Patience of the Second Wife
Farewell

Dinda began to blink her eyes after a few minutes of unconsciousness, the woman stared at the sky of the room that was currently in her place, then his gaze stopped on Alan who was sitting under the floor edge of his bed holding his hand very tightly, the man's eyes closed until he did not realize that Dinda had awakened.

Dinda immediately remembered the words of her mother-in-law that made her faint.

"Sir, wake!" pulled his hand to make Alan piqued.

The man smiled happily as he stared at Dinda.

"You're sober?" ask her while smiling.

There was a look of hate on Dinda's face for Alan, but her husband didn't care.

"Is my son really dead?" ask Dinda and bring back tears.

Alan looked down, feeling guilty about the incident, even though age was God's, but Alan still regretted that he could not meet Dinda with the baby in his last breath.

Finally the man nodded without a sound.

"I'm sorry" said Alan, sitting next to Dinda, who is now crying.

Plaakkk.

''Had you allowed me to meet my son, I might not have felt this much pain, but what, you would have separated me from my son for so long, it is too late now, there is no reason I am here.''

What am I supposed to do now, even when no one is going to call me mama, my son is dead and I can't have any more children, God, I can't, may there be a miracle in this world for me.

''Once again forgive me.'' That's all Alan could say in front of Dinda.

Dinda looked at her husband's slightly pale face. ''For what?'' Dinda asked who saw a lot of regret on the look on the man's face.

''For everything I've done to you, you may punish me to the fullest, but come back to me. I will divorce Syntia, and you will be the only one I have. Convince me that this time is not just a trick but from the heart.

''It's not that easy, because the wounds you give will always imprint here.'' pointed at his own chest.

''But please, come back, we start all over again, and I want you to be my wife for a long time.'' Alan cupped his hands together, asking expectantly for Dinda to take it back.

''Why, did you already know that Sister Syntia cheated on you, was I the escape material for my sister. No, I don't want to go back with my sister, we're going to keep getting divorced, I want to go home.'' Dinda quickly pulled out the blanket and got out of bed.

Just a few steps forward, Alan hugged Dinda's body from behind.

"You're not an escape, I loved you before I knew about the Syntia affair, it's just that I wasn't conscious at the time, and I'm sorry about what I've been doing all this time, I beg you to give me a chance to be your husband." Alan's tears wet Dinda's shirt, until the two of them weep.

"But I can't be your wife anymore." Trying to release Alan's hand that was coiled around his stomach.

''Where is the brother when I need the affection of a husband, where the brother when our child is still in the womb needs the figure of his father, and where is the brother, where is the brother, when I needed to, Dinda's words hung as Alan shut Dinda's mouth.

''Now tell me what I have to do so that you will accept me again, how you can trust me, if I love you, I apologize for ignoring you, but now what I can do, has happened, but at least give me another chance to make up for it."

Confused, on the one hand Dinda felt that she was not a perfect woman because she could no longer give grandchildren to the Sudrajat family, why maintain a marriage, while Bu Yanti was very hopeful of that, he said, and on the other hand, Dinda does not know what will happen if he divorced from Alan, whether there is still a man who accepts himself as he is.

"I need time to think, because I don't want to regret it for the second time, now let go, I want to go home."

Alan loosened his hand and twisted Dinda's body until the two met face to face.

Alan again grabbed Dinda's body, hugged her warmly and kissed her forehead.

As long as Alan and I were married, he never hugged me this warm, but why does it seem like this hug is no stranger, am I just hallucinating.

After Alan gives up his arms, Dinda comes back out of Alan's room and meets her family and Ms. Yanti.

While the man himself could only stare at Dinda's back away.

''Bang, before we go home, I'll go to my son's grave first.

Not only the Dinda family, but Bu Yanti and Mr. Heru also went to the grave of their grandchildren.

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Dinda's tears broke again when she arrived beside her son's mound of land, not expecting a meeting with the baby so short, even Dinda had never held the tiny baby who was the male sex, he said, god separated them again in a blink of an eye. The rice had already become porridge, and time would not return it all, but Dinda still wished for a miracle to come back.

Aldiansyah Sudrajat's.

Not wanting to linger there for long, afraid if Dinda back pretentious, after praying Dinda again kissed the tombstone of her son.

''Ma, thank you for everything you have given me, right now I want to go home with my father and mother, '' said Dinda in between tears.

''We already considered you as our daughter, so the door of your house is wide open for you, if you change your mind say, we will pick you up, even if you don't want to go back to Alan, even if you don't want to go back, at least go back to being my daughter, said Bu Yanti.

Although he could not bear with Bu Yanti, Dinda still had to make a decision, and he chose to go back home.

A farewell occurred in the tomb, Dinda who was teary-eyed chose to enter the car while waving her hand towards Bu Yanti.

Mama will definitely miss you, said Bu Yanti before Daka really drove her car fast.

I will certainly miss my mother, but I am not the old Dinda who can give children to the Sudrajat family, I am the barren Dinda and will no longer be able to have children like Sister Syntia. inner Dinda.