Our Secrets
Ch. 3. Heart Pain

You are my living world that never comes true. _(Open.N)

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Riri repeatedly tapped her finger on a glass materialized table. His first coffee was on the table. Then the duke came with a pile of question marks on his head. 

" are you sick? "

tanya adi made sure that the woman in front of him was fine.

" rena fell unconscious, I brought her here "

Riri began to gulp down his coffee cup which was still blowing hot air.

"I don't know"

 reply adi with a flat tone

" you know that rena's pregnant?"

" pregnant??"

Adi replied with great surprise. 

" you don't know in? So important is your job until you get pregnant and fall unconscious you don't know "

Riri began to raise her tone hoping to understand her anxiety.

" that's ri. You can't force me to love him "

" i've never asked for anything from you, right?. This is the first time I've asked. Forget about me and our past. Focus on your rena and your child-to-be "

Riri pleaded with Adi. Nothing is more important than their friendship.

" if I had to forget something I'd been building for a long time. Sorry I can't. Leaving you is the dumbest thing I've ever done. You know how sorry I am to do all this. With someone I don't love. It was clear that the person I wanted was already in front of me. Destiny forced me to it ri. If I hadn't made that silly decision. I must be with you now "

" you are right in. If I never let go of you either. Maybe you're still with me now. "

The voice of his heart instantly echoed in the depths of his heart. 

" i can't if I lose you again. I'll try to love rena for your sake "

Ahirnya adi chose to say that to riri. Now Riri can breathe a sigh of relief. He felt a heavy burden on his head that he had released. It's just that he can never get rid of the taste in Adi. The taste was still there and was even very strong the moment he found it.

The Duke opened the door of the hospital room, and saw the rena being stretched weakly on a bed. Slowly approaching 

" i'm a lousy man, ren. Just watching you can't "

Say it with regret 

" it's already in. You're still the best for me and our future son "

Abundant happiness is clearly embedded from the look of the arrival of the first child later. It's just that they are too busy with their respective affairs and forget how to love each other.

Adi is always busy with his office, rena is busy with his publishing. There is no chance for them to speak from heart to heart 

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From: me

To : rena

I'll be at your house in 15 minutes

Riri sent a message to rena

He did not expect 3 years had not met his best friend, what will be the figure of rena now.

"(Tok tock)

Riri started knocking on the door, quickly opening the door. How happy it was to know that now in front of him was his friend.

" jeez for what you've come home, I'm so happy to see you again"

She hugged him very tightly.

" ren ren. This time ren "

"i'm sorry ri I'm over happy about it"

Rena began to lead into her house by carrying a suitcase carried by Riri. Tells all the times that Riri has missed three years ago until the time when he will soon get married.

" tomorrow I will help you to save the wedding dress to meet later what "

Riri ririkusia

" eumm. can, it's been a long time no mess with you "

Riri could see from the face of rena who was so happy she was. Riri hopes the duke can prove his promise not to tell anything to rena about what he does not know.

The day that was waiting has arrived. Being a sacred witness of a best friend's marriage should he cheer happily, because finally his best friend was just starting his new life, the life he wanted and desired by a woman. Married and have a perfect family based on love. With him who has chosen as a companion for his life partner. 

Still vividly remembered when he and the duke were lovers who could not be separated. Lots of memories with him. Candanya, her laughter, even they dream of stopping at a sacred bond of marriage.

The wedding today was clearly done. But paired with someone who is not him.

If just a moment ago riri could still hug her and hold her hand very shrewdly. Now I can only look at it in the distance

" your taste is quite weighty as well ren "

Canda Riri who tried to tease her best friend who was sitting in front of a makeup mirror busy looking at the left right of her bun and a little arranging a bouquet of flower knick knick makeup that filled her head.

" love has blinded me ri "

The talk of the rena slightly dramatized every hand gesture and he said.

" a lot of money ren "

Ketus riri then they both drowned in laughter.

The room used to decorate the bride and groom is filled with the roar of their two laughter.

" is rena ready?"

Said a woman who approached her from behind the curtain of her bridal room.

Riri could see how trembling his rena was squeezing into Riri's two hands firmly. To lead him to walk with her.

Riri never thought. Rena who spontaneity that looks so elegant with a dress dress in the style of queen kraton with a natural makeup typical of Javanese customs with a series of jasmine dangling up to her shoulders.

Everyone is waiting for the arrival of rena as the bride to be arranged.

Step by step the two of them began to descend the stairs below which had been filled with hundreds of people who would watch the wedding ceremony of his best friend.

" relax ren "

Said riri who was holding rena down the stairs.

"Yes I relax" he sighed

Some stairs have been passed. They immediately headed to a table that was used for the kobul ijab.

The white scarf has been put on and the kobul ijab has been thrown. The scene that should have momentarily become tight in the chest. Repeatedly Riri tried not to look at the sight. But they were in front of him. Riri can't deny it anymore.

That day the atmosphere was really full of excitement. Guests who arrive congratulate him. In the music accompanied by famous band musicians, everyone seems happy in it except for him who is still worried between he must be happy or crying. Not that he did not want a glimmer of happiness implied in the look of his best friend's face, only he did not know what happened to him. Until finally rena dragged him to take pictures in a mopaminan beautifully decorated.

The duke and rena approached him so that riri was in the middle of them. Riri saw clearly the look of the happy face, the smile that was as beautiful as the 2 friends.

" ciss... "

The rena sound was ready to extend the camera of his phone. Their distance was so close that riri was not aware that his hands were tightly coiled behind his body that he could feel a breath of adi. While rena is busy with her cell phone camera to meet the best drown to take pictures.

" show your happiness today, this isn't what you want "

Adi slightly nudged his shoulder in a whisper.

Her smile instantly began to expand on her lips. Feelings that he never felt before, happiness mixed with fear of his decision that has allowed him to marry his best friend.

That memory debris came poisoning his mind.

For him now is the most important thing to be happy and laugh freely on the wedding day of his best friend.