Our Secrets
Ch. 2. Source of Account Peace

I never wanted to love, because loving is the stupid think I've ever done.

I never wanted to love, because loving it was a stupid thing I ever did .

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Never before took Riri somewhere but rena did not want to mention where he was going. Riri can only guess at nebak without knowing exactly where rena will take him away.

Suddenly he parked his car in front of a child orphanage building. Instantly riri was amazed by the rena that arrived to visit the place. And what business to go to that place.

" the orphanage? "

Riri opened her sunglasses when she saw the writing in front of the building. 

Not a word to answer. Then he pulled Riri's hand into the gate of the building. There were a lot of kids running around with some of their nannies. His heart was stunned to see that heartwarming sight. He thought how unfortunate they were to live alone in that place without knowing where and who their parents were.

Then rena met someone in there. Riri who is still standing glued to look sad they remind him who has been left by his parents since the middle of school and never returned. He had forgotten their faces. His father left him and his mother when he was very young. After that his mother never told him where his father was going. His mother was depressed until his father died, really did not return. 

" what the hell you want ren to come here "

Riri asked as she walked out of the room after meeting someone. 

" i'll tell you in the car "

Answer the mysterious rena.

Then they got into his car and started walking away from the place.

" i think I want to adopt a child "

Riri was shocked to hear that. Because he just got married and after all, rena couldn't possibly take care of everything. Plus, their company is busy.

" since. ren. I don't think it was the right decision. The duke will agree. You guys just got married anyway "

Riri tried to give a suggestion for rena. 

" yes it is. The office is busy too. The Duke must have refused, I tried to consider first "

Riri began to breathe a sigh of relief because in the end he did not want to be rash in taking action.

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The office at the end of this was very busy. Karna has just received a duplicate of the best award in publishing several works and has earned the nickname of publishing a best seller book.  No wonder that his work increased because many writers entrusted his company to publish their work.

Rena wet her face in a bathroom sink. With a gapa he tried to grab the shoulder of riri who stood next to him.

"Geez, your face is pale. We're going to a hospital near here, yeah"

Riri panicked at once to see her best friend in that helpless weak state.

Riri tried to offer her to go to the hospital to check on her current condition. At least the doctor gave the medicine so that rena could rest.

Starting and building a publishing company is not easy. To get to this stage even so far many obstacles are raining. Tired and tired they wake up together. No wonder that rena forgot to take care of her physique after getting married 3 months ago. The work of his mind increased 2x than before. Riri knew her was a tough woman. Whatever he did he finished well because that's why Riri's publishing company has made it this far. But after getting married without getting tired of all that. Can't marriage free him like his old days.

Riri had thought that getting married was just making his best friend was confined in a duty as a wife. Can't hang out at night in a cafe, walk around a place of exclamation. Or just drink tea to enjoy the universal view in the afternoon. He felt his apartment was quite beautiful if used only to see the sunset from the balcony of his room. But again rena never came to see him even if only a few minutes. Though the distance of the rena house is not far from the riri apartment. He realized that all this time he could only find it when working in the office or there were other important matters about the company they were starting. Every now and then he turns his way around to reduce somewhere. And let go of his fatigue all along

"How are you doing, Ren"

Speak riri with worry

Rena just returned with that loose smile. I don't know what the smile on her lips meant. Riri asked in her heart.

" reena is 2 weeks pregnant "

The voice was heard from someone who approached her from behind the hospital curtain. A familiar voice to the riri echoed in the sky of the hospital sky.

Riri never imagined that in the stomach of his best friend was a small creature that lived to eat and drink through his body. 

His expression between happy and also horrified to imagine if he had a big belly with a baby in it. Because all this time Riri very keep the beauty of his body shape. He thought about how he would wear his dres, jeans and other clothes.

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That same day Riri decided to meet the duke, relaying the good news to him. Expect adi who is always busy with his work so that he can pay more attention to rena and his future children.

Riri squeezed both hands attentively. 

" yes ri, may the duke come home quickly today "

There was clearly happiness behind her smile.

But Riri is still confused by the situation where he must be happy for his best friend and crowded for his past which is now living memory debris. Finally he is aware of his position that must fight for them to remain intact and become the only family he has.

From : me

To : duke 

We should talk today, meet me at the cafe near the juna hospital after I get home from work

A message he sent to Adi. I hope he opens it soon 

From: duke 

Okay, lunch hour I'm there.

I didn't think she was responding so quickly.

Not far from the hospital they met. It feels strange if a couple who have different status was rediscovered. 

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15 Minutes had riri sit down hoping someone he was waiting for would come soon, and sure enough Before long the duke came alone to meet riri who was sitting fixated with a million problems in his head. 

Adi started ordering a cup of coffee to accompany her discussion with riri. 

" what are you going to say "

Tanya opened the conversation 

" you still love me adi "

A single word just slid from Riri's mouth. Making the duke hold his breath trying to hear as well as he could what the woman before him was about to say. 

Adi raised his eyebrows and thought hard about what the word riri meant. 

" rena once told me that you never cared about her. Go home late and even for days you sleep in the office, so important is your work "

Riri attempted to make the duke silent with his words. 

" yes. That's my job and it's my responsibility to the company "

" there's more to it than your job. Don't you know that rena is pregnant with your child right now. You can't care about him a little bit. "

Riri begins to inform about the current state of the rena on adi 

" rena's pregnant?"

Saut adi did not believe what he heard from riri.

" i'm disappointed in you. Where's the promise you made that you'd love her, love her and take care of her. Rena is your wife she needs your attention as a husband "

Riri raised her voice hoping to understand what she was worried about right now.

" you said that and it's like I promised you. You forced me to love her like I love you I couldn't ri. I can't do that to anyone else who you're clearly in front of me right now. You know how much I regret my decision. Please don't force me to pretend to love her. I don't want to disappoint you if one day he finds out that the one I love is you. His own friend "

His position is not easy for him to love rena even though Riri asked for it. 

" i plead with you very much. Forget me and assume there is no love between us "

" i can't ri if I have to forget you, but I will try to be able to care for rena for you "

Adi chose to say that. Riri began to breathe a sigh of relief. 

One problem has been resolved only that he can not regulate the condition of his heart when he was near the adi. His love still exists. Riri hawatir rena will be suspicious of the mixture that he had in the household of his best friend.