there was a change from my father-in-law he usually said from hanging out diwarkop ngak ever bring snacks or anything like that, let alone bring a lot of snacks like this , bring a fry with a piece of it never.

Now the changes are increasing during my time here often he brings breakfast said mother, so they are a julid, mother has said not to be too taken heart, but want how else keep my mind.

After making this body cracker feel really tired, then I decided to selonjoran and I overslept, either coming since when bi dianibidak aja watching tv with a large volume.

"it's really good to sleep you until I come you don't know, if I ngak besarin tv volume surely you won't wake-up".

" you're supposed to stay at home in-laws should know themselves, don't be lazy like that, you realize you're just hitchhiking here, don't be a burden, people, if the money is not wasteful remember now it's your husband Job odd jobs, see that my son-in-law he does not live with me , money is always sent to me , and he also wants to renovate my house, and try this you see this gold gift from my daughter-in-law" bi dian show off the jewelry that has just been purchased.

"yes I know bi, I also do not want to live in the house of in-laws forever, I also live independently have my own home.

" at most you want to live here, the house is spacious, everything is complete, not like your mother's house, live in urban but home, still board, kayak kennel goat , the bathroom I saw during your wedding I did not see , just there ****** if you want to shower must be to the river first , pantes aja rama do not want to stay there". That's the insults that come out of bi dian.

"i know bi , even if my mother's sister is the only one not to sell grandfather's legacy, we will not live like this now, kayak gini, after all we lived there only temporarily because the father was renovating the Ummi heritage house" yes ummi it was the mother of my mother.

"that's the reason you are alone , even though your parents make a house, ngak will be rama want to live there , surely his small house will also crumble, not to mention your sister, not to mention your sister, mqnq probably lives there "

" bi if aunty just insulted me, I permission to say goodbye first, about her there are still many that I want to do, anyway I fell asleep because of the soybeans just work, , it's also late afternoon father and mas rama come home from the coconut garden, I want to cook first", I also stand up to go to the kitchen.

"you're upset with me, right ?? You know this is my sister's house, you have no right to drive me from here, you have to be self-aware.

"i'm not us....??suddenly my eyes are cuddled firefly, I try to look at bi dian like so two people and .

Bruukis, bruuk,

I almost fell on the floor, quickly caught me.

" to your roses why this is, let's get up" , bi dian's voice heard faintly like a panicked person.

help ..... Please, bi dian for help.

Not long ago the sound of the motor mas rama sounded, "rose why bi???, what happened???? What have aunts done to my wife mas rama said to aunt.

"i also do not know , suddenly your wife passed out" bi dian spoke very nervous.

" just be careful what happens to my wife, aunt has to take responsibility"

" deck wake up deck, you why baby" , mas rama tried to wake me up, but my eyes can not be opened.

" mending was brought to the home of midwives only first, the father gave a solution and quickly mas rama was swiftly memengoton me to the home midwife , incidentally not far from home.