Our Secrets
Ch. 1. Fiesta
you are my living world that never comes true
**you are my hayal world that has never been real.
if the person you are with is me.
and if we had met one month ago, maybe the story would have been very different.
sometimes I get so selfish for wanting to take you away from him, make you my own.
and I was so naive I always felt..
I am the one who deserves to be with you.
I am the one who deserves you.
but on the one hand, I'm not brave enough to do all that.
even to oppose it I cannot.
stupidly I am careless because I have put my heart on you, so I am really captivated by the figure of you.
I'm sorry I loved you.
forgive me for loving your husband and the father of your future son***.
the woman turned off her cell phone and began to undo her intention to send a message to the duke.
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still ringing when he berates someone and beat him an actor when he saw a movie scene, where in it tells the story of a husband who could betray his wife only for the third person.
the look of a face full of anger he appeared by throwing a pillow to the screen tivi ad in front of him.
"what the hell ren, if I tivi jatoh how"
the woman sitting next to him.
"a clay soe that's like ri"
"calo sprains don't need to see soap operas, you're a victim of soap operas"
riri corrected her sitting position and started staring at the television again.
the word seemed to hit him with a tubi.
even so, Riri tried to be as calm as possible so that rena never thought there was anything between riri and her husband.
he did not take it from the hands of the tena, but the duke decided to marry him for the sake of riri. Because basically rena is the only friend he has. His friendship since childhood makes him strong will all the shocks that try to tear down their relationship.
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deserted
hushed
the house as big as it just makes her feel lonely when rena is no longer in her house. she never thought that she would be separated by a marriage. rena has married someone of her choice.
riri tried to deafen his eyes, but the words of the actor who was renaissance as if they were going to be on him.
he woke up from his sleeping position and started staring at a mirror in his room.
god has given it a beautiful physical advantage in the eyes.
her clean white skin that glows with both cheeks that blush without having to add blush on her face.
"let's say all men can love me without seeing this face"
the woman complained.
duke you actually want to fight for me or want to torture me with your feelings.
the thought somehow flashed through his mind, which made Riri very worried between staying away or waiting until when the drama ended.
he downed a sleeping pill in his insomnia, and soon he laid his body on the bed.
the next day when I woke up.
the window with a translucent white curtain was so radiant sunlight right on his face. apparently he was asleep until noon.
when he started checking his phone, there was not a single message that entered on his phone.he forgot something, if at that time his sim card was really thrown away. he decided not to contact her anymore.
then he rushed to take a bath, put on fragrant fragrance all over his body, not to forget also he put on a little makeup, then went to work.
the woman checked her phone again. There was only a message that the operator filled her phone because he forgot to tell ripaL and other friends about her new number.
at first glance he felt very lost because a message of good morning is now no longer.
riri will immediately send a message to all contacts except the duke.
to: All
save my new number
\_Riri
no matter if they reply or not. lucky he always keeps it in the memory of the phone.even though the simcard is discarded. his contacts will not be lost.
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the streets are so crowded in the traffic pedestrians.riri deliberately ordered a chair near the window cafe. so that he more easily see the arrival of his best friend. because Rena asked him to meet this afternoon but he has not come 10 minutes.
his first cup of coffee was served by a cafe waiter.
his thoughts go back to a few months ago that he, rena, and adi are still the same as hanging out in this cafe by spending a few cups of coffee.
he who had put his heart to the duke in an instant now his time had changed. As only yesterday he freely held and hugged him without awkward. now he belonged to his friend, he was now, the place where he confides, where he expresses everything both personal and love.
and just a month ago she expressed her love but now her hope is clapping one hand.
his daydreams return to the present where the current rena never arrived. then he immediately tidied up his dres and hair.His eyes look for his friend in the crowd of people out there. it looks like rena is walking towards him. he immediately install the wax as graceful as possible so that adi does not ilfil see it. at least adi will think that he is a person who always prioritizes the neatness of appearance. because adi is a very detailed person with clothes.
"hello... long wait ri?"
someone said in front of him and they sat down
riri's gaze was still fixed towards the entrance, hoping that someone would come again besides rena
"ren lo himself. adi where"
said riri.
"said there was an important meeting with the producer" he said"
"wah..release also the song"
the answer is full of enthusiasm.
"yes, actually I don't like playing a band, but yasudah"
grutu the woman complained.
"ehh.. it's good that your husband has a career in the music world, famous and many fans, especially those you complain about"
"riri from the beginning I did not like him, if not because I was pregnant I would not marry him.he was good, so I could not waste him"
the woman explained in a very upset tone.
"you're pregnant with ren, but that's her son"
riri was very surprised to hear that the woman sitting in front of him was the figure of a mother-to-be woman for a baby in her tiny stomach. but his mind still refuses if the baby in the womb of his best friend is the son of the man he has always loved.
and that means that the one who had that intimate relationship was him.
riri brushed off his thoughts about that
"what the heck ri, yes it is clear that if the baby is the duke's son must have done it too he, after all they are married there should be no problem right"
riri gruty in heart
"oh yes ri, I can not be long like here. shortly invite me to the event sodara. I just ask for advice from lo, adi have not known my pregnancy so far. I was wrong not to cover this up from him?"
"loh instead of that adi child. why you have to cover. gradually the stomach will grow up surely know also, besides that pregnancy is the most beautiful gift. when you don't want to follow him even you hide"
actually there is suspicion in the eyes of riri.but riri still think positive about rena. because it is impossible to betray or want to try to trap adi in his marriage. maybe he was just confused as to how he talked about this to Adi because all this time he had covered it up.
Rena wet her face in a bathroom sink. With a gapa he tried to grab the shoulder of riri who stood next to him.
"Geez, your face is pale. We're going to a hospital near here, yeah"
Riri panicked at once to see her best friend in that helpless weak state.
Riri tried to offer her to go to the hospital to check on her current condition. At least the doctor gave the medicine so that rena could rest.
Starting and building a publishing company is not easy. To get to this stage even so far many obstacles are raining. Tired and tired they wake up together. No wonder that rena forgot to take care of her physique after getting married 3 months ago. The work of his mind increased 2x than before. Riri knew her was a tough woman. Whatever he did he finished well because that's why Riri's publishing company has made it this far. But after getting married without getting tired of all that. Can't marriage free him like his old days.
Riri had thought that getting married was just making his best friend was confined in a duty as a wife. Can't hang out at night in a cafe, walk around a place of exclamation. Or just drink tea to enjoy the universal view in the afternoon. He felt his apartment was quite beautiful if used only to see the sunset from the balcony of his room. But again rena never came to see him even if only a few minutes. Though the distance of the rena house is not far from the riri apartment. He realized that all this time he could only find it when working in the office or there were other important matters about the company they were starting. Every now and then he turns his way around to reduce somewhere. And let go of his fatigue all along
"How are you doing, Ren"
Speak riri with worry
Rena just returned with that loose smile. I don't know what the smile on her lips meant. Riri asked in her heart.
" reena is 2 weeks pregnant "
The voice was heard from someone who approached her from behind the hospital curtain. A familiar voice to the riri echoed in the sky of the hospital sky.