our inner birth is tormented
chapter 11

"well, good thing that night bi mar called me", Rama imagined the night when he delivered bi dian to his sister's wedding party dinda.

while preparing milk for her child, Rama instead daydream and imagine what happened at that time

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"Your mama accompanied the aunt in, to give thanks to her sister dinda ya" said bi dian.

"no need to bi, I just wait here" declined rama.

"yes, my aunt came in first ".

"bipetan bi do not be long, because the rose is afraid why why later alone".

"yes, you are not yet aunty has entered already said a sneak", bi dian also passed by and passed in.

To repel saturated rama also play the phone, suddenly there are dinda, who dress pretty, wear bridesmaid clothes.

"mas Rama kok even sit here , why not enter???, let's go to the dinner first, cook do not eat go to the party??".

"no need to din, I'm just here go temenin bi dianja ".

"yes come on, I'll take a meal?" .

"don't want to din".

But dinda passed to take a drink, a bit long also dinda take the drink, whereas in front here there is a close.

"this is a drink for you".

"don't miss 'em, you don't have to bother ".

"don't bother, let's have a drink".

Initially rama had nolak but because it was always forced dinda finally rama wanted.

" it's good to drink it mas , let something I entered earlier let it act quickly", lirih dinda in heart.

"it turns out you are thirsty mas, kok was even pretentious, rich as well as who I am, even though I am your lover" rama eyes glared at dinda "uh sorry my ex-lover meant me" dinda rectified his words earlier, at first it was true that he wanted to say it, but unfortunately even in pelototokin by rama because he did not like it.

Because lazy tandem with the same dinda and people who see the wrong meaning so that Rama wants to move a sitting position, but unfortunately arrived the head of rama puyeng, and like a heavy sleepy, heavy sleepy, dinda swiftly memapah rama so as not to fall, mumpung can still walk dinda lead rama to a quiet place away from passers-by, he said, a glimpse of the dinda who in his vision was a rose.

"gold we go there, that place suits us both ".

With the head of the rama

"mayo dear mas want to always be alone with you, whatever the place where".

Dinda was shocked during being her boyfriend rama, at all rama never said romantic words anything more than affection.

"your mom call me baby?? I'm really happy mas , finally you call me baby, mas I want us like this always alone like this mas, mas I want you to be your husband", dinda hung friendly same rama.

dinda already believes that if rama has started to like the same he was apparently wrong, rama once arrived can be romantic, it turns out in his mind dinda is the rose of his beloved wife.

"iya dong dear mas romantic same wife and call his own wife there is nothing wrong right, all this time mas also often like that you do not protest and say want to be a wife mas, and, you even talk strange now ".ujar rama.

" well, what's the time I nanya, baby I miss you, I get goosebumps if you touch me", dinda was like a hot worm getting a soft and friendly touch from the mama, which all this time she wanted but rama always refused to do that.

"like this it feels good to touch from the person we love, if mas rama is not married to the woman, I would get mas rama completely" when dinda still want to always be touched stroked by rama and his other treatment.

" rose dear wife is very beautiful, can you do it"???, when rama kiss and caress gently, he wants to get something more.

"but baby why is your stomach flat?? And no nimble as usual, mas not wrong penggangkan and what just the feeling of mas only".rama took out his cellphone from his pants pocket and turned on the flashlight and then glanced towards the stomach yes it was flat stomach, therefore the stomach dinda not his wife, and glanced towards the face , how shocked it was revealed in front of him that it was not his wife but his ex-girlfriend, who they had just combined love for each other, making love even though not to do more of it.

"dinda why are you here in this dark place, what have you done, did you put something in my drink earlier and cause me to lose consciousness?". Yes, the awareness of the rama had disappeared and floated, which in front of him was clearly dinda even he hallucinated it was a rose so he wanted to do the same dinda because he considered it his wife, and now he was conscious and furious at dinda and cursing.

"basic cheap woman you dinda you do a very sneaky thing to be able to get something you want, dare her dare you trap me "yes this time rama let out his anger.

"i'm sorry, that's all I can do to be with you all this time you've always rejected me, for various reasons, though I am very resigned and I will give all of it to you, but kamh a little insensitive mas", dinda put out her unek so far , he also apologized so that Rama would no longer be angry.

"too your drama dinda", rama talk stopped he saw his phone call.

"your butterfly from where aja sich from earlier called was not picked up".

"is there any reason why the tumben called like a panicked person?".

" how not to panic rama your wife again in hospital emergency rama now she's again in the operating room want to give birth and earlier she fainted and bleeding, and, you how the hell the wife again bunting old waiting for the birth time instead go left alone".

"bi dian was asking anterin condangan to his sister's house dinda bi, now roses in the hospital where bi let me immediately go there".

"hospital xxx, you'll be here soon"

"yes, I'll be there ".

rama also left dinda there alone.

"gold you where ?? How do I stay with me?". Dinda still wants to pay attention to the rama

"you can walk alone, don't expect me to take care of you, there are more important things than you, my wife wants to give birth to my child ".

Rama also passed.

"uh shit when a little more we want to do earlier, even keburu mas rama aware, what was I just dripping a little drink mas rama , now mas rama even go .

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"Mas rama from earlier make milk dedek kok not kelar kelar ya ?" the rose followed her husband into the kitchen

My....!

My....!

"that's why you even daydream, where is milk for grandpa? Long really make the milk, can make it not?, here I just make it mas hold a grandpa.

"eh, yes sorry , but only that makes you wait just in front of the same grandpa, wait a minute, son dad make your milk first", mas rama peek his son's cheek , trying to eliminate the face that is still like a person tangent.

"you're why you're daydreaming about it".

"no why - why dear, come to the front this milk made by father is finished baby you must love the same milk made by father so quickly yes son, so that your mother does not nanggis mulu "mas Rama tried to melt the atmosphere so that the roses did not ask anything about earlier.