our inner birth is tormented

our inner birth is tormented
chapter 20


" yes already if so mas pamit go home first yes, but mas permission want to play first with our children, mas kangen has not met the handsome mas two days".


"yes already mas, it's fadil again play same mami"


Because of the preoccupation with playing with his son, Rama forgot the time of day was late afternoon and time to bathe".


"mas I permission first bathe in fadil, with a heavy heart rama let his son go with his mother to take a bath.


Finish bathing fadil rose in the future to feed 'cause his son began fussy roses permission to want to put his son to sleep


"kalo gitu mas pamit first yes dear, already overcast ni fear of rain, mami I say yes .


"Yes, my heart "the rose went into the room.


Why don't you come home here?" answer mami.


"the next time mi , I did not say goodbye to my mother",


"oh, my heart has brought the motor".


But the weather does not support rama to go home, suddenly comes very heavy rain, it has been eight o'clock at night the rain never subsides.


"what mami said rama , the rain does not allow you to go home, you have stayed here, the rose was even though it was only an adopted child but I consider him to be a biological child so you don't consider me this other person your in-laws also you understand right?"said mami who from earlier accompanied rama.


"i understand mi".


"yes there you enter, do not in front of the wind, if you want to clean clean please "rose please prepare your husband to take a bath


Long answered his mami because of oversleeping, the rose was confused, not even pamit mas already ya kok still here


"the rain is so great than why why later mami tell nginap aja later, yq already mami want to borrow a fatah dress first for rama , like their bodies are not much different".


"ayo mas enter" take the rose to her husband.


"shirt me?for what mi?, suddenly fatah appeared in front of the house carrying fried foods that were still hot.


" wow long life you fatah, just mami bullion you have appeared, it's mami borrow your new home a pair first yes to copy husband rose".


"husband of the rose mi? Do you know where the husband rose again if the rose is here when I had hoped the loh mi let the rose not be found, and I I want to marry him whispered fatah?".


" you what the hell, when you're in spbu, he saw the roses, so he followed us from behind, want nyamperin he was jealous see you same rose then he went straight home, he wanted to go back, at first she's desperate rose will leave her and have an affair with you, but her in-laws call and explain all of her".


"yes use it said again, so they're peaceful again mi?".


"yes the problem in the village , the rama was in the trap of the aunt and the woman who became the former rama, he seemed difficult to move on from the rama" .


"it's a pity that I lost another rose for the second time" he said.


"you don't be weird fatah, tomorrow you want a fiancee, there take her "usir mami shirt again.


"yes this mi fried noodle was the mother who made it, still hot lo".


"here thank you, if you come here bring your mother also yes, it brings an umbrella for your mother later , we discuss your preparation tomorrow".


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all have gathered in the living room including rama and roses, that is what makes roses happy with mami colorful, there is no difference is not like his biological family, never feel peace.


"so how are the preparations for tomorrow's application what is still lacking".mami starts the conversation and eats fried, fried food,


"i don't think there's any more mbak but this is 1 uniform stay one more guy who became a fatah companion".


"oh yes the adi that promise to accompany the fatah even suddenly there is business"


" how about husband rose aja bu", the proposal fatah to his mother".


"how does your son-in-law agree and want to accompany the fatah tomorrow?", asked mami


"god willing mami, but what time do I have no clothes here.


"it was noon, but you calm down if you want later I will be ready all you just use" said fatah while stealing a look at the rose, "if only I could marry a rose I would be happy, not forced to marry like this" murmured fatah


"well, it's ".


"ok kayaknya make preparations tomorrow is finished, now because it's late at night I want to rest first "pamit fatah and her mother also megekor in the back.


"i said good luck with the break "pamit ma'am eri.


"yes already rose mami permission to enter the room first yes, invite also your husband to rest".


"iya mi I want to clean the glass and this plate just slept" said Rose.


the work was done, the roses entered the room


"honey you even sleep on the couch?, you're disgusted to sleep with me?".


"you've got a mas, I just want to sleep here, you sleep there ".


"no, I don't want to sleep if you're not next to me".


rama also approached the rose who was sitting on the sofa


"kok even slide anyway baby?, I'm your husband you loh?, do not torment mas kayak gini darling, you've lived mas for 5 days, was mas already sorry, was mas, what's less sorry than mas?"


"not really"


rama also hugged his wife, but there was no response what from the rose, he just resigned, every way has been done rama but the cold reaction is still shown by his wife.


"yes, you're still angry, you're going to go home now".


"you don't be weird this mas it's already night, besides it's still raining outside, if you're sick how, you just sleep here".


"it is better to be cold in the rain than to see your cold attitude like this" Rama headed towards the door


"mas wait, you don't go, I'm sorry, sorry for my cold attitude like you did, actually this heart refuses to do mas but when I see you always pictured the woman with kanh, mas pain, pain her pain " . The crying of broken roses poured out the contents of the heart that he had not had time to take out earlier.


while hugging his wife"sadly you believe that mas would never do that to another woman, karen mas just in the trap".


"gold tonight we sleep here together, you don't go".


" yes dear mas want, but you don't act cold as before, tormented mas yang".


"yes let's go to sleep" took the rose.


"sadly, the weather is very cold, can not ask for drugs so that the angel?"


"do you want me to make ginger root?"


"kok even wedang ginger is dear, you are not even sensitive anyway?".


"keep what dong mas?


"sadly the beautiful mas that is bubbling, and this insensitive, mas want to eat".


"uh mas earlier you asked for medicine anget body I bargain wedang ginger did not want, now ask for food, if this cold just delicious eating instant noodles mas , unfortunately the stock of noodles in this house there is no mas, because this house has not been occupied for a long time, since I was here just in habitation, how dong mas?? The rose looks blissful.


While massaging the chest of the mama "oh naive wife mas, that's not what I mean, I want the drug warm the body want to hug you, and the mas eat it want to eat you, and the dowry wants to eat you, look at the weapons ready for combat" .


"don't want to ah mas later even you rude me again like that time".


"at that time the effect of drugs dear, mas promise, this time mas will be slow "


nodding the evidence head agreed, Rama also launched the action, they were mutually satisfactory, after 7 months did not do it, he said, to the point of the peak of pleasure each finally rama and roses sleep because tired after exchanging slavina and sweat, although the weather is cold but become sultry because of them.


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even though they slept in the middle of the night, they still woke up in the morning and continued to worship.


"all have gathered?, if we have departed, before leaving we pray first to be given smoothness and salvation".


" finished? , okay now we're leaving" lirih mami.


almost twelve o'clock they arrived, both fatah and dinda, they had never met at all, just their parents who met each other.


dinda peeked at the window of his room there were about 5 cars that came, coincidentally the car in front was a car that was riding rama and dinda, initially rama out quickly from the car , wanting to help roses out of the car, she wanted to also practice what she had seen the romantic treatment of roses and fatah.


" in the room dinda who was curious who her future husband peeked from behind the Jedela, how surprised he turns out that the one who came out of the car is rama.quickly dinda close the window again he was very happy who proposed he teryat rama.


"i did not expect it turns out mas rama speed up his proposal the same me, I want to accept it directly if it is ".lirih dibda kepedean, psada,


yes application dinda and fatah emang in fast forward a day.