
Leo squirms. He opened his eyes and suddenly he snapped. "Andhira? You're Andhira! Hahah.Eventually you came too." Leo got up and hit Dhira to hug him.
"I miss you. So long ago.why did you just come, hum?" Both of Leo's reddened eyes sparkled.
Dhira did not answer. He just stood up and let Leo hold him.
"I'm like the dead Andhira, I lost my life. I can't live without you. Please don't leave me." Leo sniffles.
Dhira's hand raised touched Leo's back. In his arms was also that fragile body. He also cried in silence. He understood what Leo felt. Because he is like that too. But it was not shown in front of Leo.
"Don't go again. Or I'll die. Let's go far away. So far away that no one knows we're together." Leo broke his embrace. He lifted Dhira's face with his fingers. He looked at the two women's eyes very deeply.
Although he began to get drunk but he was still aware that the one he was staring at also harbored deep sadness. His palm stroked Dhira's delicate cheek slowly. Then slowly he eroded the distance until their lips stuck perfectly.
Slowly kissed those moist lips. It is so soft that what it feels feels is more real.
There were no words that could describe Dhira's feelings. Between happy and soaring is also slashing. His heart was happy to embrace and embrace his love. But his heart was sliced considering this was just a mere discovery.
After this, all this wonderful feeling will be lost if he can choose to have his love and be with his soulmate. But what power. He could not betray his mother. His mother was also a part of his soul. If only his mother's past had nothing to do with Leo, he would have crossed any line to have her.
They draw and breathe at the same time. Stare at each other for a moment and again hold their breath together. This time Dhira acted more aggressively. He was in a hurry and controlled the terrain. Remembering after this, there will be no more togetherness as now, the more he was carried away by emotions to satisfy his heart.
"I love you. I love you." Said Leo repeatedly.
"really?" For the first time, Dhira spoke.
"I swear by anything. I just want you." Leo tightened his embrace. It felt like he wanted to make them one so that they would not be separated.
Bruuukkk
Dhira pushes Leo to the sofa.
Leo was stunned to receive Dhira's treatment.
"Then be a man! Don't be like this! What would you do if you were drunk every day?"
"I'm stressed. I feel crazy not to drink." Answer Leo. He got up and hugged Dhira again. "Andhira let's go!"
"Why are you such a coward! You ruined your life just because you couldn't be with me? Why are you so stupid?"
"Then what should I do?" Shouted Leo. Release Dhira from his embrace.
"Live well. There's a lot of women out there who are more everything than me."
"Huh? That easy? Have you managed to forget me? Is there another man here?" Point Leo to Dhira's chest. "Huh, you can't resist the charm of the man who became your sister huh?" Leo asked in anger.
During this week he saw Dhira so close to Jhon. Very noticeable in his eyes, the man never missed an opportunity to give his attention to Dhira. The man's eyes flashed brightly against Dhira.
Jealousy burned him, it was like wanting to burn Jhon. But can't do it. That's why he went to his mother's grave and vented his anger on the ground until he unknowingly stayed and slept there.
"As far as you want to say what. I just want you to live well. Forget everything. I told you before, we have no choice but to accept destiny. We're not fools. This is the last time I'm gonna see you. I'm gonna live my life. And if you live your life well too. Be aware. Your life is long. Your family needs you."
Leo's face turned red. "I'll keep waiting for you until all the obstacles to our relationship are gone!" Exclaimed Leo.
"Whatchu mean? Are you praying that my mother would die soon?"
Leo shakes. "Mommy's sins have been a lot against the mother. How could I ever add to that sin again. But my stance remains, I'd rather die than see you with another man."
"Many people in this world love but do not have. The owner of that love has been revealed. Remember that. I have to go home." Finished conveying her intention Dhira left. In his heart he hopes Leo will soon forget himself to be free from the torment of his feelings.
Leo sat with his head down. From the words of Dhira, he concluded that the girl had given up on him. Chest hurts. That quickly Dhira gave up. It means he's been wiped from the girl's memory. Maybe because of the John. His figure was quickly replaced.
Her tears fell. He was crying without a sound. It was like falling into a deep abyss. Crashed very hard.
His hand grabbed the bottle and drank the drink nonstop. Again and again until he vomits. He walked out, but his legs seemed unable to tread. He was dazed and fell. His body slammed onto the floor and could not get up again.
Despite arriving in front of her house, Dhira still remained silent in the car. Waving his sick heart through crying. He can only cry. Many times he wiped his tears but still came out and wet his cheeks.
Tokkk.
Dhira was surprised to hear a knock near his ear.
"Dad?" Dhira hurriedly cleaned his face with his palm before opening the door.
"Dad thought you were asleep." Robert helped Dhira down by grabbing her hand.
Nyess...
Robert's chest felt thin feeling Dhira's hands were very cold. Although the light was not too bright, he could see Dhira's puffy eyes and face.
When Dhira's two legs arrived on the ground, Robert pulled his daughter's body and hugged her very tightly. He tried to give strength to his daughter. It hurts so much to see her fragile child.
"Haaaa.hiks..hiks hicks....haahaha..." Without command Dhira's cries hardened and sank her face into Robert's chest.
Robert patted Dhira's trembling shoulder. Both of his eyes were hot and watery. If there was anything he could do to heal his daughter's wounds, he would.
He was so hurt watching his daughter being bandaged. If he could with money, he would redeem his daughter's happiness at any price. He felt useless to have to witness the suffering of his son.
***
"Hey wake...! Bro. It's noon. You stink so! Uhhh..." Kim, who is now the owner of the bar, shakes Leo's shoulder.
"Hmmm..ssshhh...auhhh..my head!" Leo held his aching head.
"Yes! You drink too much. I don't know when this habit will pass. I'm afraid your body is being damaged by drinking alcohol every night." Kim helped his friend stand up.
"I fell asleep here again?" Ask Leo.
"Hem. Where do they usually sleep? Here's your last subscription."
"I intend to go home to the apartment overnight. But even overslept here." Leo hit his head slowly.
"Band first. Your clothes. Breakfast is in the next room. You slob! My employees threw up vomit to clean this room!"
"Hahhh. This is the last one, bro. Not tomorrow."
"Huh? Where are you going?"
"I won't come here again for a drink. I want to go somewhere far away."
"Today I want to go back to London."
"Why sudden?"
Leo did not answer. He went to the next room. Feeling a little fresher after a shower.
Kim just silently watched Leo who was just gulping down water. Breakfast was not broken in the least. The man looked less alive. Growing grim.
"Thira came by tonight."
"What's? The dhira? Continues to?" Ask Kim. Now he understands what makes Leo suffer more.
"She wanted me to forget her and told me to find another woman. He gave up and didn't want me anymore."
"Ohhh..." Kim doesn't know what to say but ber ohhh.
"From seeing him with another man, I'd better go. I can't stand it. I don't cross the line if I stay here."
"But impromptu gini? Are you prepared to go there?"
"What preparation? Just leave. Anything else can follow, send."
"Brighthhh..." Kim threw his breath out violently. "Maybe this is the path you have to go through. Don't despair, rest assured there will be another happiness waiting for you." Kim cheers on his best friend.
"Eitherway. I don't think I'm finding that way anymore." After finishing a glass of water he stood up and left.
Before returning home, he went to his apartment first. There were some important items and documents he had to bring to London.
Without stalling any more time, Leo got ready and carried a suitcase out of his unit. After that, go home. He would tell his sister and his papa after arriving in London alone. He does not want to be blocked by them. His determination was already unanimous, going to live far away from where Dhira was.
Leo leaves for the airport escorted by the driver.
Along the way to the airport, Leo looked at the roadside running opposite to the direction of the car. Empty look. The shadow of her days without Dhira had already started to approach her. Silence, silence is what he feels.
"Stop sir!" Leo then asked the driver to stop.
"What's up, Mom?"
"Turn to the left first. I have something to see there!"
The driver said, but only a few meters away they will enter the toll if it is straight.
Leo stopped by to buy a batagor. He remembered, out of the intersection there is a subscription brick merchant Dhira. For the last time, he wanted to eat this food.
"Mas Leo? By himself? Usually with Dhira?" Mamang pedangan already memorized both of them.
"Himself Mang." Answer Leo slowly.
He knocked the wallet out of his pants pocket and then took out fifty thousand. He made the money after receiving his betagor.
"B.mama.mama..mamaaaa..." Suddenly a crying child was heard.
"Haaaaaa.mmm..." Leo checked around him looking for the source of the sound.
He was surprised to see a female toddler crying in the middle of a crowded street vehicle.
The horn sound that is getting shrill makes the child panic and pacing indeterminate direction while roaring in fear.
"Ehh, what's that kid over there? Where are his parents?" Shouted batagor.
Some people who saw the girl shouted as well. He was crying while covering both ears. Frightened, the car that passed by almost hit him.
Without a second thought, Leo ran towards the middle of the road, leaving the riders screaming in panic. Some even hit the tail of the car in front of him because of sudden braking.
But not until Leo's feet in the boy's place, someone from across took it. Leo breathed a sigh of relief to see the boy was safe. He turned his body to go back to the side of the road.
But just arrived, his head was dizzy. The scorching sun made his eyesight blurry. Cars and motorcycles passing through it look shaded into more. He was confused which way he would go. It seemed there was no way for him to pass. It just moves in its place.
At the same time, Dhira also stopped by to buy batagor. He was lazy to eat lunch, so kepengen batagor only. When he came down he saw Leo staggering in the middle of the road. The roar and the sound of the honking honked him.
"He's drunk again! Until we can no longer distinguish death from salvation." Ghira Gerrutu.
He continued to approach the wagon mamang pedangan batagor subscription. But he could not immediately order because the merchant mamang was busy shouting at Leo who could not get out of the way.
"Mang, the bricks!" Call Dhira.
"Wait for neng! That's poor Leo. Something seems wrong."
"Let's Mang. He's drunk!"
"No Neng, he was buying bricks too. he was trying to save a child. Now he's trapped."
That's when a blue sedan speeding right in front of Leo.
Everyone cheered, terrified the car hit Leo. But fortunately the car can be turned so that it is not in the same straight line as Leo.
Brakkk...
But unfortunately it was Leo who ran towards the car. Unable to dodge any more, Leo's body crashed far forward and was hit by a motorcycle again. Leo bounced to the side of the road in blood.
"Yes...!!!!!"
Everyone there was screaming hysterically. They ran towards the fallen Leo. There are pale mixed with cold sweat there are also busy recording with his cellphone.
Dhira runs like the wind towards Leo. Encourage people who block it until the crowd is disturbed.
"Leoooooo..." Shouted Dhira and immediately gathered beside the man. He lifted Leo's shoulder to his stomach while crying.
"An-Andhiraaa..are you coming, baby?"
"Hiks haaahaaa.please..please help bring it to the hospitalttt!" Shouted Dhira. His whole face was covered in tears.
"Is-this really you?" Leo touched Dhira's face with a small smile. Both of the men's eyes glazed over.
"Aaaa.I beg you to stay with me. Please breathe..." Dhira cried to see Leo who could not breathe out. While his left hand stiffened and released the batagor package that had been broken and mixed with color with blood flowing from Leo's body.