Our Secrets

Our Secrets
Ch. 20. I'm Going to Marry You


Chapters. 20


Zacky knew Sila was uncomfortable talking in her car, so Zacky took the high school girl to a cafe across the street. It seems that this is the best place to talk about their problems. Because it's not too crowded.


"Know me?" ask Zacky before saying the gist of the conversation.


Please shake your head. The girl kept staring around. Either his feelings or indeed someone was staring silently at him. Obviously, please feel uncomfortable.


"Don't you remember me?" asked Zacky again with a surprised face. He thought Sila would remember him.


"Ck! Remember and recognize those two different words, Om. It also means different. Where can be equated," he chirped with an annoyed face. Not like it looks relaxed.


Apparently Zacky had to really lower his emotional level if he talked to this girl.


"OK, I understand and I'm sorry for what I did to you" Zacky said.


He knew what he was doing was wrong, though not by his will. Because he himself cannot control himself.


"Yes. I'm forgiven," replied Sila too relaxed.


To the extent that Zacky who heard it also gawked in disbelief. Just this time he heard such answers and reactions from a person he could call a victim.


"Aren't you going to sue me?" zacky asked trying to lure the girl in front of him. He doesn't seem calm. Maybe, actually the girl still feels afraid of him, but just wants to look okay.


Again and again Please shake your head. "No. Make what? Tell people that I'm a rape victim?" sahut Sila with a smile and a trivial look.


The deg!


Zacky's chest seemed to be hit with a very large hammer when he heard Sila's words. Unlike the previous, now the girl's gaze looked so deep and seemed to be holding something back.


True what Sila said. If the girl reports and sues herself, everyone will know her as a victim and that means opening the disgrace of the girl herself. Not to mention the view of the people to him. Obviously they will look down on the girl in front of him, although it is not really the fault of Sila. Yet much of what happens in such societies is their views and judgments.


"Sorry" said Zacky, looking down. "I'm sorry. I also could not control myself at that time," continued Zacky who now raised his face. Staring at the girl he had already damaged his future.


Zacky knew that apologizing was not enough to make up for his mistake. Can't even control everything like it was before.


While Sila bit her lip. Hold something urgent wants out. As much as possible he could hold. He turned his face to the side as the man in front of him continued to look at him.


"I know," said Sila in a soft voice after without looking at the interlocutor. "I know that Om was under the influence of drugs. No one to blame. It's all been happening. So, forget it."


Please try to smile, even though his heart feels sore. Regretting is also free. It's all been happening.


"Where do you know?" ask Zacky.


They no longer use awkward-sounding language.


Meeting Sila in person and in this conscious state, this is the first time Zacky has found a girl with thoughts like Sila. Not even demanding accountability from him.


"I will marry you" Zacky said confidently. Made Sila glare her eyes at the half-matured om.